_Dalia

I still live in a scarcity. I feel powerlessness.

I do not allow myself to be seen, therefore I feel very isolated, alone.

Drums! This means it’s time to create / express myself.

Still trying to figure it out 😅 It probably has something to do with authenticity, emotions, creativity. For sure I was meant to be the biggest pain in the ass for my parents 🤦‍♀️

Avoidance & blaming.

to hold space.

intimacy.

My partner and my child, and my mother. To understand them fully.

Many parts of me! For example the deterministic one. I’m not there yet to love ...

Determinism. I have a very deep need to be seen with all of my emotions and there’s no way I could be seen, heard, felt, understood in this point of view.

abundance

The pain of losing a zero sum game.

I was going to do parts work (literally at this moment), but then I decided to check the ‘Let The Universe Choose Your Question’ first 😂🤦‍♀️ So the ’why’ part is that I want to distract myself from any feelings (is that even possible? 😅).

poverty. emotional neglect.

dancing. meditating. accomplishing some particular tasks.

I am running from poverty, because it only deepens my powerlessness and it feels unbearable. I am rushing towards authenticity. I have this haunting urge to uncover myself 🤷‍♀️

I can’t make money and meet many of my needs as I currently am financially broke & have a toddler to care for.

.authentic fulfillment. consciousness.growth

for my free will.

Conversations with friends or a person who triggers me 😅

I would go to connect with people. I guess, I’d figure out how to own a new place for that.

Intimacy.

For my time to rest.

I notice people who are tapped into their own emotions 🤔 Or maybe all kinds of their emotions 🧐 I notice the most gorgeous insanely minimalist design elements 🥰 I also notice materials that have “good vibes” 🤷‍♀️