I think I'm expressing my love to everyone I love. I'm very open about that and I'm so full of love to give, at all times.

funny because i JUST announced to my family how much I love them... I think I should do that often.

Many parts of me! For example the deterministic one. I’m not there yet to love ...

My mum. What keeps me expressing it is how much she has hurt me. 

Yaa I did express my feelings to this woman...she feels similar but there seems to be so fucking much in the way....she's with someone else...I'm not working...I'm a bit sick aswell physically..I'm emotionally and mentally exhausted atm...but I'm on the mend...but the heat had to be turned up to 11 for me to tell her how i felt...so much soo that I got burnt and am laying the price  ow...look.i don't know how things would work with her...aswell wer so.eway related like distant and that doesn't bother me anymore but it was just like....there's one too many fuxking things...very frustrating and I'm kinda bitter and angry over it all...

My goals/desires need to know that I still love them and want to nurture them, so i'm starting to give them more tlc now. I'm even thinking about relocating to a place that's more compatible with them.

My family needs to know it. But they've been scapegoating me. 

And I guess some other people beed to know it too. 

Its kinda hard letting your walls down, if thats your foundation I guess.

On 7/15/2021 at 6:41 AM, LucyMad said:

My family needs to know it. But they've been scapegoating me. 

And I guess some other people beed to know it too. 

Its kinda hard letting your walls down, if thats your foundation I guess.

Same here. I need to express that to my father but he is a very detatched avoidant person who is constantly in Denial and gets really defensive and snappy even at the slightest display of emotions. And I don't want to let my guard down and express myself to my parents. I have tried to do that in past, when I let my guard down, open up and got punched in the gut

Jonas, my fear of us not beeing able to hold up a relationship because of our illnesses, because of other people, or us moving away from eachother. Also my fear of beeing hurt by him, or beeing a bad girlfriend myself. Not beeing able to feel for instance. Loosing the love I have. 

You can express things without words, words are used to often and are able to kill the spirit of the fire within tge heart. 

Also advice placed in the wrong setting. (wich is 1 reason generally people are masked and closed) 

Those know instinctively who I love and vice versa.

I don't know if anyone can genuinly love someone in this time period. We are all just meeting needs with other people and them with us. If reincarnation is real maybe then humans will know more about love to answer this question with awareness and validity. 

My parents but I've expressed it billion of times.. And I'm doing it more to receive positive affirmations and acceptance.. They don't really understand what I do... 

I'm learning to let go now... I will never meet there expectations and that's ok.. 

But I'm so gratefull for them 

Y.. But I don't think I can answer that question as it belongs to another reality. Because its nonsense and I respect her boundaries.

I'm split. I get abused by my family in a way, where other people would say, that's normal, but it is breaking me. At the same time a part of me feels for them; feels sadness; maybe even their sadness? It feels like a kind of love, but a sad one and it feels good somehow.
What keeps me expressing that to them? Their abuse and being gaslit all the time. It feels abusive to love them.

I feel the same sad love for humanity itself.

I'm not even sure, if I know how to love someone as I'm missing the experience of so many needs, that I have.

My wife, she needs constant reassurance.

My child needs to know that I love him. 

My ego, I'm so wrapped up in my problems with others, I'm not seeing him properly. And it's killing me everyday. 

Me Myself and I

What keeps me from expressing that love to myself:

my focus on wanting to be loved by other people and how to gain that. How to be so that I will receive their love

My inner child.. But actions speak louder than words! 

Right now I feel like a blank reading this question. 

I feel fear (of responsibility) 

I feel resistance. 

Kognitively though I know the answer, simple :

My son.

(maybe also myself) maybe I need to know that I own my best interests in order to trust my self, and cherish myself, so as to actually be able to show love to my son properly.