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Making other people feel good. Releasing their stress, anxiety, knots, ties to pain

Growth 

abundance

 consciousness awakening in me and in people, very valuable inner healing - part of this fully, all in self love, live life purposefully

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I am in service of freedom and honoring true commitments

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creativity; constantly creating, finding, entering, and share creative ideas and states with others. Turning my thoughts and feeling into something inspiring and new and exploring myself. 

Releasing trapped trauma (generational/past life), transformation and transmutation with energy healing/codes

Equality in every sense. 

Logic

Making things as fair as possible, and improving as many people's quality of life as I can!

Enabling myself and others to get closer to self actualisation

… me … 

My decisions

To live in harmony with nature. 

For freedom and for love. Otherwise, being not in service, feels like a small freedom in a wait-line.

Speaking up and helping people break transgenerational/intergenerational trauma So we can have a better futureSo we can have a better future

Easy preservation of nature.

The light, the path.

Breaking generational trauma in me for my children and my children’s children’s children . 

Sparks & Joy, Serenity, Grace, fun

One could call it magic. 

Ide like to make things "magical" 

Make things feel like home, peaceful and cozy and mysterious, intense and sparkly at the same time. 

And I like freedom alot, freedom and abundance. Freedom is peace.

I want my life to be in service of love, and my own unique expression of love. 

I want my life to be in service of... When they talk about after I'm gone, or behind my back, I imagine they're saying how much she fought to be here in the present moment instead of zoning into a different world. I think they might appreciate the struggle that comes with being neurodivergent, that that means to the mainstream media, what it means to behind closed doors, and ultimately what it means to the individual. 

Waging an Endless War on Divinity/Spirituality. 

I wish my life to be in service of the univers, How can I serve is my question?

I don't like this question. The wording.. in service of. As if I'm a servant. Makes me think of slavery or self-sacrifice. Sacrificing my authenticity. This question makes me so repellant. 

I went to school and church (Wich just is a different type of school, neither I liked, both where better than home) I painted (Wich I didn't fancy I just used it to escape and discosiate the hostile environment, later though it became a tool for me to work through things and better my relationships), danced ballet (wich I didn't like either), acted (Wich didn't feel authentic), wrote poems. I did alot of chores mainly the worst and most unwanted, watched my siblings. Wich I hated. Really as a kid I was a miniature adult, most of the time, Wich is why Noone believed me I was beeing massively abused, I functioned so well. (and I most of all enjoyed spending time alone, in quit places, at the library or swimming, zoning out to music) most definitely home was the worst place to be, I liked climbing trees and doing wild adventurous shitt, swimming in wild waters, everything wild and loud. Further on I started singing, I helped people, psychopaths, drug addicts, schizophrenics. And I had a child, and figured I really don't wanna care about grown people the way I used to do anymore. I don't.

The only one I would actually want to serve and who is worthy of my service is my child, and probably my spouse if I had one. And maybe old people.

To me the world is a harsh and futile place, and that's why I'm staying an asshole. ✌️

I want my life to be in service of my heart. I want my life to be in service of me. I don't want to cripple myself any further serving the wrong people. 

I want to serve people in a crisis, in all kinds of practical ways, also beeing emotionally involved (not detached at all), compassionate and attuned and very insightful to pinpoint important psychological personal stuff going on. When someone died, domestic violence, severe illness, giving birth all alone, suddenly homeless you name it, anything that goes with a crisis. And especially where there is a lack of recources (And I want to serve people only who are genuinely interested in having help, who have come to terms with what brought them there, or really want to change their life, and would even change if I wasn't present) those people.