Ask Yourself...

I really want to solve the riddle of why I am here, what my purpose is essentially. The word that comes to mind when I think of my negative life imprint is 'unsafe'. And so I feel like I need to feel 'safe' on all levels, mentally, emotionally, physically and financially. Im still walking the path of trying to discover what 'form' that will look like in my life. Perhaps that's my problem...I'm expecting it to look like something obvious and specific, like a job or something, as opposed to something more subtle.

I know I'm on the right path though otherwise I wouldn't even have been a vibrational match to this question.

I completely empathize with you. I have been trying to understand this myself for some time as I have the same experience and was even reflecting on the question earlier today. Reading your answer just reminds me of the conclusion I arrived at...you can't truly heal in the same space that inflicts wounds, you can't truly feel safe in the same space that makes you feel unsafe. I see now why the universe allowed me to see your answer today. X

Edited August 7, 20224 yr by Garnet
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poverty. 
emotional neglect.

inability to make enough money to get the things I want and my face.

My self-doubt/limiting beliefs 

where to live when this housing is no longer o.k. for me while i want to continue with self healing, feeling safe, in comfort, living purposefully and much much lighter about money and also feeling presence of my soul mate or life partner that I long for!

I want to know how I can meditate everyday without falling into behaviour patterns that create inertia

Source's desire to learn through suffering. It's so dysfunctional and abusive. There must be a way to learn about ourselves without pain.

I want to resolve the inequitable distribution of goods and resources .

How to end the lifelong pattern of self abandonment & self distrust

I'm gonna solve the problem of housing, starting with myself!

Other peoples problemsXD

Mine seam to complex, and I need help wich is hard to find. But I do also want to help myself.

How to feel fulfilled and free at the same time.

Progression of soul endeavors

Not being physically dead

Opening minds to see a greater advantageous healthy way…

Not being in sync with my soul 

Arguing about futilitys so we can just flow and enjoy 

Why am I here? Is the question what bothers me often. 

Its one of the hardest questions so far. Got some deep existential stuff coming to my mind that I decided to keep it simple for now.

Edited April 30, 20224 yr by Roland765

Codependancy and the fear to be alone/abandonned

The problem with emotional illiteracy. 

There's many things one could want to fix.

Mine is numbness, ignorance, blindness, unaware: I don't care atittudes in people. 

I want to change and be a good person. 

It's been like this ever since I was little. Even as a child I wanted to become good (cause I was taught there's something wrong with me), and that's actually all I'm trying to solve hereXD

I want to solve the problem of why I don’t want to get out of bed and go to work, and be a productive person. 

Knowing the path that my soul wants to accomplish and following through with it