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I still live in a scarcity. I feel powerlessness.

I do not allow myself to be seen, therefore I feel very isolated, alone.

Drums! This means it’s time to create / express myself.

Still trying to figure it out 😅 It probably has something to do with authenticity, emotions, creativity. For sure I was meant to be the biggest pain in the ass for my parents 🤦‍♀️

Avoidance & blaming.

to hold space.

intimacy.

My partner and my child, and my mother. To understand them fully.

Many parts of me! For example the deterministic one. I’m not there yet to love ...

Determinism. I have a very deep need to be seen with all of my emotions and there’s no way I could be seen, heard, felt, understood in this point of view.

abundance

The pain of losing a zero sum game.

I was going to do parts work (literally at this moment), but then I decided to check the ‘Let The Universe Choose Your Question’ first 😂🤦‍♀️ So the ’why’ part is that I want to distract myself from any feelings (is that even possible? 😅).

poverty. emotional neglect.