I see a shiny purple diamond across a body of water. It’s my dream job! I love swimming so I start swimming towards it. Then my heart gives out because I’ve been swimming so fast, so I look for a buoy. I relax there & relish in the relief for a while. I “enjoy” it so much I spend so much time there. Then, I get terribly unsatisfied & search for the purple again, but a storms approaches & I have to wait & suffer through it. I hate the suffer so much I swim back to land cuz at least I have some shelter there. I enjoy the shelter, then deep dissatisfaction creeps in again. I swim
