My undivided attention and focus. People will just come up and talk to me, and I do my damnedest to hear and understand them. And they always thank me for it.

Unconditional love 

' never give up on healing and see your life transform for the better' - power of my own healing using inner child and other methods that use breath and connection to our hearts....simply my art of beingness....to the world,  so I create a  dance with larger picture while on this earth, people are inspired by my energy

Kindness 

To be of service. To express and share unconditional love and understanding 

Depth

Care

Kindness, Diversity, and Brilliance 

The ability to walk in another's shoes without wandering too far from my own values. 

Craniosacraal, listening and observing  and give back What I see/hear.

Empathy & understanding

Being able to trust your own vision. And as a result the knowing that no matter how silent/suppressed your suffering may be, it is still valid, and worthy of liberation. 

What gift am I meant to give this world in this life? 

My joy for others to benefit. Truth so as to create unity through love authentically. All that I am and can be, so long as I'm here, I'm sharing it! ;)

The gift of helping people heal trauma while healing my own trauma.

Love

The ability to reinvent myself and get unstuck from a very unclear path.

What I’ve discovered about being a multidimensional being. Human and beyond. 

Freedom

Im going to give birth in june.

Other than that honestly I dont know.

I dont like pleasing a man in the bedroom, with all that kinky shit (seldomly I experience a curiosity, towards sexual creativity) I prefer regular sex, over anal and blowjobs (and this is just how it is). And I want a man to be emotionally and physically attuned to me, and most arent, most men just like to get physical in the weirdest ways possible. With most men I didnt have an actual trusting relationship, more like an agreement. And I found out Im not about that life at all, never have I been. I can be very  passionate about a man, very loving, giving ect. from my heart space, but I actually need to like someone, and I dont like everyone. And I dont bond with everyone. So sex most definetly isnt it. (even though its highly requestedXD)

Im not outstandingly pretty, I have a face that looks unique and like everyone elses at the same time. Its not extremly feminin, But I can look like that, Its not very masculine but it can look like that aswell. You can even find different ethnicitys in my face wich arent actually there. ( other people have done that in the past)

Im good at most things a bit. Not outsandingly good at one thing.. Mediocrish at everything unless i put effort into it:) But I never reach with anything a point where Im outstanding.

Out of this things wich comes to my mind as enjoyable are cooking, gardening and playing an instrument. Those things make me feel like I have done something valuable. And it makes me feel more alive than perfectly painting walls.

What I used to be outstandingly good at is card games (also dice games) and gambling. I can count intuitively, and anytime I enterd a casino I new what was going to happen, I could even tell the person next to me what was going to happen 4 rounds from now:) And I never left empty handed. Ive been a quick and open minded learner, and I had a thing for winning and games (also as a kid in sports:) I loved the thrill of a contest. And if this counts Ive been an outstandingly  good shop lifter also:)XD

Another weird talent of mine used to be diving, I could dive for 2 minutes straight. And I could "black out" myself and dive for 10 minutes.

Another thing wich I used to be outstandinly gifted at naturally, from an early age is writing storys and poetry. singing painting and dancing I focused on getting the technical part, and I didnt feel passionate about dancing or painting (and mostly in singin, because to me I wanted to win in that game:) and in painting because my parents wanted me to win in that game, and it was an means to an end in a traumatizing environmen, to silently space out, just like reading wich I enjoyed more than painting:) but what actually made me special was my artistic expression, wich sometimes showed. (when I was juts having thrill and fun or ideas emotions. And when my artistic expression showed in my work  people around me stopped and noticed and where moved, by my art work, by a song on stage, by a dance, (mainly by paintings). (and this is why you have to work on your technic first, your technique is  your tools. expression is second nature.

I also enjoy spending leisure time with people. And in connection to this I think Im good at a few things, I can bring a peaceful energy to a stressed group, I can connect people with eachother,  I can bring an exciting new groupproject or event about and make the start and the first moove (and just follow through with it, cause i know some will watch how well im doing and how much fun im having and  join in probably:),  I can give people a different and new view or aproach they havent thought of,  Im very good at beeing honest, in an honest way with people, also in setting boundaries (and teaching them by my example, that having them doesnt hurt) I can enjoy listening to people (and I guess this is also highly requested) but seldomly I do so without sharing my opinion also. (it depends) I like beeing a mother in a sense to many people, its just second nature, I dont even realise it. People overall also aproach me often and tell me their storys even  if I didnt feel like it,  so I think Im aproachable.  When Im sad or upset men usually try to save me or flirt with meXD And I find that odd, but I look actually young and pretty when Im crying. I look vulnerable:) (And I dont specifically trust men who like that about me (because they tend to make me cryXD) 

I like RNB but I also enjoy classical music. 

(overall I feel like Im a very changeable person) Maybe im a chameleon leader. 

This happens when Youre a pisces stellium 9th house (saggitarius)/Midheaven, with a gemini moon in 12th house (pisces) and a cancer rising.

What sould I have done in my life??XD Maybe I couldve been an undercover agent or proffessional thief,  who pretends to be an artistXD And maybe I could write a story about that. How my younger years couldve turned out differently  if I hadnt spend them like every teen with doing stupid crazy shit and spending too much time wirth the wrong people:) Connection overall is more important, and I do have alot of understanding for my choices. 

Unconditional love 

To help improve the quality of life for others through dedicated action, love, understanding and presence.

Roots, hopefully something to grab a hold of when hopelessness takes control.  A foothold on a very step slop.

My child is my gift. 

Apart from that, I think I was meant to hold space for people and bring hope and comfort to people. And also make them remember their body and their emotions in ways they have forgotten. By the way I express myself, through art. 

I was meant to give emotional love (passion, gratitude) and I was meant to give people truth. And I was meant to be a wild thing originally. But it started to scare me when I was a toddler, because my mother was very controlling, fearful, and strict (and emotionaly cold) 

I don't know. I don't feel like I have anything to offer of worse, I feel like a dried out lake, completely empty. 

And I feel like we are all doomed. 

Leadership, new ideas, healing through art and new creations to develop a new consciousness and finally find peace as a community.