The need and want to help others, and make this a better place for all of us.

Curiosity and wonder

the need to experiment and invent something new 

my will to keep going and to find out more

The flow of the moment

Myself, I guess. My emotions change, thoughts change,body changes but I, who experience all these don't change. I don't exactly know, I think it's my conciousness?

My Beauty

My curiosity, my urge to create, my wonder at nature, my delight in the animal kingdom, my awe of human artistry

My unwavering qualities arree:

Active imagination 

Love of laughter 

Love for a great story

Whimsy

Empathy

Pensive 

Curiosity 

Oddness (this one hurts sometimes lol)

Strong desire for justice/peace

My soul

My extreme need for Death

my resilience

my strive for perfection

my love of nature

my honor code, value system

my loyalty to my family

always moving, always seeking 

better, onward and upwards!!!   

Consciousness

The excitement of going on an adventure with someone or others. 

My curiosity of exploring and learning further 

Curiousity. Having an urge to create. Good at aligning with the masculine in others (meaning I always have good conversations with boys/men/masculine). 

Searching for answers

Wanting to know more

Wanting to understand

Wanting to be happier

Wanting to give the best to myself

Wanting to do my best

Fundamentally, my will for the quality of life

My will power

Searching for love & questions about love. What is love? Where is love? Does love exists? Can I receive and give love?  How does love feel? 

Love

I read people like they are words in front of me, I forgive quickly

The truth and clearity  held by moments of silence.

That Im unable and unwilling to let go of people I chose to love. (Ever)

Trust in source and me (a certain sense of calm allways present and accecable)

My heart beating

MY LOVE FOR YOU AND DRIVE TO JOIN YOUR MISSION. 

Imagination and dreams are powerful for me and that has never changed. 

I'm a social beeing

I want to be a good human and want to be considered as one. 

My curly hair

Shame for sexuality

The feeling and believe of especially me beeing unlovable and no good for anyone, without any particular reason. Just because me. 

That I want to do everything self sufficiently and most definitely on my own

Doing the hardest stuff most definitely all by myself without anyone ever getting to know about it. And it's painful. And made me sick.

Fear of abandonment, fear of beeing stuck in relationships I don't wanna be in. 

Beeing stuck in relationships I don't wanna be in. And having to fight getting out, and beeing wounded

Wanting to be rescued, preferedly by a strong male, who'd marry me afterwards. Or at least engages with me in a romance affair after rescuing me, and stays friends with me as things don't work out. 

That I love reading books (maybe even more than watching movies)

That I drift and dream away and relax and feel good in my own head, all by myself listening to music, and I can do this all day long. Even when I feel sad doing this.. I still feel good.

That I have it very easy beeing someone who's wanted and needed and pleasant and pleasing, but struggling just really beeing me, struggling knowing who I am, hating having to shut down, hating beeing abandoned if I wont, hating the disharmony I could create. I'm every woman--chacka Khan XD

Journaling

Beeing a watered down version of myself in order to make everyone feel beautiful and have enough space, and not be abandoned. And because of this: inability, inhibitance to sing (and also speak from the heart.)

That I'm full of wisdom, to help and cheer up others. 

OCD

Having a hard time truely relaxing

The ability to sleep any time anywhere.

That I am a procrastinator.

Loving to organize 

Staying positive whatsoever, in the most hopeless and darkest places. 

The inability to experience something and feel something and express it or sense it in that given moment. I often come across as if I'm really present because I have my act together somewhat, but I'm never really present. I'm not grounded.

The ability to zone out, to the point I completely forget where I am or whom I'm with. 

Beeing present inbetween, sleeping and awake. And remembering falling asleep, remembering what was beeing said by people around me (who thought because I was snorting wouldn't catch up on their convo) , remembering what I dreamed, beeing able to pull myself out of sleep at any given time. 

That I like spending time in water

That I'm coming across as if I'm happy and strong when I'm really not. 

That I've never really been happy or at peace longer than a moment. 

Having sort of a 6 sense. Beeing more sensetive towards "spiritual" things. 

My heart