I let go of expectation of meeting my Twin Flame this year

I let go of the expectation that someone or something outside of me will come and save me or make things change. I welcome my decision and my courage and my power.

That my spiritual practices would have to get me to those goals. 

The expectation of being always wanted. Or others care about me.

The amount I can achieve on my own / in one day. 

That I should be healed already. 

The expectation I need to let go of is having the life I want right now even though I’ve lost the capability to want to network. I’m over life not being how I want it even though I’ll tell a loved one what I want and they’ll walk all over me.  If I don’t have people close to me(putting energy in their unavailability/ lack of understanding of my emotions) then I can at least receive less manipulation while I build my individuality(that gets drowned out by having a identity crisis all my life) so I don’t get hurt relationally or hurt anyone relationally. Basically go to work and come back. And write and exercise. Basically stop juggling my relationship with myself and others. I want to come first.

That I can move on & be happy without working on myself and without integrating past traumas

I let go of the expectation of doing something. I don’t know if I will or won’t. I want to make the decision here & now!

Theeeeeeeee expactation of me to feel good and to be able to a bee masculine. HA!

Instant healing

To have the relationship with Toon right. 

The expectation that things are gonna go tits up...I keep expecting the worst and it usually happens as a result...maybe things might work out great....but my default seems to be the worst possible outcome

I need to let go of the expectation to not make mistakes and the expectation that things are just gonna happen or fix themselves without me putting in any conscious effort for this to happen

The expectation that things should go exactly my way and if they don't, life is terrible and I'm a failure. 

I want to let go of the idea that I need to become the purest/perfect version of myself.

That felt so relieving to write  Thank you.

That life is suposed to be different. that the past is suposed to be different. that my parents are suposed to be different.

That I do deserve the same treatment as others. Not less. its allways been less. If I do good or do bad and it has litlle to do with me.

The expectation that I need to have all the answers to my questions right away. 

The expectation I need to let go of right now is he can’t fulfill all of your needs. So, what need can he fulfill is the question. 

On 11/22/2020 at 11:56 AM, Suzanne Hatton said:

The amount I can achieve on my own / in one day. 

That I should be healed already. 

I need to let go of this one myself Suzanne lol

That everything has to be working out perfectly RIGHT NOW. Or I'll go on scapegoating beeing active at allXD

Probably perfectionism. That I should be done with certain things until a certain time, or else I probably forgett all things I need to get done. 

...... lolololololol...... 

Nothing left to say. 

Anyone else's approval. (said with tears)

Relying on others

Expecting others to fulfill their promises.

That I might one day magically find a foolproof method of leaving this shit life.

If I could let go of this, I could probably put enough effort into finding a method that's closer to being foolproof than everything I've deeply considered thus far, but as with anything I could be wrong about that.

Fuck absolutely everything

Of yesterday’s options