My Instagram page, my assortment of felt tips and paper. All my crystals. The positive upturn of my neighborhood, my lovely hair and my freedom from the 9-5

Flow of cohousing, support of my collegue, availability of my best friend on the FaceTime , the food my parents prepare for me!! The tea I got from a Dear friend!!

That I get to choose myself.

That I seem to be on the right track at this young age. That my meditation is adding up, the lovely improvements I've made to my local area. My improvement in my relationship with my mother. The constant supply of fresh air or "good ass prana" if you will. My newfound interest in my yoga book. The moss that grows on stone. How much people like me. My cool screensavers.

fucking nothing

That one day I’ll die, getting to be death and nothing 

The sun the yellow 

The fact that despite doing nothing and having nothing at 27 years old, my parents still give me money, And of course the fact that I have been introduced to this wonderful website and am discovering so much about myself

The fact that I got to leave the country when it’s been so difficult for others. Extending my family to include my partners. Being in a place with clean air, water, food, streets. Having my own room for the first time in my life at 28. Being able to video call my friends and family when I’m missing them which wasn’t something that would’ve been possible years ago. Being supported materially in many ways. Having more time and space for myself. Being able to love and be loved.

The fact that I'm so full of empathy and understanding.

My parents are healthy ...one of the most beautiful women i have ever come across is interested in me....I have torn down so many obstacles and finally have a bit of confidence a bit of self esteem and know myself at least a small bit better....my nephew..I love him....shoes that fit and look good my beard...how far iv come....the support I received from my friends wen they thought I was properly down....creative madness..... just the person I have chosen to be..I kinda like me for the first time ever....I'm kinda cool ...actually I am cool 

my kids, my cat, my skin care time, my soon to be house

This strange human I call my husband, this silly cat who lives with me and my voice.

My own smile  

Having a nice home with all the amenities available for my children (I grew up destitute.) Having my children. Having the means to order Chipotle when I don't want to cook. 

My inner child, and my ego in comparison.

That tomorrow I'm going to finally get all my things from my moms house moving out. And that I'll be fine. 

Hot sweet chocolate. Flowers, Future vacations, 

My friends

My footspa/footwhirlpoolXD

Health

that I see the magic is real and everywhere
that I realise I cannot fall out of love and never have 
that I have come far enough into my inner work that I can see that everything is possible from here. 

The roof above my head. My family being healthy despite this clownid-19 agenda. My cat laying on her back with all fours in the air gotta love her

Where I'm staying rn is lovely and an improvement from the last place, I feel so much potential for my growth and healing in this life, I'm happy to be me. I think I'm cute. My inner child is sweet and adorable and wonderful. I just want to work towards creating stability and finding my joy and purpose. I have the eternal passion sigil tattooed on my arm, it's my newest tattoo and I feel so grateful that I got it during a time when I had the money to do so the other day my car broke down and I was stuck on the road in a right turn lane just before an intersection, bawling and not knowing what to do thinking no one would help me, but someone did! He even brought me water, pretzels and Gatorade. A few other people driving by also asked if I needed help which I really appreciated. I've been seeing angel numbers more lately which I love, it feels so comforting to me. I've also been able to see some beautiful places I had never been to before. Someone was burning sage outside earlier and it smelled nice and helped ease my mind. I have tiger's eye under my pillow, Teal is doing workshops again, I feel hopeful that I will be able to tap into more creativity over time as I integrate my trauma, I have a 528 hz tuning fork that I got for a really cheap price a while back. My friend who I had a painful falling out with liked my post, so maybe he doesn't hate me. Synchronicity is pretty cool, I could see the Milky Way the other night, I had good coffee today!

That it won't torturously drag on and on for much longer

Accomplishments 

I don't feel that now, Maybe just moments when I see my daughter laugh.

Everything

Reconnecting with my very first true love finally feeling like a have someone in my life who knows me without needing to explain. That makes me smile