Nidhi Shukla

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Thank you!

That I am a an A-lister in my school and college and now find it difficult to have any work that I feel capable of doing

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Yes, sometimes when you get inside a part, you may feel that doing completion process on the underlying emotion is the best thing. You will know its needs once you are in the part.

I once integrated the Teal Swan hater within me. It turned out that that part hated Teal so much because it thought that I am clouded by her opinion. It thought that if I make all decisions according to what Teal says, they would never be "my" decisions. When I talked to it and went deeper, it turned out, all that part wanted for me was that I am able to make the best and the most loving decisions for myself and after further depth and a conversation with the other part (the Teal Swan intense lover), it realized that Teal actually provides us better guidance that can then help us make even better decisions for ourselves. Also, the other part (Teal Swan lover) realized the great intention and part that the other one was playing. It ended up having respect for the hater because indeed the hater was the one preventing it from falling head over heels without having any personal say. And when that understanding descended, the hater could no longer be the hater, then no part was against Teal Swan anymore, both the parts became for "me" consciously and thus, there was a full on integration. Your parts will show up differently but just by becoming aware of them and shifting their perspective, you will be creating integration in the microcosm that is "you" and thus you will reduce the hate against Teal in the macrocosm i.e. the world.

Omg! The last part is so dense and real.

Amazing

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I am not against seeing the reality. I am just saying that my vote till the very end will be towards keep doing integrative work so that things just may not go for the worst. I am talking about what I stand for, be it integrating the part within me that is the Teal Swan hater or something else. 🙏 I just know that softer thoughts and actions are our any chance. And lets remember, all of us at least here, are actually on the same team. So, I respect your perspective and I respect your decisions moving forward.

Look for the part within you that wants to assassinate Teal and shift its perspective, integrate it.

To all the people who expressed their views on Teal's perspective on death: she only said that she chooses quality of life over survival. Lets not put meaning into those words. Also, lets remember that we have immense influence on our collective reality. Its said that when relatives are in the hospital praying for their loved one, they are praying for the person to not die and hence their focus is on death itself. However, if they were to visualize the person as to how they would look if they were restored to health, then that is what they would be feeding their energy into. Choose right my dear fellows. Lets not put on the meaning glasses of self destruction, lets see the reality for what it is and then put our focus on what we want to see and create.

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The day I had had it completely lost and decided to no longer be complacent or please anyone anymore no matter the cost. That day for the first time, I actually truly stood up for myself and the ironic thing is that was the time I didn't even need to communicate this to anyone. It was the conversation I had in my own heart and it defined my relationship with myself for the times to come.

Thank you so much Teal! Reading it at a time when it makes all the more sense to me ❤

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1. What do I want to experience out of life before I die? Travel and taste so many cuisines 2. How do I want to grow? Living each moment completely and fully, creating more and more beautiful and bigger experiences for myself 3. What/How do I want to contribute? By teaching people how they can create those experiences for themselves 4. What is my number one priority in my life? My growth and self-love 5. What would you do differently if you knew there would be no consequences (Ie. No one would judge you)? I would have lots of sex, having no idea what female sexuality is really like, I would love to explore more and more 6. What are my top ten needs? Self actualization, being seen, being heard, being touched, beling felt, being in limelight, being cocooned, silence in togetherness, being hugged, lots of money 7. How am I living fully? By self expression through all medias 8. How am I not living fully? No investment in even trying for a romantic relationship 9. How am I loving fully? I take so sweet care of myself 10. How am I not loving fully? I have so much love for the people who listen to me and my content but none to give someone individually (enmeshment trauma) 11. If you could do your life over again, what would you do differently? Nothing 12. What am I doing because I think it will eventually make me happy, but that is currently making me unhappy? Studying law 13. If I found out I was going to die in a year, what would I do today and for the rest of the year I had left? Find the perfect partner, coz I know I can do it no time if I prioritise it above all else 14. What is preventing me from doing those things now, regardless of how long I have to live? My fear of being choked and suffocated and the fear of they knowing all about me and using it against me 15. What could I do to make myself feel even better right now and enjoy right now even more? Watch a movie 16. What pain do you want (In other words, if pain was unavoidable, what are you willing to struggle for)? To be in the limelight for all the things that I love doing 17. Who do you love and what are you doing about it? What are you not doing about it? I love my mother. Actually, I am doing everything about it 18. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you were? 2648 million years old 19. What belief is the best belief you possess? And what belief is the most painful belief you possess? I can get anything I am restricted by my mother 20. What ten things are you the most grateful for in your life? Myself, my intellect, Teal Swan, my mother, Taylor Swift, connection to the world (access to more than my culture), my you tube channel, my creativity (always having things in the pipeline), my new home, my frequency paintings and crystals, my money