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question-2736480_640.jpg.1d3bde0e4a35c802a70c3b734a7c0905.jpgWe are blocked from living in harmony with our true nature.  We are prevented from living in the state of awareness.  We are blocked from these things because we do not take the time to inquire within ourselves.  Under normal conditions, we humans experience ourselves only partially.  We do not experience ourselves in our authentic reality.  We experience ourselves only through a thick veil of beliefs, images, ideas, memories, desires, external expectations, labels, assumptions, and things we think we know.  All of these things are accumulated from the past.  And so it can be said that we experience ourselves only through the veil of our personal past.  This veil is sewn across the fabric of our true self in the now.  It is sewn so tightly that we do not see the fabric of ourselves underneath.

The external life, is not the source of a man’s suffering.  The internal life is the source of a man’s suffering.  Internally is where we must look if we want to find what is in need of the presence of our consciousness.  Self-inquiry excavates the truth of our perspectives and feelings.  It brings us home to ourselves.  Today, Instead of listening to my voice, I want you to hear your own voice.  I am going to put forth a collection of questions today will lead you back to the truth of yourself in the now.  Answer them at your earliest convenience.  Share yourself with yourself by answering them at your earliest convenience.  Or share yourself with the rest of us by answering them in the comment section below this blog. 

1. What do I want to experience out of life before I die?

2. How do I want to grow?

3. What/How do I want to contribute?

4. What is my number one priority in my life?

5. What would you do differently if you knew there would be no consequences (Ie. No one would judge you)?

6. What are my top ten needs?

7. How am I living fully?

8. How am I not living fully?

9. How am I loving fully?

10. How am I not loving fully?

11. If you could do your life over again, what would you do differently?

12. What am I doing because I think it will eventually make me happy, but that is currently making me unhappy?

13. If I found out I was going to die in a year, what would I do today and for the rest of the year I had left?

14. What is preventing me from doing those things now, regardless of how long I have to live?

15. What could I do to make myself feel even better right now and enjoy right now even more?

16. What pain do you want (In other words, if pain was unavoidable, what are you willing to struggle for)?

17. Who do you love and what are you doing about it? What are you not doing about it?

18. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you were?

19. What belief is the best belief you possess? And what belief is the most painful belief you possess?

20. What ten things are you the most grateful for in your life?

 

 


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1. What do I want to experience out of life before I die?

My Answer: Manifestation of my/our Sovereign Integral consciousness on earth and living with each other in perfected harmony. 

2. How do I want to grow?

My Answer: Radially and radically, but also gradually and eventually.

3. What/How do I want to contribute?

My Answer: My life, inclusive of all aspects of me and us. 

4. What is my number one priority in my life?

My Answer: Being honest with the universe. 

5. What would you do differently if you knew there would be no consequences (Ie. No one would judge you)?

My Answer: I would be more honest with a friend who I know my actions have hurt in the past. 

6. What are my top ten needs?

My Answer: My top ten needs:

• All forms of Affection. 

• Reality. 

• Flowability.

• Relaxation.

• Loyalty.

• Emotional container and validation. 

• Moisture and juiciness. 

• Appreciation

• Compassion

• Forgiveness

• Humility

• Understanding

• Valor/Courage

7. How am I living fully?

My Answer: In my artworks, at the moment - and receiving + anchoring in my reality the contributions offered by you, James Mahu, Lyricus and the WingMakers.

8. How am I not living fully?

My Answer: I am experiencing limitation relative to the freedom of physical movement on the planet, at the moment because of certain unresolved imprints that are in the process of transition and Transformation. 

9. How am I loving fully?

My Answer: By being a bridge between worlds. 

10. How am I not loving fully?

My Answer: I have the desire to experience a real, homosexually oriented, romantic relationship with another male human, but there are aspects of me, at the moment, that are not completely on-board with the manifestation of this reality yet. 

11. If you could do your life over again, what would you do differently?

My Answer: Choose a different paradigm of education than the one that was availed to me, one that encourages boys like me to actually express their emotional and behavioral intelligence and not indoctrinate us in a way as to separate us from the opposite sex. 

12. What am I doing because I think it will eventually make me happy, but that is currently making me unhappy?

My Answer: Trying to keep certain things alive and intact when they seem to be more inclined to be faded out of my personal reality. 

13. If I found out I was going to die in a year, what would I do today and for the rest of the year I had left?

My Answer: Work on creating artworks about the concept of death and plot as many ways I can imagine it being occurred in this world. Once it is done, I will share it as an e-course on the internet, probably. (Inspired from what I think you did with the concept of Loneliness). 

14. What is preventing me from doing those things now, regardless of how long I have to live?

My Answer: I am actually very busy receiving content from the universe that sustain my life and encourage me to create it. This is preventing me from conceptualizing about death, at the moment. But I understand it is a fascinating concept within our genetic mind. 

15. What could I do to make myself feel even better right now and enjoy right now even more?

My Answer: I really want to develop the capacity to personally attend your synchronisation events, because of the liberation vibration I would love to synthesize and interweave into my own creative projects. I currently do not have complete access to this yet. However, I have downloaded the footage for the previous workshops which I could watch right now. 

16. What pain do you want (In other words, if pain was unavoidable, what are you willing to struggle for)?

My Answer: The pain of having and being whole-heartedly engaged in a romantic, life-long relationship with another human. I am willing to and am struggling even right now when it is not manifested certainly in my perceived reality.

17. Who do you love and what are you doing about it? What are you not doing about it?

My Answer: To be honest, I am completely in love with an individual named Matthew Gleason/Rosewater from your extended community. I love his sheer innocence and the relationship with life that I see in him. I am still working on grounding and validating my feelings and clarifying the layers of overlay, shame and discouragement that is triggered by this. What I am not doing is I am not communicating to him directly about it, since the context seems distant from where I am currently in my life, and he does not seem to cognitively recognise my energy and focus, at the moment. It is happening quietly and I am more focused on learning how to instill the aspects that I am appreciative about him into my own character and energetic field - you know, using the mirror for what it is. I don't know where this is going, and even if it is reality yet, so I am doing what I do best- wait for signals. 

18. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you were?

My Answer: 24 years old. 

19. What belief is the best belief you possess? And what belief is the most painful belief you possess?

My Answer: The best belief in my possession currently is one that I have received from the WingMakers (Elohim/Shining Ones), which is: "I am a fragment of First Source imbued with ITS capabilities." 

 

The most painful belief would be that love is not possible and futile. I see it may not be true, but this is a primary wounding I have received from my past energetic environment and I understand, may take a considerable period of time to transform. 

20. What ten things are you the most grateful for in your life?

My Answer:

• Being the presence of you, WingMakers, Lyricus, my Higher Self, James Mahu, Christ, Mahdi, my sister and earth - ones who I perceive, are always trying to support me and have my back when I am trembling and feeling vulnerable in my process. 

• A relationship with coconut beings, a group of crystal beings that have chosen to support my life, even in the densest environment that my human instrument is currently living in and other allies from the natural world that are helping me shift my model of existence from survival-based to one that is based on the practice of divine love. 

• Your frequency paintings and the interesting process of receiving, entraining with, integrating and synthesizing with the perspectives contained therein.

• The offerings I have received from the WingMakers and being in a state where I am informed about what is relevant and required from me as it relates to the Grand Portal Discovery's event string. 

• Having access to your recorded content from the Synchronisation events you have hosted previously and having the opportunity to catch up with your perceived personal frequency. 

• Paint, water colours, sketch pens, marker pens - all forms of artistic stationery and raw materials. 

• The subtly evolving culture of plant-based diet and creative nutrition. 

• Everything I have received from Matthew Gleason/Rosewater, so far as an audience from the general public. He is just amazing to me. My whole universe lights up and dances to his presence. I love him! 

• Rose being, Rose Quartz and all things associated with romantic love. 

• My higher self that I perceive - the entity called Affection. Having access to this information and being supported in practising its perspective. 

• The opportunity to reclaim and restore the aspects of my self that I perceive have been depleted from my being as result of being applied into the dominant socialization pattern of our time. Thanks to the efforts of you, Christ and those working to help us in the healing and recovery process. 

Thank you for this opportunity.

Love and best regards,

Soumyasis Gupta

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