Nidhi Shukla

That the universe will not deliver

Surrender to a specific person's pace and decisions

Chew up their self devaluing beliefs about themselves

Total infatuation for a guy. I come in the category of emotionally unstable right now and he comes in the badly suppressing emotions category. I think the attraction is understood. Can someone actually help me to find ways to reclaim my power in this situation?

Shadow work

My father being abusive. That kinda gives me an excuse to stay passive

A truly compatible partner

The moment I realized that as long as I feel the need to give anything, I am with the wrong person. With the right person, I feel like a shining diamond even when all I am doing is sitting on the beach absorbing the sunset, the person who makes me feel capable and powerful even when he caretakes me.

Sit in the park with a cup of tea and a book with my body completely supported by comfortable sittings

When people perceive me to be separate from them. I feel threatened because now they project negative thought towards me (the worst part subconsciously) and are totally unaware of the negative impact they are creating. That feeling of unsafety threatens me the most when people seem to perceive how their negative focus towards me doesn't affect them and so they continue the spiral.

My relationships because they have given me and give me the most expansion and connection. Two things that are the most important in my life

I would take a stand for joy and amusement. I would take a stand against war

Any step towards intimacy and connection

What makes me lose the connection is when I surround myself with or talk to people who tell me all that could go wrong or is wrong or are addicted to societal meshes. What makes me get that connection back is literally connecting to my heart

I would love to create and bring people to safer and joyous surroundings which improves their health. I am resistant to people changing paradigms from the inside out, I really don't trust people in that department. But I do trust in my ability to be able to create these surroundings for people which automatically puts them in a state of in alignment which eventually gets them to shed their negative beliefs in an organic way rather than having to do it coz you are so desperate. I think the expansion pleadian lightwork model frequency explains what I am saying.

Relief Because a major part of me feels that my pain has gone entirely unseen and if I don't make relief my priority; I ll forget the pain I have went through and all the other people outside me will only remind me of all the things I must do. No one is gonna calibrate my life according to my pain. That's why I don't make anything but relief a priority in my life, so that I don't forget my pain

Its the sanctuary meditation on the shop

Magic

That there is gonna be no contrast if I have manifested the experience that I wanted. That its gonna be all perfect sunshine and roses

Romance

Connect to my heart

My helplessness at getting masculine containment. I have no fucking idea how to reclaim my power in this department.

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