Parts work, definitely. It's something that I've told myself I need to do many times, but I always feel inadequate in either time, energy, ability or all of the above. 

(intimate) women circle-gatherings

bad art workshops.

dance.

CP with a practitioner.

Feel good 

Finish   writing my book

Probably get the ol body together

Share my voice

My campervan 

Study and travel

Get a second job 

Painting. I always feel I want and need to paint more, but something is stopping me from actively pursuing it and I have no idea what 

Love and cater to my significant other properly, the way I feel for them and want them to be smothered by my love. 

Actually doing fun recreational shit, going outside more often.

Starting my own business.

Reading more books. 

Relax in my own space and be happy, to have time to do the things I want to do.

Fly to Jamaica 

A lot of things so the best thing I can do is invest in myself which will help me with my fears and loneliness 

I have the resources and I'm still not doing much about my writing and art. Very slowly, but I could be meeting new people and creating more every day.

Travel to Alaska by train

10000 of things 

I keep telling myself I am going to quiit meth, find a temporary job, and upgrade high school to later pursue acupuncture education and own my own business providing natural ways to heal.

Sit in the park with a cup of tea and a book with my body completely supported by comfortable sittings

I know that its a lie, but I'm telling myself that I will be happy with my life. I was there once and it was awful experience; had never felt so empty inside within my whole life. But I learned, being happy has nothing to do with time and resources.

Studying 

Art, writing, pets, stability. 

Be a better, or more like a decent person. 

Be myself again. 

Feel the very strong and negative feelings, I cast aside for some time later.