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Breathing and having fun

Make up!!!!!!!!!

Visual music? If that even exists?

Picking up chicks

Cooking, music, climbing, traveling, artistic things 

Gaining awareness, getting to root of problems.

Sex

Music? All though I did. Hmm... 

Creative writing 

I love to have a positive impact on others.

My spiritual craft.

(Just a personal thing for me, it's not that I think that it's a bad thing, if you can do that and still feel authentic doing it than more power to you. I just feel like sharing my art or music feels better in that way. The only exception I have to this rule is YouTube videos. If I happen to do well, great. I probably wouldn't go past adsense though.)

Edited August 25, 20215 yr by Ilirijana

My mother. I want to be a doctor. My mom is a nurse.

Modelling, Dancing, Singing, Acting, Voice Actor😁

travel and eat

Being overly emotional about tiny things. Learning languages. Learning lyrics of sonhs in foreign languages. Listening to people talk about themselves and their life. Singing even though it's horrid. Laughing. UGHDHEHJSJAAKJDDJSKKZ

Cooking 

Being the greatest artist ever!

ART

Art 🙂 I love it as a hobby. I'm fine with never having to do it for work, though it is in everything I do.

This is really hard to answer. I don't really know anymore how to have fun, or really pour myself into something with love (and I know I'm not who I was before, and I also don't know who I am). I have a problem with control and somehow I even do try to control fun. I'm like squidward, basically an adult. 

I know every task can be fun. And now Im like Marry PoppinsXD

But who am I. 

I don't know. 

I rarely ever feel fun or joy. I feel a bunch of negative emotions most of the time.

And I don't feel like myself. Since the last argument I had with my mother, I feel constantly restricted, like I'm not aloud to be myself or exist. 

Basically she Gaslighte me, and this is my reaction. Shame. Because I'm hurt. 

And I also have depression, so things that should spark joy in me most of the time don't. 

Lately though, I enjoy cooking alot and going for walks in the park with my Baby. I enjoy how everyone looks at my child and praises him (this feels right and how it should be). I couldn't breastfeed him because of  a medicine for 2 days and I smoked one cigarette, and it tastet disgusting and gave me pain in my troat and chest, but I felt relaxed/high and totally at ease, my headaches vanished (they are there because of my control problem), and this made me realise I want to take meds. My life is miserable.XD

What I love too much to turn into a profession is my inner child work because it gives me so much fulfillment. I would not give that to the world to read and make money off of. 

Art. I've always been adamant since I was little about not doing art as a career. Since I'm fairly skilled in this field, everyone pushes me to stick to it for money. But it's such a personal thing for me and my environment entirely affects my work, I couldn't do enough to sustain myself nor would I want to base my life on it. Sometimes I just don't have it in me to make art even if I do love creating it. I have to feel inspired to do it. The pressure to make it kills that. So art for me is purely for enjoyment, if I end up making a batch I can sell it is simply a bonus.

Music. But I lost my voice my heart died from heartbreak and I’m a single mum with no time anymore to even write what I’d like to here. I don’t do music anymore. 

Interesting question. Music definitely. I play drums and sing a little. I remember the rush of being on stage ( better than coke)

I do not understand this question