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Not sexualize my art. Dance and sing like ROSE. Be a K-pop artist. Copy art and dress like a teenager. Do the Leadership Retreat. Be a singer or some type of journalist. Do Landmark’s program. Some type of entertainment, pornography or driving to get groceries. Integrate shame. Be Christine’s sister. Some sort of fragmented thing like acting. Dance around. Beautifully write calligraphy. Post like Luke Eich with no ad sense. Make pornography on Omegle. Highlight pictures in photo album

Not sexualize my art. Dance and sing like ROSE. Be a K-pop artist. Copy art and dress like a teenager. Do the Leadership Retreat. Be a singer or some type of journalist. Do Landmark’s program. Some type of entertainment, pornography or driving to get groceries. Integrate shame. Be Christine’s sister. Some sort of fragmented thing like acting. Dance around. Beautifully write calligraphy. Post like Luke Eich with no ad sense. Make pornography on Omegle. Highlight pictures in photo album

Not sexualize my art. Dance and sing like ROSE. Be a K-pop artist. Copy art and dress like a teenager. Do the Leadership Retreat. Be a singer or some type of journalist. Do Landmark’s program. Some type of entertainment, pornography or driving to get groceries. Integrate shame. Be Christine’s sister. Some sort of fragmented thing like acting. Dance around. Beautifully write calligraphy. Post like Luke Eich with no ad sense. Make pornography on Omegle. Highlight pictures in photo album

The pandemic and my mother. Men who try to impose on women’s bodies. Becoming a non-vegetarian. The school system because I couldn’t learn to journal from them. Ignoring Paul. Gardening with my mom because that’s not me.

My priority in life at this time is myself because I really believe in distancing or separating myself from my family in order to find myself. I think the best answers come from ourselves and it’s beneficial for the collective as well. Ever since my grandma passed in 2021, I think that’s been my answer. Focusing on alone time and relationships. Ever since 2020 I’ve had this heartful desire to learn. My goodness and I’m pissed because no one is doing the same. My desire to share what I’ve learned from a spiritual perspective and an emotional level. Focus on inherent goodness in isolation and not apply to jobs.

I love to do for others as in I like to understand them and help them meet their needs as a friend would do. Help them heal through heartbreak to get on the other side. Help them become enlightened through questions. Help them heal

I feel like I’m carrying my dad’s torch because I’m living out his own legacy as a kid. And I know I meant to do something with art for the next generation. I want my kids to deeply consider the muscle for art

Exchange lives with a girl friend that I met solely online because I want to know what it’s like to have people in my life, just for a day. Certain people, feels like I’m living the dream life

Singing especially in the car along with my mom. Being present in nature and being in the moment

I am most grateful for in my life right now the ability to find zoeunlimited, as a teacher, I don’t quite often find people who are single like me since 26 years old and that I’ve found her on a platform that is most content with my soul right now.

The worst thing I do to myself is eat the fully loaded oreos. I can if I wanted to. I think it's healing, because I know I do that, and it's gross, too.

My highest priority at this time in my life is to ungaslight myself, but also to find a way out of isolation. To heal from this friend of mine who is now my acquaintance because I’m no longer at her beck and call. To stop bypassing, and being unsure of myself in my sickness of toenails and feet—stop feeling shameful all the time!!

I fear of losing my entire family, and eventually needing to commit suicide when I am 40.

Me not changing

My hidden agenda is to date them and it is my hidden agenda because no one knows about it. I want to hide my motives, because I care of how I'm being perceived. I lack self-trust and depend on others to meet them. I can't see far from the trees to see the forest. I feel like dying most of the time, and want people to rescue me (I don't know how to rescue myself). I think the world is bad. I want to see what it's like to feel alive by making them also feel miserable. There's not in a day that I don't think about how I'm being perceived. I feel fear when I am judged, so I keep my blindspots open.