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I like these questions. Hm. The one of many conflicts would have to be this betrayal of my body at odds with my mind. My bones creak and crack and omg why is there pain there?! I drop stuff every day. All bodily functions take longer, hair growing outta my ears?! Gods and goddesses have a sense of humor. I’m pretty certain that the reason why our bodies fail. It makes it easier to “let go” assuming a natural death

Depends on the season and whether I had any money, car, I’d visit with family since I’ve lost all my friends. I would try to turn lemons into lemonade and always 2 birds one stone. So you see, no, I’m sorry. I cannot, will not, leave my house all day. I tried to leave, but thought hell no I think I’d rather stay.

Hm. I’d say music definitely. I’d say also my service to family. I helped raise my sisters kids youngest was 4 months old and eldest was 7 years old. 12 hours a day and 5 days a week for four years. I don’t have children of my own so I wouldn’t have known the “joy” and difficulty in raising them. Hardest job I ever had. But I am comforted with the memory of being loved purely, by those children

I smoke cigarettes. Even though I know they’re killing me. Other “drugs” give the user some type of pleasure or escape. Not so for cigarettes. From 8th grade when I was suspended from school for smoking on the bus. Cigs are my last addiction to be rid of. I quit hard drugs and drinking. Cannabis is still heaven sent and THAT I will never quit

Interesting question. Music definitely. I play drums and sing a little. I remember the rush of being on stage ( better than coke)

Slightly off topic…Did you know 51% of the rapes in the military are man on man. Of course men are too scared? To turn their abusers in. And so it continues.

Hm. Ordinarily I would answer similar to the other posts. But I’m at a point in my life where tomorrow is rushing in with those thorns and pain and loneliness. NOW I say ”Fuck that shit” I reject the usual status quo. Life is harsh nature is brutal. WE the people have already endured more than we should have as younger or even older survivors. I’m pretty sure we’re all a minority of people who should be living life happily. We fkn deserve it if life won’t give happiness and healing then fck that too. I was not put on this planet to suffer. I came to learn and evolve

That was a deep quote/paste. I could feel your sadness, you don’t ever need to feel that way with me. There are people in my life though getting fewer by the day. I will survive. “How do I know?” I endured a lot of abuse as a child and teen. As an adult the bullies leave me alone. I would be honored and sit in wonder if I had someone like you as a friend or more. I’ve been alone so long I cannot even hug my mom, I haven’t felt a loving touch in so many years, I’m running on empty

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This is my comment I don’t know a forever cat..?

https://tealswan.com/100questions/1-r1/?do=findComment&comment=39341 I have need for a new teacher or sensei or friend or aquaintence. Ask me anything and I’ll prove it

Heyyyy that was my post and I’m not the forrrevercat

Hello! Seek and ye shall find! O how I’ve searched. SO happy to have found you and your site etc. I became a fan a long time ago but never forgot. I watched the video about touch. It was almost overwhelming. So true, so long, so heavy is the burden of loneliness and lack of any physical touch and have now forgotten…