lightworker

Lilac. We had a lilac tree in our backyard when I was little. Lilac puts me into a trance. Pine Sol. Spring breezes. The smell of the ocean.

Almond joy and Mounds. Snickers. Kit Kats. OMG. Also Skittles. And those giant chewy Smarties. Blow pops. Sour gummy worms. And SWEETHEARTS!! Love those. And butter mints. And the wintergreen lifesavers. oh my godddddd

Can I just say that from the MINUTEv 2020 hit, this energy of reinvention, transcendence, and the collapse of the old to bring in the new hit me like a fucking wall of bricks??? LITERALLY THE MINUTE. It started with a new years kiss that ended up with me being sexually assaulted in a bathroom. It has caused a lot of drama among my friends and forced me to look at my own trauma. I had been gaslighting myself about the fact that I was raped twice in November. I had been lying to my friends, pretending I am okay with drinking and doing drugs when I'm not. It's forced me to confront my issues with confronting people for fear of losing connection. It's forced me into a SERIOUS level of respect for my emotions that I never had before. I gaslit the shit out of myself for so long. No longer. I started a group for sex workers who are sober on my twitter, which has 40+ members and is already making waves and connecting people in ways that no one was previously connected by. It's forced me to take a look at my daily habits and what contributes to my substance abuse and how doing something towards my goals every single day can prevent me from using drinking and drugs to cope with the fact that I hate my life. I don't feel disempowered anymore. I feel infinitely powerful and capable and like this is just the beginning of something great.

Landlords and private property ownership are not a necessity, they are actually a hindrance to social and human progress. Property would belong to all people (,your house would be a personal possession, not private property. Personal possessions still exist, but no one "owns" a place of business except the people who do the labor).

This is so fun and teal is so beautiful!! Photoshoots can be fun if you are working was photographer you trust and like. I have worked w many photographers who are just awful.

Beautiful introspection.. thank you!

What you're looking for is the end of capitalism into a more connected, alive, creative, sustainable, win-win system like socialism, communism, and eventually anarchism - which is where we need to go if we are going to survive. As of right now, by the time we reach global cataclysm, it will be too late. We need immediate systemic change, not apocalypse.

If we could "pray" that all the CEOs of these corporations, the board members and investors, and the corrupt politicians somehow "reincarnated" as donkeys within the next few weeks, that'd be great.

Beautiful and beautifully said.

Horrible.... I feel so powerless to do anything about what other people are doing, I look out and see so much unconsciousness, meat eating, lack of respect for the self by destroying the earth completely ignorantly. I feel like the only power i have is over myself and that that's not good enough because I still see so much blind arrogance. The fact is that CEOs, destructive politicians, and the people who run these corporations need to be taken out. They need to be rehabilitated forcibly at the very least and if they are unwilling to change, their power needs to be taken away completely so they can at least cause no more harm.

So cool.

You look so beautiful, that yellow suits you!!

I wanted to see what their quotes would be too!! Mine would be "I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious".

Wow. Classic denial tactic as well as negating your experience and denying you as a person. Incredible bypassing.

Same. I personally cannot stand new-age "spiritual" communities because it reminds me of my mother, who is deeply religious and gaslit herself and me and denies reality constantly. Just constant spiritual bypassing. I would rather hang out with bums on the street than "spiritual" people who are constantly in denial of life and trying to escape it via god. I find that the people who are the most healthy do not try to escape this life via drugs like religion, alcohol, food, sex. They are fully grounded as well as spiritual. They love the physicality of life and also have their spirits nourished consciously.