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  1. Ebaby

    Why We Have Boundary Conflicts

    Yeah when you’ve been bulldozing your boundaries for years I feel like where I am right now owning my boundaries is the hardest part of self authenticity. You have to prove who you are to yourself and be ok with not always being liked. But I know I’m love I show myself evidence of that and how blessed I am by the universe. When I spiral I notice myself eating bad or when I become to physical I can pleasure myself with junk and food. But I realize I just need to continue being with myself. Before I do something unhealthy I want to question myself. And that’s how I show myself that I am a healthy reflection and when I set a boundary it’s because I’m subconsciously or consciously protecting how I feel and that’s ok.
  2. Ebaby

    86

    I’ve lost falsity and currently ride in reality.
  3. Ebaby

    65

    Stop enabling myself and other people and watch my manifestations grow.
  4. Ebaby

    85

    I’m avoiding checking on my health like going to my primary doctor and even switching doctors. I’ve been in a dysfunctional relationship that I just left and now I can’t avoid taking care of myself because I’m not an island on my own and I’m allowing and accepting that I was traumatized and I am successful by transcending beliefs that no longer serve me. Self Validatiing myself so I take care of my health little everyday.
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    97

    My priority is to stop suppressing who I am. And why it’s a priority? Because I’m in this awkward trance of fighting my parts. I started CP and just like everything I beat myself up for my inconsistency but I’m ready to get back. I’m ready to Please me! and make it a good thing.
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    40

    Giving people multiple chances with me. I don’t hate you I can speak to you but if I’m not your friend I’m not gonna act like it. Which frees my mind and helps me work on speaking up for myself clear and direct.
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    25

    That I get to choose myself.
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    55

    The expectation I need to let go of is having the life I want right now even though I’ve lost the capability to want to network. I’m over life not being how I want it even though I’ll tell a loved one what I want and they’ll walk all over me. If I don’t have people close to me(putting energy in their unavailability/ lack of understanding of my emotions) then I can at least receive less manipulation while I build my individuality(that gets drowned out by having a identity crisis all my life) so I don’t get hurt relationally or hurt anyone relationally. Basically go to work and come back. And write and exercise. Basically stop juggling my relationship with myself and others. I want to come first.
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    100

    I hear a silence with the words unfulfilled unhappy ungrateful I know I’ve come too far to give up on myself How do I get to the next step? What is the next step?
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    86

    I’ve lost people where if I wouldn’t have been bulldozing myself all my life, all the pain from loosing them when if I really did have even an ok sense of standards they wouldn’t had been in my life anyway. I’ve lost out on some me time and I realize that that’s the best time you can have. When you go through trauma. I remember trying to put my best foot forward and tearing it all down just because I couldn’t seem to understand self validation. Maybe because I never thought I could validate myself. I’ve lost the wanting of rules to which is a good thing. Why? Because I was neglected and putting rules on things I think made me feel like I belong because as a young girl I just always feared not being anything important in the world when again you dictate your life.
  11. Ebaby

    Normalization

    I normalized pain and doing things even though I literally feel I can’t. I was told I was dropped down the stairs as an intuitive I feel the pain. Idk makes no sense how I’m still alive I’m gonna be doing Cp soon.! I have no other option because I used all the Spiritual techniques I can think of and I’m done blaming myself for being like this. I love the me I’m becoming no matter how painful it is. Someone pray for me
  12. Ebaby

    Squandering Sexual Energy

    I promise think that better thought and you are healed!
  13. Ebaby

    Teal Caught Red-Handed

    Is that Almond or cashew milk
  14. Ebaby

    Total BS

    Life’s good when you forgive yourself first and foremost. And like Teal teaches life becomes so beautiful all you do is treat the world how you want the world to be. I can only wish that for everyone to truly conceptualize this concept. Try to unlearn everything or question everything. Teal said use the positive intention frequency on your home screen. And I listen it’s been a hard week. That’s why you can’t think your way or act your way only in the world to get your desires. Sometimes trusting that things are working out for you in the background, as you manifest is my end all be all even though I still choose not to have one. I train my mind to always think a better thought as I heal. Much love everyone.
  15. Ebaby

    Call To Action

    I’m sitting here. Not expecting the person who just invited me over to entertain me but wondering if it’s me who’s not giving of myself. So myself wants to keep aligning with my highest good. This person came from work but there sleeping and I’m just like would it be better if they gave me confirmation like ok I’m tired just wake me up in a hour. But I can’t expect someone who doesn’t usually do that to say that and I take responsibility. To maybe see what’s going on with them and either choosing to stay or leave. It’s already hard living in a world that you actively choose to feel everything that comes up. I know I am to help unlock myself in every moment and be better. As I breathe deeper and settle into the energy I realize that I want to be acknowledged. And I have a whole home I can go and just lay down in. I wanted to go to the park they said it’s too hot. But I do have the option to choose something different but. Going home sounds like a good alternative. The other day I was talking to a friend and they were so logical. Like he had everything figured out but I questioned him and these men. They hurt in ways I can’t come to understand but I’ll be damned if I let a man get off with the excuse of oh I’m insecure of I’m this I’m that. No WTF. Woman have been fighting hard just to be acknowledged by men. Somehow I feel as if it’s a down grade to just let anyone put their insecurities on others. In the past I feel like nobody cared. And it has truth to it because we are truly focusing on ourselves more hours of the day trying to manifest what we want by any means. But I get it. For so long I feel woman were trying to be understood as well as men w.e the situation. But did I really elevate my mindset to keep taking a little bit of pain or sacrificing for someone else. I’m such a free spirit. I just wish peace for everyone. But I gotta get my needs satisfied as well. Three days off back to back from my job really makes me love the thought of. Getting prepared to go out and make money. I’m glad I love what I do. But there’s this lack of energy that is just daunting. It makes me think this friend that was an ex before really needs to stay an ex. Cusz I don’t get much from even a friendship. How would you think somebody just wants to sit here without you saying anything. They are an ex. I don’t come into your space acting as if everything’s normal. All I can do is continue my business. Dance, play video games, and be happy with the hopes of truly having my Prince Charming. Because I know it’s possible. And no matter how anyone treats me that’s still my dream.
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