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    My true desires and purpose. The life I want. which is..
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    I think she would want me to be more bold, be more special. More unique. More rare. And she would appreciate me and seeing me. She would also see a lot of potential that I am not necessarily aware of.
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    I land on the earth today, first day here: First of all I would go out to find and connect with people with who we would create an alchemy of ideas and desires creating a current of movement, desires and purpose. We would create nodes within that network where to enclave gathering points for projects etc. I feel like what would be natural for me would be to be part of a node where we birthed felt experiences from the subte into our physical bodies, reality, emotional body, and mind. Kind of like a temple of pleasure and sexual energy but not necessarily physical sex. Gestating and birthing from the Womb of No-thing from where everything arises. Listening to what wants to be birthed into reality and giving it space and time for it to experience itself through all that is, including us. We would use singing, dance, voice/chant/speech, human configurations and different elements configurations, art, meditation, contemplation, communion with oneself, one and other, the elements, etc. Creating an immense wave of love and ecstasy or bliss. From this space of communion we would all go about our lives in a magic creative state and every act and experience would be sacred. We probably would stay more stable at one or few nodes and we could move through the network and gather at different nodes at different times of the year/decade. we would be a Nervous System among the surface of the earth and probably also underground. How can take this to terms now? Well I have just moved to Croatia now and going to move around a bit see who I meet and what places I find nourishing, countries around etc. I am open to meet new people, maybe a bit afraid... I have a belief that I won’t meet people with this interests. But I do have the opposite experience. I have met people really into this new earth wave. We are all a bit distributed around the globe but maybe this is the start of the Network!
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    honesty trust belonging compatibility Share creative projects with other people
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    start taking action, you are ready, the universe will provide
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    Thoughts of self-hate and self-rejection. Lovingly taking care of the part of me that is thinking those thoughts and the part of me that is hurt by them
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    The parts of me that hate myself
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    healthy food and water and air Medical Medium's information Teal Swan's teachings The Sophia Code My inner guidance The faith in our immaculate sovereignty and being sovereign creators. Faith in the awareness of who we truly are. Faith in the choice of the universe for integration. For my choice to know myself as none of my caregivers chose to know me. My choice to walk the path of self-love.
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    for future generations for children for quality of life for respect of all sovereign living forms, animate and inanimate. for love
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    Also... I would commit to creating music and writing poetry/songs, share them and collaborate with other artists. I would love that. I feel like I risk feeling incompetent and lost and not knowing how to proceed. I feel like is too late. I am afraid I will be judged... I feel people will sense my self-doubt and will reflect it back to me... There is a part of me that doesnt want to start at all... why? because I just feel incompetent... I am avoiding the risk of being laughed at. Is it worth taking the risk? I need some clarity of what I truly want. cause I want more social inclussion and acceptance than fulfilling that desire of creating art as my form of living. will I feel ever loved though if I never let my full true expression? I guess no. So how can I fullfil myself and feel loved? by being myself and doing what I desire.
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    I would establish healthy and strong bonds with people I could consider my family. I would show myself as I am and allow to be loved for who I am. I would go to the places where I can find these people, I would actively look for these connections and initiate the creation of a community or a net of persons. I would travel to the places where I can find people I can develope trust with and true connection.... I would like to create something with others. Cocreate a mission I can work side by side with other people. That's what I most want. I would COMMIT. I would commit to a project that i desire to create. Maybe an art project or a socio-cultural project, a community project... Probably an artistic project. And I would commit to people around me.. It is scary. I am afraid of being myself... I feel like a bad person. I feel like I can't love others. I feel like I can't commit because I am not what others want and they will soon feel disappointed. The risk I am avoiding?... Is probably the risk of being abandoned for who I am... proving I am not lovable... I also feel I don't know how to have healthy relationships and I end up isolating myself because I feel emmeshed.. Thus I am avoiding the pain of hurting people and being accused of being the bad guy? Being rejected for having boundaries? I have the belief that there is always an intrinsic incompatibility and will always be since I haven't had another type of relationship? So I am trying to avoid rejection and abandonment by not ever getting close to anyone... Is it worth avoiding that risk? I am actually risking it all already by not taking that risk... How can I work towards what I want to change? I can develope healthy boundaries within myself and start loving myself more which is what I have been dedicated to in the last year, and when ready, start opening to having healthy boundaries WITH others and thus creating healthy loving committments and relationships... I think I already need to tale the step. I am ready to continue discovering more of myself with others. It is no longer a risk, is part of the process of uncovering myself.
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    my mom
  13. Oh thank you i needed this piece of advice
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    "Let Go" Day

    Oooh I wanna know more about these non physical beings
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