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He would no doubt look up to me for strength, inspiration, approval and validation❤️ He would encourage me to keep on going with my healing journey and keep moving in the direction im going, which is towards my happiness.

Id need to come to terms with the reality first and feel everything I needed to, expecting myself to find positive aspects immediately would be a cruel expectation to put on myself💕 after a while I would work on creating a contrasting view of the loss by developing a positive aspects journal, for there is contrast inherent in absolutely everything, Id like to find out what it has bought into focus, what actually mattered, what small things were lost that meant so much to me, and focus on it and head in that direction, why was it important, nothing brings focus and awareness quite like the universes uncanny ability to remove consiquenes by inventing circumstances that takes them away. I personally see it as a clean slate to create something new.

My past life incarnations😇Id love to know myself this intimately❤️

Well I would always do this with romantic relationships. This isnt the case anymore, but my younger self learnt his lessons and has expanded because of his decision to do so😘

Personal expansion, self love, self worth, peace, tranquility, calm, presence etc It has been a struggle moving in this direction but its where I am meant to be, its what I intended for this life

My needs, my wants, my expansion and creating healthy strong boundaries for myself. Also I might add, its becoming an area of curiosity and fascination for me as to who is in my physical reality and why? I am enjoying discovering aspects of me by studying the mirrors around me😊❤️

I am no longer carrying the weight of beliefs, truths and ideas of others that wernt mine to begin with, return to sender, Ill decide my truth and go after my happiness unapologetically, though its important not to take something important from others or myself in the process, that would be selfish.

I truly appreciate my -intellect, intuition and intelligence -ability to be introspecting and objective -my ability to trust in myself enough to create something beautiful and special for myself, this is only recent❤️ -to listen to my body and its needs -new non passive approach to life -ability to create and set boundaries after years of being bulldozed by others - that I allow myself to enjoy my favourite foods without guilt - I am appreciative and proud of my growing sense of self love and worth

During a deep intimate conversation, one on one😊

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I am currently working on self worth, the chronic assumption I make is that I must “earn” or compromise on important aspects of myself to gain love, approval and worth rather than realise I am inherently worthy of all I want and need😊. This amplifies and comes into sharp focus within my romantic relationships, which ofcourse at face value seem like disasters😂and they were! BUT! Theres always positive aspects to see, dont forget that guys, learn.

Recently I uncovered my negative core imprint & I uncovered what My intended experience was to be here on Earth prior to incarnation. Mine negative imprint Perfectionism, and my intended experience is Intimacy. This discovery helped me immensely! How? It opened up my eyes to where alot of my negative behaviours (self hate) & negative core beliefs were operating from, the simple act of knowing my imprint and where alot of my negativity was being governed from changed everything, I managed to give myself a deeper understanding and self love, to know that its okay Rick! this is why! and its understandable and relateable, take a deep breath. Its helped me realise theres nothing actually wrong with me, its my chosen negative imprint and it makes sense. And this is the best thing I am doing for myself lately, which is to understand why I react the way I do, it helps me dearly when I get overwhelmed and catastrophize “simple” emotions (for lack of a better word)! ALSO I journal everything. Its certainly a major part of my self discovery journey, but not the full picture ofcourse😊 hope this inspires someone. Watch Teal’s video on Negative imprint, will change your life❤️💕

I am deep in a season of self discovery and awareness currently, and I value learning about what I am, My role here and what it is I truly want and need most❤️

Well I am unable to choose a single item, so I wont😊Ill pick 3, and they are my books from Teal, my Moldavite collection and my seemingly endless notes about my awareness and growth journey❤️