Ask Yourself...

My childhood.

Sense of purpose, my assertiveness, the desire to strive, my extrasensory abilities from childhood

Sense of purpose, my assertiveness, the desire to strive, my extrasensory abilities from childhood

Self-love

I have lost my sense of free will and power... I have lost my sense of belonging long ago... i have lost my self-love and self-ownership.. I have lost my sense of safety within my body

Enthusiasm 

I’ve lost people where if I wouldn’t have been bulldozing myself all my life, all the pain from loosing them when if I really did have even an ok sense of standards they wouldn’t had been in my life anyway. I’ve lost out on some me time and I realize that that’s the best time you can have. When you go through trauma. I remember trying to put my best foot forward and tearing it all down just because I couldn’t seem to understand self validation. Maybe because I never thought I could validate myself. I’ve lost the wanting of rules to which is a good thing. Why? Because I was neglected and putting rules on things I think made me feel like I belong because as a young girl I just always feared not being anything important in the world when again you dictate your life. 

clarity, confidence

feeling of possibilities

Edited February 21, 20215 yr by Iva Zadro

Me

My sense of self

Access to my true nature as a human, my femininity

shame 🙂

I’ve lost falsity and currently ride in reality.

My fucking SELF. 

Virginity, baby teeth, few sox, my mind... I think I know where it is though 😌

my grandmother, my job, my apartment; and while its not completely gone, my sense of security is on shaky ground.

Desire to live, enjoyment in being alive. 

Sense of direction, meaning, values

Untrust

Self respects....self assurance....direction...my spark.....pride..honour...my heart...iv been really hit this time....just too hard this time.. was too much of a smack...I'm hanging in their but just no drive at all...just going through the motions...completely still and unmoving..justnstaying alive as the future.could.be better

Maybe attachment to things permanently 

After looking back, releasing thru feelings, and analyzing on my own, can see rapid change moving forward. I leave behind feelings for rejuvenation. And when falling back, can regenerate a greater understanding for present and future happenings. 👌😊

basically my subconscious becoming conscious, over and over again -

Time. Lovers. Innocence. Enthusiasm. Naïveté.

My dignity 

My productivity, ability to take action and live my life