My Sadhana; strong determination sitting, AUM chanting, my mantra and shambhavi mudra 

Recovering, taking time to relax, to be present, practicing self love, learning to love myself and care about myself.

Maybe practicing being with myself and learning to understand myself.

Question 

Finding ways to make money

Learning

Learning new things daily, reading, feeling, experiencing things more carefully and openly, cause I used to do half- ass everything I do, never putting trust in my efforts.

Letting myself feel feelings and try to understand and integrate parts of myself.

Be myself

Educating myself as much as possible

I gave myself space to heal and feel and do shadow work...

Stop enabling myself and other people and watch my manifestations grow. 

Decluttering, taking it slow, getting up everyday though, not owning other people's emotional mental issues as I used to do. 

Things I could improve on

*I could go more often on a walk. 

* sometimes I just have to be more with myself. And give myself space. (I have fears towards that) 

*eat healthier

*look for a new job, look for a new apartment.

To enjoy myself without caring what people think (by people I mean my parents) and feeling guilty. 

Breathing

asking myself "what would someone who loved themselves do?"

Care

Shower and brush my teeth plus laundry and stretching

Feed myself, bathe myself, take my medicine. Try my best to be kind to others and myself. Let myself listen to my favorite music, yoga and pray, read my Bible try my best to self love and be spiritual and stay "sane" especially during Covid

Offer myself patience and time just to be and let the answers reveal themselves in their own time.

Be truthful to myself about what I really want in my life for me and others and with authenticity, trust, truthfulness, win win approach, with love and bravery, reality check ups, with commitment, patience, consistency, resiliency, to go for it and get it, no more excuses. Along with answering each question as someone who loves him self.

In name of Truth, Love and Saint Authenticity, Amen.

Embracing my painful emotions as fully and completely as it's possible for me to do at this point in time.

Even though it is painful, I feel the vibration of freedom within me, which feels like relief.

Love teal, let her be the angelvibe i  maintain to still belief in, still weird asf, laugh now the crying later takes care of being obsolete by itself. 

The place that i work always me to be at peace and work with nature.  I am using this as a catalyst for spiritual growth.

Saying things that are subjectively true for me. Instead of beeing concerned with objective truths. 

I won't appear very logical at the moment not even to myself I make alot of sense. I'm a bunch of gathered emotions and thoughts. But I feel relief doing this, more authentic and less lonely.

And I am greatfull for the sensation of relief.