Anawi888

What makes me sad the most that is I didnt met my husband yet 😞

I kept telling myself that as soon as I had money, I would immediately run out to buy a console and the equipment needed to DJ. I want to buy such a console in a suitcase so that I can carry it everywhere with me and create mixes everywhere, in any atmosphere. I want to shine with maximum creativity. What would I do if I didn't feel like it was taking too much time? Then... I would meditate as long as I want and even longer than I want, because I want to go further beyond the discomfort that tells me that enough is enough... and answering 100 questions created by Teal to reach the subconscious and get to know myself Better. As I am passionate about delving into myself. If I got rid of the time illusion, I would immerse myself in opening businesses in every possible place where I am, I feel that something is pulling me there and I don't quite know why... I am very cunning and I feel that it is nice for me, but I lack self-confidence but it doesn't matter because it's my advantage.

At this point in my human life on planet earth, what I want most is to meet a person with whom I can conquer the world in the positive sense of the word. Positively conquering the world! I want a partner who will open up my sensitivity and fulfill my every whim and we will have a lot of fun and beautiful memories together. I want a partner more than anything else because I like working in pairs. I have always dreamed about this and I still dream about it. It gives me a sense of freedom, self-confidence, inspiration, belonging, all my attention is focused on one person and in this I feel extraordinary strength and a sense of unity.

i dont know.. by not letting myself fully express myself? but it is not so easy because i dont understand how to do it, i feel that stuck energy that wanna tranform and explode to this world and not only this world 😛 and i listen it patiently in order to work with it. I know it requier unconditional presence and creativity to powerfully own my feelings. I wanna blow up all my filters just like Teal ❤️

Okay, but what it ai is created to not want relationships? Just understand it purpouse. That is it.

Listening music and fantasizing about my spouse 🤭 seeing number 8 everywhere, thinking about money, about meeting Teal, about becoming Dj, mother.

Hmm. Maybe I hold on to not wanting to change because so many People always wanted to mold me into their versions that I resist change into my billionaire version 🤣 I am like ,,no i will Love that version of myself that much as it need to because I dont wanna be like that People who was rejecting me and treated like shit because I didnt had status yet". I see Beauty in that pain. Changing is hard when someone Press you to that constantly. It become unpleasant even if it is better serving you.

Today I am The most grateful for Human interdependence, that gives me really A lot confidence in myself and relief because others give me perfectly what I need in specific moment and learn how to resource and work with different People to find workable way to exchange energy with People in most symbiotic ekological way itS possible 🤣😚🤑😝

That marketing things are so tiring... I think it product is good it have no such need for presentation... right people always will find right tools

Omg so we can create our own Hollywood, just spirituallly commited version. I Love IT 😍

Being a Dj, and spiritual couch for other ❤️ who need me to raise their souls 🙂

taking LSD for firts time, everything started look and feel different..

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sleep without light alone again 😂🥲

how good in this live i am 😂

be an artist