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I tell myself that I cannot have true love with a man.

Laying in bed, listening to music, or locking the door in the bathroom and praying that who I live with doesn't knock or shout unlock this door!! 😠 I have too many people emotionally dependent on me. Putting my phone on airplane mode or do not disturb. As a last resort going for a walk.

To counsel people with emotional pain. I want to be a psychologist.

My Bible

Men (my twin flame.... I feel upset because now I feel that TFs are idolatrous) so I choose to consider him a soulmate, .... I'm practicing detachment from people. my friends my mother, my cousins.

Become a Doctor so I could heal people and prove everyone wrong who told me I was stupid. I wanted to be a doctor from a very young age anyway.

To meet my biological father and have a healthy close relationship with him. My mom is helping me find him through ancestry.com To not feel suffocated like a siamese twin to my mother and to not have so many people dump their problems on me and to feel like I can be myself and help my mother heal.....and have a more closeness with my mother in a healthy way

Feed myself, bathe myself, take my medicine. Try my best to be kind to others and myself. Let myself listen to my favorite music, yoga and pray, read my Bible try my best to self love and be spiritual and stay "sane" especially during Covid

@thehotcro What do you like to do? What are you good at? There is a book called Do What You Love and the Money Will Follow (it's an old book but it's probably still in print) you may or may not like this video by Louise Hay Positive Affirmations for a Job Success and Stress free living https://youtu.be/MLHCLqomzj8 I hope this helps ☮️💟and joy and abundance to you. The Movie The Secret is on Netflix. It will probably help you and there is also a book in print called The Secret by Rhonda Byrne if you prefer to read. I hope you get a job you like. 888hz frequency YouTube videos will help you because 888 is the frequency of abundance. Warm Regards, Daniee

My mother. I want to be a doctor. My mom is a nurse.

A man who genuinely loves me, to meet my biological father and my biological siblings (I've only met one) in a psych ward. for my family and to reconnect and for my parents to help me and care about my ED. A Boxer dog. My own apartment. Safety. LOVE. To stop being berated. ___ LOVE___.....AND FRIENDS WHO WILL HANG OUT WITH ME IN A GROUP. To heal. A healthy mind and soul. For me to properly use Teal's tools and to stop 🛑 being ostracized. 😬🦮🐨