Amethyst Symphony

I think I'm expressing my love to everyone I love. I'm very open about that and I'm so full of love to give, at all times.

Healing, empathy, caring, loving, feeling.

I'm willing to struggle for happiness, love, comfort and safety. Not just my own but of those I love and care about too.

I feel like I can make myself bigger if I look at things in higher perspectives, such as my higher self's perspective, the perspective of humanity at large, the perspective of the Earth, the universe etc., and I can make myself smaller if I go inwards, taking on the perspective of a body part, an organ or even a single cell.

Recovering, taking time to relax, to be present, practicing self love, learning to love myself and care about myself.

The need and want to help others, and make this a better place for all of us.

My authentic self.

I'd say self harming, but I think it's worse that I don't have the willpower to force myself and move on. To progress, to work for a better future. I don't feel like it. So I maybe shouldn't... But then I feel like my existence is pointless. I'm guessing, if I follow my emotional compass... that I don't want to work. I want comfort. But even though it feels okay now, in the long run, I know it will just make me suffer. So I think this is the worst I'm doing to myself right now.

My childhood.