Singing 

1. animals

2. teaching children, helping them understand the world

To learn experience love and passion and play

To work with parentd and teach about parenting and children...

and to help mainly kids, but all people, with emotional regulation and emotional intelligence...

To understand what's going on with me and to have the means to change what I know I need to change in order to be free to follow the path my soul chose for this current life. I guess it also includes doing the stuff that I like, like singing, writing and so on

flying!!! lol true freedom also meeting with a certain people in real life, finding and showing my excelence i guess...i really wanted to study and be well tutiored by a certain someone, in the paranormal things, the metaphysics of the cosmos, i guess Magic would summ it all up nicelly...appearently its just mastering your mental(ity), no?

To Love and Be Loved trully

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQnAxOQxQIU

Deep passionate and unimaginable love

Leaving conventional western medicine and engaging in integrative medicine

Working with kids who are struggling seems to keep coming up...my campervan also and yaa just to fully commit to that and forget the rest

Heal

This is kinda odd and random, but i've been feeling pulled to NYC for about a year now...i should probably look into that lol.

The sea.

1. Death

2. For my soul's final breath to be violently swallowed by the womb of Death

Fix my campervan...grow my own.. buy a small farm...teach special needs kids...marry a sexy hippy

The ocean

Always changing…yearning to find another Avenue to learn from…seeker

Write Poetry and create Story Art. Based off lived experience of recovery from emotional wounds and mental anguish. Freedom to evolve, and seeding stories with factors we are collectively challenged by.

I'm being called by fairy and magic to join the fairytale.. Once, a queen, for-asked me to join her with her quest. I gave her my heart and my sword. My heart desires to find a way into the fairytale... I think I'm nuts.

Having a baby and having an art gallery for happenings 

The desire to change my life, take up more responsibilty, to have more boundaries and intergrity,  so I may not feel like total crap. I also crave a functioning close relationship. I crave an environment in wich I can allow myself to feel good meaning: noone evil towards me entering my home. My home beeing nice and tidy. And I crave beeing less alone.

The next step.

I want to feel actual belonging with my only child, I birthed 2 month ago. 

I feel like he's the child of my mother, and Im only his caretaker and I'm a minimi version of my mother around him. I don't know why but one day I stood in the middle of the room and I just said: we are both absolutely meaningless, than I looked at him she'd a few tears but pushed them away, cause I have to function. (though feeling doomed)

(The absence of this belonging made me go into a mental breakdown and makes me literally go insane.)

I'm to focused on the pain and the lack instead of what I could gain, in this current moment.

Being in my big imaginary house, in nature with dogs, cats and horeses.

painting, exploring and sining. 

meeting new people

and going on a sailing trip, that has come up many times. 

I want to get away, I wanna fly... away.. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 

I want to get away.

The desire to brutally and insidiously torture most spiritual teachers/gurus/leaders.