Maimai

To give me the means to fix at least part of the mountain of challenges ahead (I'd say the more mundane), because it's been hard to constantly hit walls and get involved in family drama

To understand what's going on with me and to have the means to change what I know I need to change in order to be free to follow the path my soul chose for this current life. I guess it also includes doing the stuff that I like, like singing, writing and so on

Sarah, being enlightened doesn't necessarily mean you'll be at peace. It's just the first step of a really long journey to go back home and it's like going through an odyssey, because there's a lot to learn in order to go back home (the people there are always awaiting the fascinating tales that aren't as fascinating when you're living it in the flesh, in suffering to understand how it feels). Then, maybe it shouldn't be the final destination, just the moment in where you feel you get to begin to kind of understand what's going on