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As an autistic man, I can assure you that IDIOT "spiritual" people DO suggest to autistic people that homosexuality or transgenderism will fix autism. Autistic people like everybody else want a sex life and can't have it. They think that these "alternatives" help. They don't. The issue is not that, but that they can't find a partner. And no another autistic person is not necessarily a good fit. Teal has answered what autistic people do for others development, but not what the autism does for the development of the autistic person.
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2023 New York Synchronization Workshop
Saw the nice guy video, confirming that Feminism is CANCER. I have an UN-diagnosed disease all my life where my muscles did not develop no matter what I did. I was bullied in part of that AND my autism and the fact that I was born in Germany. My father humiliated me about my muscles in-front of a lot of girls when I was in early adolescents told them I was not a real man. I thought feminism and communism was the answer for me. I learnt NO woman wants a weak man, not even a feminist. Due to my autism this took my whole life. As some of you know I am a virgin with women and am now 65. I am full of anger and hatred for women in general. This is my authentic life. I was never a nice guy, but had to hide myself to protect myself somewhat. Got beaten up a lot. I was told my option was to be GAY, tried that, but even gay men want the same men women want. I tried sex with men everybody rejected, slow learners ugly men (I am not ugly even close to ugly) Of course only passive as I could not be turned on by them EVER. I had women in the friend zone tell me polite lies like there is a woman for every man. There is NOT. Religion damaged me. Jehovah's Witnesses are worse than any other religion including the catholic church when it comes to their anti-sex propaganda. (No I was never they type of hypocrite they turned out to be!) I always had interests so I busied my self with my autistic interest Amateur Radio. Despite the public propaganda about women and stem very very very few women take up amateur radio, the ones that do do it to please their husbands not for personal interest. (Transsexuals and Lesbians excluded) I still haven't found my purpose in life, always had difficulties holding down a job, any job, Longest employment was 10 months. My parents both passed away, so I am financially OK, can hire a whore and buy any porn I want. But am almost impotent. That man still living at home could be me, at least in Australia you can live in a tent. I did live in the back of my ute for a while. Also a boarding house for mentally retarded men. Evolutionary psychology has become my recent interest and it explains EVERYTHING, Expansion is just another word for evolution. Life sucks and is pointless. Teal should have told that guy to apply for welfare, he can get it if he is disabled in any way even mildly and his mother is abusive. Eugenics is EVERYTHING women over 30 should be sterilized then I would not have been born. Autism is caused by old women having kids. NOT vaccines. This also is the only known cause of Down-syndrome.
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2023 New York Synchronization Workshop
Looking forward to the nice guy video, Teal has done one in the past, but it looks like this will be more radical than ever. Teal looks so much like an older woman I once knew called Kristin Jane Ross, wonder if they are related. She could have been her mother or cuisine or aunt or something like that!
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San Francisco 2015
Talking about Masculinity and Femininity biologically re-productively males and females are in competition. Original feminism said men and women have to live apart and heterosexuality must end. Some even said men have to end! Yes I was a male feminist so studied this intensively. The original Gnostic's also believed this. But the back-thought of this was to end all of humanity and stop reincarnation. The reason St Paul was opposed to sex, was he was opposed to all nature, the physical world. The archetype of the suicide cult! None of this had ever anything to do with "the traditional family" or conservatism. Thus the "original sin" was sex itself in favor of direct creation. CLONING, and Genetic modification. The SIN was natural reproduction. God of course was alien to nature. The original PAN misinterpreted by all orthodox Christians as the Devil was ALL NATURE thus part male and part female. The transsexual reading stories to a boy and a girl!
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San Diego 2023
Teal sounds you were exposed to the Rosicrucian Order at some time!! That very last comment!!!
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Self-Love Challenge 2023 Q&A
Yes, my mother was physically deformed around her pelvis, so birth trauma. My father wanted a girl, my mother never wanted children! I am a boy. My mother's doctor wanted to cut me in four pieces, and drag me out that way! My mother told me this story when I was very young. Don't know her motives. She is dead now.
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Self-Love Challenge 2023 Q&A
I went through this course when it was last offered. My parents have just died within a month of each other, one was 90 and the other 98 nearly 99! Both went through dementia, and were abandoned by their "religion". I have had to forgive both my parents for various things that traumatized me. My father had physical brain damage inflicted by his mother in a temper tantrum. My mother though frightened away any women I would introduce her to, saying she was "protecting" me. The real reason for her behavior was actually unconscious EUGENICS. ALL mothers of disabled sons do this! ALL sexual mores are actually EUGENIC and all religions evolved for EUGENIC reasons. This needs to be taught in all sex education classes. "Why everybody ELSE except me is a hypocrite" (Kurzban) Feminism is a cancer that kills both women and men. Religion is the opium of the people, but ironically communism is also a religion. As Teal rightly says her teachings and practices do not require any spiritual beliefs to work! Keep up the good work!
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Self-Love Challenge 2023 Q&A
Explain the contradiction of external validation and the need for connection and living without external validation and self love. I genuinely feel NO need for gratitude because I feel nothing to be grateful for because I was rejected all of my life, bullied and excluded. I am 65 and a male virgin of no value and no purpose. I have deeply meditated on my purpose and found none. I also would like to contradict you on the issue of choice, I don't feel like I chose this life at all but I am here just to observe and report back. This was revealed in a dream as a very young child, I was told there was no wife for me, I might have been only seven or eight years old! This turned out to be true, the dream also predicted my mature age university degree, and rotten eggs, (lost hopes and dreams). I feel powerless, have never had any true friends, but was a but of jokes and the object of ridicule. I was told by psychics that in a past life I was an Austrian royal who left a peasant pregnant holding the baby. This person was in my present life in the form of an inter-sexed person I had befriended as a child. (Turner Syndrome) Situations kept us apart. I met her again recently she died of kidney failure. No psychologist wants to deal with me!
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Teal Swan and Dr. Laura Berman Q&A On Sexual Healing
Laughter is biologically repressed orgasm.
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Teal Swan and Dr. Laura Berman Q&A On Sexual Healing
Pornography is in the eye of the beholder. What is sexual is also ANYTHING that arouses. A little girl licking an ice cream or eating a banana is to pedophiles pornography, do we ban these common advertising images?
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Teal Swan and Dr. Laura Berman Q&A On Sexual Healing
For boys who are brought up in religious homes (Jehovah's Witness) the first wet dream is something that happens to you for biological reasons, the sperm has to be wasted. You have no choice in this, so like rape. In my case, I dreamt I was peeing and all the girls in my class were watching. As an autistic chronic bed wetter I thought I had wet my bed yet again, in a way I had. So for me pee is sexual. PARTICULARLY because I was severely physically abused by a nanny who hit me on my hand so hard my mother had to take me to see a doctor. She also pushed my head into an old fashioned chain style bathroom with the loud cistern near the ceiling, trying and succeeding in frightening the shit out of me literally. I spoke to the elders about this and they told me this was Jehovah's gift for not masturbating! It is my opinion that this whole planet has only two problems SEX and DEATH, and religion evolved to deal with those, because this is ALL they talk about, esp the christian lobby. They have achieved one thing at 65 I have never had normal sex. Just the opposite to what they thought they were doing, inspired by the holy spirit! No disrespect for you Teal quite the opposite but the older I get the more convinced I am in materialistic atheism. Just one problem I have a part in me that hates Jehovah with a passion. so I am an A theist, in Greek the word can mean against god or gods or not having a god or gods. Two meanings with the same word. Ironically as a seven year old I had read the whole bible from cover to cover, and read about the manly god of war who killed small children in blind rage. I asked my father about this and he fobbed me off. Unlike my mother I have a genuine interest in studying religion. The latest book "Why everybody else (except me) is a hypocrite" Kurzban.
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Los Angeles 2014 ( Religion) - 2/2
Again feminism is about rights for women and responsibilities for men. (re living on a man) I used to be a feminist, but I learnt that NO woman actually wants a house husband. (Survey of feminist undergraduates.)
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Shadow House 2014
Teal publicly treating certain people in public could be dangerous for both Teal and her clients. You can listen to me, I am above the 90th degree in masonry. CUP should mean something to teal. Teal often refers to the "planes" the very term used for degrees above the known degrees of freemasonry. Teal has already made the use of 88th degree techniques public!! Watch the Dark Crystal Xanadu Lost Horizon. Even Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs describes quite a bit. Alice and the Looking Glass also!!
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Shadow House 2014
Mental illness contrary to public opinion and government propaganda is NOT like a broken leg. It takes your rights, and credibility. Esp CERTAIN mental illnesses that are "meldepflichtig" !!
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Basel 2022 - Day 2/2
These men excluded from having a woman, were they used homo-sexually? Castrated??
