Well... that was kinda painful to listen because I know I'm happier in a relationship(s). I'm happy with myself also but that's more difficult to sustain due to lack of polarity, contrast, flavors, thoughts, ideas... Being alone is isolation/quarantine in itself. Very easy to sleep into crisis. So.... just by reading most of the comments here... Dear Teal, you're covered for life!
Fear... I don't know... it's like you think you're on the bottom, but no... someone just knocked from the lower level.
I think I definitely don't like regrets. Not taking risks. Like I should have had enough bravery and bought that stock! Even if it's just 10-12. I should trust my gut more, not someone else's gut. I mean other guts are better with other things, but not always with what I maybe need.
Overal, bravery is #1 quality I wish to see more in people. Not fear.
Bravery to be true to self. Bravery to do what self wants instead of waiting till Monday, next month, maybe next January.
Fear: what's the point of doing shadow work without an end goal?
It's better to have a bad goal, than live without one. But even for that it takes learning how to win. I guess I'm going go practice my wining muscle....