Ana3

Does anyone know the name of the song at the end?

I don't understand this question. Is it about what I am giving to others/the world so it will be given back to me by the universe as a reflection? Or am I being questioned what things am I giving as a transaction, so in a way where I am expecting to receive the same or something else in return?

I love this blog, it helps me release anxiety every time.

Body healing, sexual healing, energy healing, mind healing, create developmental centers for emotional and mental healing, help people love and integrate their ego. Teach people compassion. Compassion is the connective tissue. Also boundaries but I have none myself right now.

The moment I was retraumatized by being judged by a number and the same moment my self-hate was gaslit. I am pushed to the brink of suicide. And yet now I am awakening so idk which moment to really choose. It's like every day I feel more clairty than yesterday.

Sing, act, write authentic blogs, maybe make videos, alter my physical body into my divine expression, study metaphysics, practice the deepest forms of healing and spirituality, create developmental centers, help people and play their specific mind games, travel the world. Also fly, that'd be so much fun!

I don't hear silence. I hear my ears ringing. I hear my being screaming how desperately it doesn't want to be here anymore.

I hope I manage to attend the workshop in Prague. It would mean everything to me to see you. ❤