Vienna

Getting this question when tempted to take a risk regarding the most important thing in my life for the sake of clarifying myself (a prerequisite to feeling connection for me)... thanks.

Thanks so much for heads up on lectins. I have so much less brain fog and am actually able to focus and think after almost eliminating my lectin intake. I would really like to learn more about which plants don't want to be eaten. Portobello mushrooms used to be my favourite food, until a recent experience where I ate of one and felt like I ate something still alive and felt pain cutting into it. I then read about how mushrooms are more like animals than plants, and how yogis don't eat them because they have the capacity to store pain? I really don't need to limit my food intake even further, but for now I can't eat mushrooms.

That I could be with myself through anything.

Just leaving a suggestion for a frequency painting specifically for good sleep. Tranquility or non-attachment comes closest maybe? Though the cool blue of the first one and the active and strong colours of the second seem to have other effects on me. Maybe what comes up are things to process so as to get to rest and non-resistance? But would be cool to have a painting for when you just need to sleep, if that's even possible.

Is silk not extremely cruel?

Can you teach how to stop your heart for emergencies?

What does it mean for a universe to be in the process of being created? Isn't the process the unfolding of it?

I loved the choice at the end. I resonated much more with the woman in the black dress, partly because I felt rejected by the specific smile of the woman in red. Quite interesting!

0:00:00 Intro 0:04:50 A consciousness with no beginning or end. Thought creates a differentiation. I implies other -> loneliness. Physical reality created as a mirror reality. Fractals. 0:18:20 Internal fragmentation demo. Dealing with resistance. 1:24:30 Aspect who doesn't want to do shadow work/take a long time to do something.

0:00:00 Intro 0:01:15 Nervous about asking the question 0:03:20 Core belief process (0:11:35 Special appearance) 0:18:15 Convincing people who wouldn't believe you 0:29:15 Subconscious safety measures 0:31:35 Facing potential consequences to sharing realities that others would like hidden 0:38:50 Something worth the risk 0:40:45 Exploiting positive focus 0:41:15 Resistant thoughts 0:48:10 The safety in going public 0:58:00 Choosing between consequences 1:01:00 Compartmentalization 1:04:20 A real-time manifestation 1:05:50 Completion Process

0:34:00 It sounds like the assumption is that the meaning you attributed to your father was not true... but often it is. Except, he is not going to say that. Then it just gives him a chance to brush it under the carpet or explain it away. It can really gaslight you.

0:00:10 I would like to know how to get out of the cycle of attracting narcissistic partners (continued) 0:02:29 How can you ever get in a relationship if you're a virgin? 0:08:35 I attracted a relationship two days after I confronted my mother. Is clearing issues in my primary relationships a good way to attract a relationship? 0:10:39 Can you manifest an unrequited love back into your life, or are they supposed to be released? 0:13:25 Break 0:22:55 I feel like I feed off the energy of the person I'm with, and feel it's because I'm so codependent. How can I be in a relationship and still hold on to who I am? 0:30:15 Is fantasizing the same as visualizing? 0:32:25 I attract the same type of men as my father. After a year of work things haven't changed. Is it possible to break this pattern? 0:36:20 I get attracted to older men or authority figures because I grew up without a dad. How do I fill in the void of not having a dad or male figure in childhood? 0:39:40 About confronting parents, if they are narcissistic they will attack you when you approach them. What if they get defensive? 0:40:25 Blake confronting his mother 0:43:12 Teal confronting her parents 0:46:48 What do you do if your parents are dead? 0:48:05 I've been wondering about emotional abuse and what it means, and especially how it relates to oneness. Why would Source create two different extensions of itself that only end up vibrating at frequencies that are mutually destructive? Does Source waste energy on bad relationships? 0:52:15 Should I leave my partner? He points out that I had many of my intense emotional issues before I met him, which is true. So I'm not sure if I'm the one creating the problem in our relationship. Is he just the mirror that has been dragging my demons out? 0:53:50 What if you still feel like you can't escape from emotionally abusive parents? 0:55:05 Do you know that it's abusive because it feels bad? 0:56:52 Is it good to argue in a relationship, or is it best to talk after the trigger when you understand what happened? 1:00:25 Are there situations where solitude is the most efficient path to the goal of loving and accepting oneself completely? 1:02:58 How does one overcome barriers to intimacy in a committed relationship? 1:05:00 Why am I scared of sex yet go after it and have a hypersexual personality and humor? 1:06:16 Fear of intimacy or a hard time enjoying sex. Is it because of my upbringing and how I allow myself to let go and have fun? 1:07:09 Does the energy of people we had sex with linger in us? How can I release them? 1:10:43 Does that energy linger inside forever or does it go away when we separate from that person? 1:11:20 Can men also absorb the energy of the woman? 1:12:15 How do you let go of always allowing your energy to be affected by everyone? 1:16:05 I have such great friendships and relationships with my teachers and my family, I'm not even looking for a permanent partner. I'm looking for my next soulmate who can help me evolve spiritually. I'm not looking for it to always feel good, I want it to uncover some repressed aspects of my consciousness, I want to learn. What can I do to bring this into my experience? 1:18:40 Am I alone for a reason? Why don't I desire a partner? Am I dissociated from my feelings right now, or is it good for me? 1:19:42 I feel super discouraged with manifesting a partner, because I have visualized him for so long and nothing appears even though I manifest very well 1:21:58 I met what a lot of spiritual folks would call a twin flame, I'll just call it an intense connection. In the last couple of years and since then I've been on an emotional rollercoaster. Unfortunately now we no longer live in the same country. I understand and agree that self-approval and love is what will reestablish our contact, but I have so much resistance towards even trying some of the self-approval processes you put forth. In your perspective, who or what could I be trying to protect by disapproving myself, even when I know that approval is what will make life better. What are some suggestions? 1:25:00 How to proceed with the relationship when you've met your twin flame? 1:28:50 Wrap-up

0:00:00 Koda - Staying (JacM Remix) 0:06:25 Info 0:08:45 Intro 0:09:25 Cutting cords meditation 0:27:55 Relationships 0:29:05 What is the best way to clear negative karma attachments due to previous partners your current partner has slept with? 0:30:40 How can I realize if the negative meaning-glasses the experiences with my partner are being filtered through are the problem, or if my partner is the problem? 0:40:00 I easily attract men, but can't keep them. The second I experience happiness with a partner it's taken away. Is my past garbage what's holding me back? 0:43:25 How does one rid themselves of the terror of losing someone in a relationship? 0:45:50 What to do when you're in that middle space of clearing out old dysfunctional relationships and building new ones with new people, with more awareness? 0:49:10 Is loneliness a karma of humanity? 0:53:10 Why is it so hard to let go of the past? 0:56:33 Is the reason I can't attract someone because I have been left in the past? 0:58:35 Replacing unity with loneliness, does that mean there is a higher level of opposition of unity? In which ways can we fill the emptiness when we do feel alone? 1:02:40 Every time I feel I'm not good enough for a partner or friend, I go into a space where I exclude myself from the relationship because I think someone else would be so much better than I can ever be for them 1:10:50 When it comes to the thought of relationships, I immediately become very overwhelmed and feel hopeless 1:15:00 I end up in dating situations where the other person is way more into me than I am them, or completely intense and destructive relationships 1:15:43 Is it good to accept that I will never connect with anyone? 1:18:35 Doesn't that (willing ego death) make you adopt the belief that you can never connect to anyone and that you will create that, or is that the differentiation in frequency you were talking about? 1:21:50 As a person starts to show any form of love or attachment to me I want to go away from this person as far and as fast as I can 1:26:45 What if you fear losing your partner while already being in the relationship? 1:30:19 Why does something become an imprint? 1:31:06 What if you're in a state where you hate your mother so much you don't even want to do shadow work or inner child work because you don't want to visualize her? 1:33:00 Is there a way to overcome that kind of separation trauma without going back with inner child work? I tried but can't even recall the emotion. 1:35:26 What kind of dynamics is going on behind repeating a pattern of getting into relationships where there's always someone more important? 1:37:02 I would like to know how to get out of the cycle of attracting narcissistic partners (continued)

0:06:50 Intro 0:10:40 Collective issue for people on this workshop: pent-up stress, holding on to tension 0:11:50 River release meditation 0:30:08 Dream practice 0:58:25 What steps can those that identify with the black community take in order to transcend the monstrosities currently occurring around the world? 1:03:35 My son does not have any interest for life and his physical health is deteriorating 1:07:50 Reset between questions 1:08:25 PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome) and endometriosis 1:13:55 Misophonia 1:19:20 Why is the terror I feel so strong when my parents abused me out of cluelessness? 1:23:10 I'm 42 and haven't had an intimate relationship. Is it possible to change? 1:26:50 Suffering from hair loss. Dealing with a physical condition on the emotional level. Trauma about rejection leading to being hard on yourself so as to become perfect 1:30:23 Chronic fatigue. Doing what you have to do instead of what you want to do. Inability to say no, fatigue as a personal boundary. Being raised to believe you have to be on guard against the world. Being in fight or flight so constantly that you no longer register it. 1:37:00 Break 1:44:50 Self-love exercise 1:51:10 Suppressed emotions about being rejected by your mother as a child. Trauma about it not being okay to feel 1:54:50 Tenderness towards someone who emotionally abused you. Intermittent reinforcement

0:00:15 Deciphering clear guidance (projection vs intuition) 0:02:55 Belief I can't have what I need 0:14:00 Difficulty committing to anything 0:20:34 Feeling like the universe is against you 0:22:53 video skips - I don't want to live 0:26:04 Insomnia 0:29:10 Easier to work on things I have to do than things I really want to achieve. Core belief demonstration 0:53:00 Break 1:05:30 I can't figure out if I love my partner 1:07:45 Collective vibration of the group: Feeling stuck 1:08:00 Difficulty accepting and trusting my schizophrenic brother 1:10:50 Can we time travel? 1:15:29 Is it possible to heal life-long chronic illness by raising your vibration alone? 1:17:25 How do you answer your own questions? 1:19:49 Terrified of death 1:22:20 What is the value in not seeing our own strength? 1:24:02 The current school education system. What can you do as a teacher? 1:35:27 Disturbed by desire and ingratitude when I discovered Taoism 1:39:20 Anxiety and panic in situations where others focus on and potentially scrutinize me. 1:43:39 How to overcome the fear of success 1:46:23 What is speaking in tongues? 1:50:22 The souls incarnating now 1:56:00 Healing resulting in life getting more difficult, worries about money 1:58:25 Hurt by not feeling beautiful 2:08:20 Things falling apart 2:10:00 Belonging 2:13:40 The value of incorporating creativity as it relates to self-love 2:17:55 Why do I keep ignoring my boundaries? 2:18:20 Fear of being exposed holding you back from doing what you are meant to be doing 2:20:35 Self-doubt spilling over to almost any action I take 2:22:28 Feeling blockages to where we want to be more strongly, due to momentum having sped up 2:26:25 If you did not get your question answered