Mai-da

Actors don't want connection, because they want to perpetuate the monologue in their heads, Because it is an escape However, Whose to say I can't have an escape? The biggest realization I had these days, was that the merging of this reality with your specific escape, Is you doing your purpose. I am an actor. Part of me doesn't want connection, because it is my escape. It is where I am me. And because actors already ARE, very connected They so intensely want to become the other, that investigate all about it, You Teal, you so intensely don't want to become the other, that you teach all of their hidden purposes, to devalue them So you can teach, and escape Congratulations

Curiosity is easy for Gemini, I mean it's innate My essence has a different kind of reason for being taken over

"Probable.." :))))))))) Hilarious Love ya! :))))

Amazing

"...Unless, your desire is to assist people that are in a negative space" Exactly, thank you for offering the other perspectives, we all watch

Yeah, ok, but I think it was too much Unless she felt it deep inside her

Whats the crying about at 12th minute? Does she see all the judgment thoughts? :))

Maybe your ultimate workshop :P Maybe you dont like her coping mechanism, makes you cringe. I would have also felt the same some time ago, i had an aspect despise her now, but i see her pain. It's just a defense mechanism, we dont know any differently, why we go to Teal for gods sake :))) Also, it's her, you are maybe also reflecting her, it's her, she doesnt feel comfortable in her own skin, see... its the self hate and all that, what makes HER cringe too... :**

The opening talk oh my fucking god, i don't think I blinked or were breathing :))) mindblowing. So much attention. And seriousness/passion. And attention. Universal

@Crystal Rob ❤... ? ...

ok, so besides integration, what else can i do to soothe the aspect that is afraid of segregation and feelings of judgment hatred jealousy, if i earn money? like is there anything worse than that? you sense how your community judges money, what kind of bravery from my side is needed for me to bust the collective core belief? i understand the abundance and flow of energy, i block it myself, though its hurtful.. but i want to do something for this people at the same time while allowing myself to be wealthy and ok and all... how do i keep balance, how do i give while i receive? how do you allow yourself to receive if you are not giving? if you save yourself ? you are hurt for knowing you'd be segregated, you feel it already, therefore you don't like where you at, therefore you block everything...How do i let it flow and dont feel as the world is collapsing? as my world tendencies wants needs are collapsing at the same time while i am receiving. I feel like i am dying while i receive. It's the ego i assume... I do compare, I do tend to identify with one aspect, since it's lot easier (lie), but if you got no heart? how do i share knowledge wisdom whatever when noone approaches u and you waiting in the pool and waiting and waiting and waiting...

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