I feel identified with the Mexican girl as I was also in the US with no legal documentation and I could had married someone and it was someone I loved but I let my emotions get the worst out of me and we couldn't really have anything I had this feeling of: people are just better without me why do they need me, I saw myself as worthless not worthy of love or any type of affection. I had the opportunity to study yet again my emotions taking over and choosing to give up as it seemed a dead end. I went to the US looking for answers because I always had health issues mostly relating to chronic fatigue and stress, the doctors couldn't really find an answer and I guess that fueled my confusion and my desire to run away from everything.
When you find the light there are no dead ends it's just a world of possibilities.
