Vickyeah

Thank you thank you very much. I have it all enmeshment trauma and disorganized attachment. I am trying tro be a better mom to my child. I am struuggling cause I want to stand for myself with my family, and trying to have no contact with them after feeling as golden child and later scapegoat. But also feel bad with not having my child having relationship with their aunt, uncle and grandfather. At the end I go to the meetings and try to be neutral. But it is affecting me. Hard to let them go. THank you Tela trying to integrate me

I would go for trips inside myself, awareness, and growth. Searching inside. As a spanish song says: "if you wanna see the world, look under your feet" No need to travel that much I am stuffed of buying things, needing to work that mauch and that fast paced life. Once I visited Cuba and (even lots of things are wrong specially the people not being free to decide and economics) most others do make sense, as the not so consumerism society and pace of life. I would go to that.

Keep smiling! dont look back that often, trust in you. you got this girl!!