Daryah66

I haven't even watch it till the end. And I've already realise one big thing in my life. I need people. I want others to help me or to fulfill my needs. But I was taught that it is bad. That I need to relay only on myself, to do things only by myself. That I am wrong to want things to be different. And I hate the part of myself that is wanting to be completely independant and don't want to need others. Because it is hurting me the most. And I have a huge resistance to doing something myself. My whole life I struggle with that. I quite playing piano because my last teache didn't want to actually teach me. She just told me to reserch myself what it means etc. And in my life right now everything and everyone around me connected with the theme of "want something than do it yourself. don't relay on other people". So I have this unfulfilled need in peoples help and resistance to do something myself. It is crappy. Just want to share with someone.

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It was very helpful. And fun. Thanks!