Ask Yourself...

My needs, my wants, my expansion and creating healthy strong boundaries for myself. Also I might add, its becoming an area of curiosity and fascination for me as to who is in my physical reality and why? I am enjoying discovering aspects of me by studying the mirrors around me😊❤️

Comfort, because I feel drained. My whole System feels tense.

Only the ways in wich I seek comfort make things worse.

And actually intense physical work would give me more comfort.

Im extremly afraid of the catch up effect. And im afraid of emotional pain. if I actually let things fall into place, its a scary and hurtfull process. (And I will never feel ready for it)

So one could say Im actually procastinating. Im distracting myself.

I make a mess to distract myself and than I just avoid the true consequences and go further distracting myself. 

Actually need to be silent and present but its really a hurdle to get there.. because im on the run.

This question helped me to work on the resistance, im feeling that.

Edited February 22, 20233 yr by DavidaNimway
I wrote furgef instead of further

Finding my authentic self!

Finding ways to live my life which make things simpler, easier, more manageable, more straightforward, higher in quality, healthy, harmonious, efficient, beautiful, inspiring and more smoothly functioning for me and everyone around me.

My highest priority at this time in my life is to ungaslight myself, but also to find a way out of isolation.  To heal from this friend of mine who is now my acquaintance because I’m no longer at her beck and call.  To stop bypassing, and being unsure of myself in my sickness of toenails and feet—stop feeling shameful all the time!! 

My priority in life at this time is myself because I really believe in distancing or separating myself from my family in order to find myself. I think the best answers come from ourselves and it’s beneficial for the collective as well. Ever since my grandma passed in 2021, I think that’s been my answer. Focusing on alone time and relationships. Ever since 2020 I’ve had this heartful desire to learn. My goodness and I’m pissed because no one is doing the same. My desire to share what I’ve learned from a spiritual perspective and an emotional level. Focus on inherent goodness in isolation and not apply to jobs.