Ask Yourself...

Stop caring about all those people who never gave a shit about you.

Can you see how liberating and empowering that feels, to actually be responsible for your own life? 

It's not going to be perfect, it's not going to be always easy. And you are not supposed to always know what to do. You are not supposed to know weither you gonna end up where you want or somewhere else. You are not supposed to calculate and control everything. 

Go sit down under a tree have a drink and read a book. Listen to someone else's thoughts. (Instead of that loop in your head) 

You are totaly afraid to live your life! 

Edited August 2, 20224 yr by LucyMad
Because.

And like this you can't hear you're inner voice and you're decisions are gonna lead no where (no wonder you're afraid of the outcome, but this overthinking it isn't helping)

Train yourself make it a habbit to listen to your inner voice, if it pops up give it your presence, maybe meditate once a day.

Take some time for yourself life is too short not to. If you do not, you will regret it before this life cycle ends.

Just practice detachment from everything negative and everything that drains your energy, consistently. (because you deserve at least some degree of pleasantness) 

Feel your emotions, come into a state of allowance. Allowance of experience, allowance of emotions and thought, allowance of physical and mental well beeing and also the feeling of not beeing well, receiving. 

You really need to learn how to enjoy something in your life again, you have unlearned how to enjoy life. Your life is draining you, the pain in  your feet is getting worse everyday, what if one day you just simply can't anymore. 

Yes right, youle feel a sense of relief. If you where to end up in hospital, and you had a break from your current life, internally you'd be euphoric. Secretly this is what you dream of. Why are you doing all of this?

You are doing to much,

Apart from that you're Organisation is catastrophic, the way you utilize your energy is meant to fail. 

Because you don't know what you really want, and you don't know what you believe. And you don't know if you even want to know, you are afraid. And so you don't even know what you are doing and in wich way to move.. You need to be honest with yourself.. And also, get over yourself.. (or be sad if you sad, also if you are tired beeing sad) 

Try to integrate fun things you enjoy, more into your day to day life. And be creative and think outside of the box when doing so. How to create a life you actually like and Wich is actually meaningful to you. 

Do things that create safety. Listen to yourself. 

Edited September 12, 20224 yr by LucyMad

Dance ! 

Stop putting up with other people's bullshit!!!!!

Appreciate youre willingness to evolve and your stepps that you made

Ah, you'll figure it out! 🙂

Take it easy , you’re doing just fine. Life is hard but you’re and small and know a lot, so just be more slow, gentle, and receptive with yourself and the people around you. Be gracious, you have figured out so much now it’s time to take it easy and listen to your heart. All you need now is to learn receptivity. You are an angel. 

You can be who you are.