• Cacao

    one.jpgCacao takes up residence in the heart like a feverish smile.  You feel your pupils dilate.  The slightest hint of dizziness tints your perception.  It becomes difficult to feel bad.  The sensation comes up the sides of your face and forehead, slowing everything down and making it feel like everything in the world is in its right place.  You feel alive and you feel connected, but there is no sense of urgency to the movement of life.  The spirit of the shamanic medicine of cacao likes to move in clockwise spirals.  The physical medicine itself likes to be made in that way too.  Each ingredient added tentatively, like a slow dance.  It tells you when it is ready.  At a certain point the energy field of the mixture will bloom.  When it blooms, it means the ingredients have activated, have achieved coherent resonance and together they have oriented externally.  This is the point at which it will do its work within a human body.  Like all shamanic medicines, cacao is highly esoteric.  It feels as if it holds a secret; some kind of doorway to a specific aspect of this universe that is unknown to the average person in their day-to-day life. 

    Cacao-Ceremony-Womens-Retreat-Elena-Angel-London-Europe-600x401.jpegI often facilitate cacao ceremonies in Philia.  Costa Rica is known for its production of cacao.  You can find some of the most pure and strongest cacao in the world here.  I have developed a little habit of visiting the cacao venders and farms in any area I travel to in search of the very best I can find.  So much affects the vitality and flavor of a cacao bean that no cacao is the same.  You also never know what essence a specific cacao ceremony medicine is going to hold until it reveals itself to you during the awakening of the ingredients phase of preparing the medicine.  Last night the cacao I made turned out to be personal truth.  In each person that ingested it, it first opened their heart in order to extract their personal truth and then carried that truth up the neck to the brain. 

    Last week was one of my favorite Completion Process Practitioner trainings I have held.  I ended up in front of the most inquisitive group.  The curiosity they all shared made for conversation that pushed the boundaries of human perception.  They spent half of the week laughing with me and the other half bravely facing themselves so as to break through the murky prison of their unconscious.  Last night, as the ceremony came to a close, we were all left in the raw but free feeling of deep quiet that follows truly great shadow exploration.  It is one of my favorite feeling flavors available to the human experience. 

    download (1).jpegToday, as sad as it is that we are all going out in different directions within the world, I feel a deep satisfaction.  I see each person who is being trained to facilitate this process as a kind of positive virus.  Each one has come to awaken to truths yet unknown to the world.  Not knowing these truths, this world is in the darkness of unconsciousness.  Suffering continues needlessly.  People live in a state of causation with no access to free will and no awareness that they do not in fact act from free will.  You cannot un-see what is seen.  By awakening in this way, by being taught how to end this unconsciousness and the suffering that comes from it, awakened people are like points of light spreading across the planet.  Unconsciousness can be like a virus that spreads from one generation to the next.  But so can awakening.  And so in a way, each person that I train to awaken is like a soldier for collective awakening whom by going out into their part of the world, will positively infect the world.  This makes me feel ease inside because it means that no matter what happens to me, it is unstoppable. 

     frederic and I.jpgSomething happened to me yesterday that was completely amazing and also painful.  One of my trainees asked about how the Completion Process might effect a medical device implanted in her heart.  I made a tiny joke during my response about the ‘simple things she can do to avoid death’.  But there was almost no return laughter amongst the attendees.  Instead, they looked terrified as if they were taking a huge risk.  I could not figure out their reaction for a second until it dawned on me that being in my very different perspective prevented me from seeing where people’s perceptions of their lives actually are.  I was so taken aback that I stopped the entire discussion to begin questioning them so as to gain awareness myself.  A bit of my own reality cracked.  Instead of spending the first hour monitoring the trainees in their sessions, I sat with Frederic (my very close fellow HSP friend pictured at left) and Graciela... And I cried. 

    chrystal-ball.jpgSomething that happens on the path of awakening is that you develop the capacity to see (if not at the very least feel) most of what you are a match to in the near and even distant future.  Some of us, like myself, are born seeing these life path potentials and knowing which one we are headed towards.  If you see these things, it is not an option to live in the illusion of safety, which is where I realized yesterday that most people are.  You see the plethora of different potentials for death that exist.  Life feels more like it does in a video game where the potentials for your avatar to die are just a side step away.  As a result, some days you will see someone like me getting into the car with absolutely no worry.  Some days, you will see me white knuckling my way down the road in the car.  Other days, you will see me refuse to get into the car in the first place.  We all take our own perception for granted, including me.  We see the color of a flower and we assume that all people see the exact same color.  I know I have more access to awareness than other people, but I do not often know to what degree.  I had assumed that people have at least a feeling for what they are a match to experiencing in the future.  But I realized this week that most do not.  For most people, their future is literally a cloud of only hopes and dreams and fears…  It is entirely unknown.  This girl who asked me the question about her heart could not feel that she was not a match to death.  She could not feel that she, with her device in her heart, was less of a match to death than half of the people in the room.  Which is why she did not laugh at the way that I teased her and I did laugh.  I can see it is not a risk.  And she cannot.  And this broke my heart for so many reasons.       

    Like most things, this lack of awareness is a blessing and it is a curse.  On the one hand, she does not have to see it if her partner becomes a match to another person in his or her future other than her.  She does not have to live with the feeling that risk and even death is a sidestep away.  She can wake up with the comfort that this life is infinite and there will always be tomorrow.  She doesn’t have to suffer the torture of watching her loved ones choose to walk down a path that will lead to their suffering and her suffering along with them.  She doesn’t have to beat herself up on the off chance that she doesn’t see something in the future, she can tell herself that it is ok to make a mistake because she couldn’t have known.

    THERIPPLEEFFECT.jpgBut there is a flip side.  It is this flip side that made me cry.  So many choices that are made have a ripple effect so large that it is difficult to breathe when you grasp the scope of it.  Those of us who see these life paths are condemned to see the ripple effect.  What if you knew that the action you took today would make it so that if nothing else changed their course, in 20 years your child would become a drug addict?  Chances are, you would change the action you take.  Can you imagine the torture of knowing that someone else’s action will have that ripple effect in the future and watching them continue on their course because they just don’t see it.  Can you imagine the powerlessness to stopping it?  Can you imagine knowing how much you will suffer because of that thing you cannot stop because you cannot stop them from taking their current course of action.  It is like being in a boat and knowing that you are heading towards a waterfall.  But watching others smile and tell you that you are just paranoid while they paddle toward the cliff.  It puts you in a moral dilemma.  If you get off the boat, you save yourself no grief because you lose the people on the boat and you abandon them to that fate alone.  If you stay on the boat, you suffer too and maybe even die.

    I cried because if people have no awareness, including no awareness of what they are a match to, there is so much less promise of stopping the ripple effect of pain on this planet.  So much less promise of escaping the powerlessness and pain of watching people walk down a path that you know will lead to not only their suffering, but your own.  I arrived at a beautiful place yesterday, but a place that feels no less scary than before.  When you have awoken to the place where you see that all things in the universe are a part of you and that you are a part of all things in this universe, everything in the universe begins to feel like an organ within your own body.  Nothing can hurt without you hurting or feel joy without you feeling joy.  There is no way to disconnect from any of it.  And so it is not as if when people take action to head towards the waterfall (using the previous analogy) that you can just let them crash without yourself being impacted.  To love is to take something as part of yourself.  Love is not a choice when you awaken because it is the only choice.  It is the only choice because it is the reality... All things are a part of you and you are a part of all things.  You cannot not love, even if you wanted to because you cannot un-see what you have seen.  If it were possible, to do so would be to choose illusion.  And so, all that is left is the bravery to love…  A bravery that people like myself, who see the ripples before they happen, must choose because we can do no other than to be in reality.  To love therefore in the physical dimension, is the greatest risk of all.  And we cannot avoid it no matter how much we may try.     

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    Teal,

    You are not responsible for the life choices of the other gods. You have realized your godhood, yes? Or are you still in the ego perception of the One? The second realization is the true One. The neutral perspective, outside of all the boxes. And then you will know this:

    The other gods are another perspective of you. But this is the planet of free choice. The planet will enlighten in x thousands of years and you will be here again. As another perspective, you know how the system works. But I am god mirroring you this: You are not the Madonna. Free minds. That is the job you chose. Also to free your own. Part of your learning is to stop crying like a little baby. I have indicated what I sense, a Madonna complex. You'll figure it out.

    We are learning a level of emotional maturity not ever before seen. You'll be able to deal with any 'authentic' feedback, right now you still feel guilty about a joke you made... That's what this blog is about. Have you gone through your core shame yet?

    You can always visit me.

    Love

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    Hi Teal,

    You are not alone in feeling this. There are days when I feel as though I can barely stand to exist within this reality - there is just too much self-caused & unconscious pain. I have found comfort in the knowledge that any amount of pain I am able to reduce creates a change that ripples (to use your analogy) throughout the world. 

    I want you to know that the work you are doing was paramount to my own understanding of self and awakening. Everything you do and share is majorly aiding in expanding the consciousness of humanity. You are helping - never forget that.

    Thanks :)

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    I was deeply touched by this text. ♥ Thank you Teal for existing and sharing your soul with us. You are appreciated.
    P.s I love cacao and this inspired me to buy some organic cacao ♥

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    Thank you Teal, beautiful blog, I loved it! I agree, seeing into another person's reality and understanding, that they are you and you are them and we really are a part of each other, there really is no other choice but to love!!! And this is the new consciousness coming on the planet and I am excited to be part of it with you. I truly do believe your work Teal is going to be hugely responsible for a major part of this planet's shift into a new consciousness out of the dark ages and into the new Aquarian energies.  And someday we will have a world full of people with compassion for each other and understanding and I can't wait! I truly do believe it wont' be that long either so take heart sister. Dr. David Hawkins, PhD, researcher and author states in his book, "The Eye of the I" that one person walking in integrity counterbalances 90,000 negative people." Wow! Look at the exponential power of one person walking in his truth. So that was written 18 years ago, can you imagine how much more that number has increased with so many awakening people now due to the information available and spiritual teachers on the internet? And with your work Teal and all the people following you as points of light as you say, this is not going to be a snowball effect, it will eventually be a tsunami of love that covers the planet! This is real and we all need to wake up to our power and understand we all make a huge difference... I am excited to be here to witness the beginning of the ages from the old energies to the new and to have learned from you Teal so I can help others! XXX!!!

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    ...Does this mean you will be teaching people how to actually foresee their "ripple effect(s)?"

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    The 2nd class ship fortune-teller Tarotta Crystall-Bowlings once told Harry the horse-trainer that if you compete against yourself you must expect to lose, because there will always be a better version 3.0 of you around the corner, but as you grow old you may appreciate some gold although it mainly originates from a 5+ billion year old supernova explotion in the Galaxy, making you look pretty young when playing end-games ...

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    16 hours ago, Marcel said:

    Part of your learning is to stop crying like a little baby.

    We are learning a level of emotional maturity not ever before seen.

    What does emotional maturity mean to you? Also isn't the the phrase "stop crying like a baby" invalidating to the emotional side of humans. Isn't to be patronizing to your own emotions and to choose to "stop crying" an abandonment of the aspect of you that is still a child? Wouldn't it be better to integrate than to abandon? Wouldn't abandoning your emotions only reflect into the world as suffering to others and yourself? It seems your comments make you seem very separate from others emotionally. You say that it's the emotional immaturity that makes it so. Or are you only invalidating other's emotions because you invalidate your own? So what is emotional maturity and why is "stop crying like a baby" the answer? 

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    4 minutes ago, Geri said:

    What does emotional maturity mean to you? Also isn't the the phrase "stop crying like a baby" invalidating to the emotional side of humans. Isn't to be patronizing to your own emotions and to choose to "stop crying" an abandonment of the aspect of you that is still a child? Wouldn't it be better to integrate than to abandon? Wouldn't abandoning your emotions only reflect into the world as suffering to others and yourself? It seems your comments make you seem very separate from others emotionally. You say that it's the emotional immaturity that makes it so. Or are you only invalidating other's emotions because you invalidate your own? So what is emotional maturity and why is "stop crying like a baby" the answer? 

    Hi Geri,

    I am triggering on purpose with certain comments to illustrate my point. Triggers heal. Are you yourself a Completion Process healer? And your comments are an indication that you are clearing something here. I like that. Everything has purpose. Let me introduce myself as one who probably is as connected as Teal, but I have some different gifts. She visits me sometimes astrally for counseling. I am also sometimes called teacher of teachers and a Neutral. But that doesn't matter. I tell you this so you have an idea how and in what circles I move spiritually. In response to you:

    Emotional maturity is the ability to take in any feedback without it bothering you. You appear to be projecting on me that I am invalidating the reality of others, but that is not the case. That is an assumption you are making. I am simply a mirror without judgment (which doesn't even exist, one perceives others to judge), so I am making authentic statements of what I sense should be said to Teal for her to advance her awareness. This is a channeled communication, from a lower perspective. Synchronicity will take care of it if my words are meant to be read. That is how this place works... That is where we are heading as a species ; full awareness about how stuff works around here, and that the individual is god him herself, and I am not kidding about that. I am, and you are too. You are The One. But, god, or source if you like that word better, communicates in a very direct way and that can be perceived as brutal for those who cannot deal with that. Humanity isn't going to enlighten the way you think. We are not going to be so careful with each other that we cannot speak our true self. I hope that makes sense. There will be compassion, oh yes. But when asked, answers are given the way they are meant to be 'channeled' by god him herself authentically. As to provide an authentic mirror for the other. So the other can become fully aware of their unresolved aspects. Emotional maturity is a state of mind  and a frequency so high, or in other words a maturity so advanced that nothing can throw you off balance. Because everything is accepted. And that means anything can be said, and it will not hurt.

    I am not disconnected from my emotions, they are very intense btw. It means I am fully open, and that means all layers of resistance are gone, or nearly almost. I am working now on the last mechanism of separation, but I am fully aware of it so it's almost fully integrated. But the biggest feat is that I have gone through the core shame emotion, which is truly the root cause of all suffering. It was a dirty and filthy experience, I totally understand now why the ego does not want to go there. But I did it. And I sense not many on the planet have done so. Even Teal hasn't... I hope I have made some things clearer for you. 

    Enjoy your day

    love

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    Beautiful blog as usual. Lots to ponder on .Thanks dear precious Teal I love you .

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    After reading this...

    I would like the ability to see future life paths. *sends it out to the universe*

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    ..... Just another dick,making a dick comment , justifying it with spiritual bypassing.  BRAVO 👏 Marcel.  

    Listen, if your not willing or able to say rude or what you call “triggering” things to someone’s face, or in your case the “ASTRAL “plane . Then keep your comment fingers to yourself. 

    Trust me if we were in the same room and you had the balls to judge me and say what you said , I’d verbally punch you in the face.  Or simply call you a dick and move on because what “god” do you think you are? god of trolls?

    LOVE ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️,

     

    this crybaby bitch with a Madonna complex 

    Loved the blog TEAL

    Your perspective is always enlightening and cherished!!!! 

     

    💕💖💗💕💙💜

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    1 hour ago, Porgy said:

    Hi.  How did you go through your core shame emotion?  Was Teal the catalyst for you ... or was it something else ... by way of channeling perhaps? I have to say your last post was quite interesting to me.  I enjoyed the malarkey comment too.

    Porgy, Teal's lessons combined with Kryon's made me complete. Took me about 7 years of intense mind processing to realize the Ultimate Truth. But I also know there have been a few lives before this one preparing for this moment. But here it is. You are god itself. No shit, I really mean it. You are god walking around in your own creation. Everybody is, with their own unique filter. That experience I had in the beginning of january. I went through the core shame a few weeks later. I asked the Universe for the remaining lessons cause I still experienced some shame. You probably know that you can ask for them, and the lessons will show up in your reality. 

    If you want to know more, ping or mail me.

    46 minutes ago, Sylvanajokes said:

    ..... Just another dick,making a dick comment , justifying it with spiritual bypassing.  BRAVO 👏 Marcel.  

    Listen, if your not willing or able to say rude or what you call “triggering” things to someone’s face, or in your case the “ASTRAL “plane . Then keep your comment fingers to yourself. 

    Trust me if we were in the same room and you had the balls to judge me and say what you said , I’d verbally punch you in the face.  Or simply call you a dick and move on because what “god” do you think you are? god of trolls?

    LOVE ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️,

     

    this crybaby bitch with a Madonna complex 

    Loved the blog TEAL

    Your perspective is always enlightening and cherished!!!! 

     

    💕💖💗💕💙💜

    You have no idea what's going on here. But I see your damage.... And I feel compassion for you. I hope you are going to clean your act up with Teal's teachings. You are god too. 

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    On 2/25/2018 at 12:24 PM, Marcel said:

    Teal,

    You are not responsible for the life choices of the other gods. You have realized your godhood, yes? Or are you still in the ego perception of the One? The second realization is the true One. The neutral perspective, outside of all the boxes. And then you will know this:

    The other gods are another perspective of you. But this is the planet of free choice. The planet will enlighten in x thousands of years and you will be here again. As another perspective, you know how the system works. But I am god mirroring you this: You are not the Madonna. Free minds. That is the job you chose. Also to free your own. Part of your learning is to stop crying like a little baby. I have indicated what I sense, a Madonna complex. You'll figure it out.

    We are learning a level of emotional maturity not ever before seen. You'll be able to deal with any 'authentic' feedback, right now you still feel guilty about a joke you made... That's what this blog is about. Have you gone through your core shame yet?

    You can always visit me.

    Love

    She's just pretending to have flaws/issues so she seems more relateable to the rest of us.
    I know that ultimately nothing is wrong with any of us, and even in our "flaws" we're just playing a beautiful role.
    Even with that in mind, it's still painful if I stub my toe. Knowledge of the "higher truth" does not invalidate the human experience.

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    I don't really want to get into a deep discussion here, but I'm just gonna share my point of view on Marcel's comments, do with it what you want.

    Marcel said Teal feels guilty for a joke she made. But when I read that, I understood it as her experiencing a painful realization. She cares deeply for other people.

    On 2/25/2018 at 9:24 PM, Marcel said:

    Part of your learning is to stop crying like a little baby.

    It is exactly this type of thing that causes shame. Crying is good, it is a release of emotion and I assume everyone here knows what bottling it up does. "Purposefully triggering" honestly just makes you an asshole. Teal has made it no secret that she still has healing to do, and triggers are gonna pop up anyway. I honestly doubt she'd take time out of her busy schedule to read comments. If you really know her, talk to her face to face. In a respectful manner. It is possible to make people see their unhealed parts without triggering them.

    Part of being human is experiencing the ego. We may all be "god" walking in human shoes. I doubt we decided to take on the ego (or rather, create it) just so we could struggle until we manage to take it off.  To me, making becoming ego-less the end goal sounds like making being non-human in a human body the end goal.

    I don't like it when people talk in that type of manner, as if transcending the messy things that make us human is the end goal. Not liking something would be a sign from my higher self that at the very least, it's not right for me. And when I just wrote "the messy things that make us human" that felt good. I'm here in a human body to be human. Sure there may be things to heal or improve, both in myself and society at large. But I don't think that requires getting rid of the ego. If we did not want to experience ego, the lessons we can learn from separation, we would not have chosen to be human. And anyone who talks about the end goal being free from ego just sounds fake to me.

     

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