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The Dark Night of The Soul

dark-2602803_640.jpg.490c575bc327b799a490c992ced26f7e.jpgHere, most people are suffering their way through our fate.  Stuck in some kind of container that they call day to day life, that keeps their true life at bay.  When we are in the midst of a dark night of the soul, which many of us are, we cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel.  We stumble through the black abyss of the confusion and pain that crushes inward so hard it makes us want to take our own life… And some of us do.  The truth is, we are suffering a death.  It isn’t that we think we’re going to die, we are dying quite literally.  The layers of the ego are being killed off one by one by life.  We die over and over again, until the day that we can walk the earth with only our immortality left.  And what does that feel like?   It feels like one day we are stuck motionless in the eternal purgatory of the dark night of the soul, convinced we cannot go on.  And then, quite unexpectedly, we begin to hear the precious pulse of our own heart, coming alive in the dark.  We cannot force our way out of the dark night of the soul.  Once we let ourselves die by giving up everything, we float to the surface like a bubble rising from the depths of the ocean.  We rise from the ashes as if lifted by wings we never knew we had.  We go from hell to heaven in one fell swoop.  But this heaven is preferred because it happens here on earth in waking life where you are breathing and smelling and touching and tasting and seeing for the very first time.

concerns-2672494_1280.thumb.jpg.a85b3ce3ff0b153ca815c33915d86c56.jpgLet the dark night take you like a rip tide.  Pour a cup of tea for every one of your demons as quickly as they show up.  It will not be a graceful process.  But perhaps there is a special kind of grace in the disorganized chaos of a breakdown.

lolly-306736_640.png.8074cb14ffbb187ea8a3b92ac167a721.pngThis is one of the great lessons of the dark night of the soul.  Whatever this life is trying to take from you, let it be taken.  We are like children, holding tight to a stick that someone is trying to take away.  We do everything to protect it without realizing that the person is trying to take it out of our hands so they can replace it with a lolly pop.  But the excruciating space between the loss of the stick and the gain of the lolly pop is enough to bring us to our knees.

The dark night of the soul is your vehicle of self realization.  You have no idea what is and isn’t you, until what isn’t you is burnt away by the flames of change.  It is a turning point which causes you to re-imagine your very existence.  And here is what I have to say:





In the end

When I look back on life

I think I will laugh myself to death.

Too rich to be broke

Too poor to be wealthy

Of anything at all.

I watched a man today

Drive his brand new pick up truck

That will never take him anywhere

Except to forty and then to forty-five

And I thought to myself…

Life feels dangerous to us all.

Most of us try to avoid that dangerous feeling

By being as certain as we can

But that there makes us cowards.

And cowards are already dead.

They have committed suicide

And now

They leave empty footprints upon the surface of earth.

So as much as it scares me,

I’d rather be here now

With all the uncertainty that life is.

And really live

All the certainty that we collect is ornamental anyway.

All is lost upon death.

All fame

All glory

All memory

All power

And all fear;

Will disappear like shadows into light.

And I will smile to see it go.

All but potential

Is a kind of corruption.

That distracts you from the truth of who you are.

An unknown freedom

Impossible to know,

Impossible to predict.

And those who know it… Live

Those who don’t… Only pretend to live.

They grow acres of fruit and only manage to eat the rind.

In the end

When you look back on life

I think you will laugh yourself to death.

Too rich to be broke

Too poor to be wealthy

Of anything at all.




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