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The 'Covid Conflict'

“Mankind will very soon be facing its deepest split… Freedom or Connection.”  Many people will tell you that humanity is at a crossroads today… The crossroads of what kind of earth it wants to live into.  Do we as people want to live into unconsciousness?  Do we want a world of separation and restriction and decline?  Or do we want to live into consciousness?  Do we want a world of community and freedom and health? 

shutterstock_1096089539.jpgI am a teacher of truth.  The truth is that your future is an ocean of potentials and out of those potentials’ probabilities arise.  The truth is every single change you make will alter those potentials and therefore alter the life you are about to live into.  The truth is that humanity’s future is no different than this.  But the truth is that people are resistant to change.  This is what turns a potential into an absolute.  For the future potentials of humanity itself to change, enough of humanity must change.  And enough of humanity did not change.  The truth is that this is not a crossroads that humanity is standing at.  The collective consciousness of mankind began to arrive at the actual crossroads in 2012.  By 2015, humanity had already subconsciously chosen the path it would walk down.  In 2015, I said “most men on earth think they are free.  The reason for this is that they have been sold an idea about what freedom is.  But what if the idea of freedom that has been sold to you is actually a prison?  What if I told you that the beliefs you live your life by are the bars of your own perfect jail cell?”  With the intention of altering the life-paths of humanity, I began teaching people way back then to set themselves free from the attachments they have to their own rat cage before the universe demolished it for them.  I warned that we were headed for a cleansing of the collective human shadow… that we would all be made aware of not only the collective human shadow, but our own individual shadow so we could acknowledge and face them head on.  I warned that humanity itself was headed for a “whack a tree at 70 miles an hour” awakening experience.  In my 2020 annual forecast, I said “To be honest with you, this particular yearly New Years Forecast is one that I have been troubled about writing for the last several years.”

shutterstock_297765020.jpgIn life, if expansion and awakening is not chosen in response to pressure, that pressure is escalated.  If it is still not chosen, the pressure is escalated further.  Though many individuals have been awakening, mankind itself has instead proven its capacity to cope with and adapt to pressure so as to stay the  same instead of to make the conscious choice to change.  And so with this Covid-19 crisis, humanity has whacked the tree at 70 miles an hour.  The initial hit in this collective rollover car crash has already happened.  It is already done.  Now, humanity is upside down in the air… As if someone pushed a slow-motion button mid-rollover and we are headed for the second hit and maybe a third and maybe a fourth.  Most people feel like passengers in that car, unable to do anything about it.  Those who are not in denial, are breathing the air of uncertainty in and out of their lungs.  They see a vast array of damage that has already been done by the initial hit.  They see the potential carnage and loss that might come as a result of the next hit.  But how do they prepare for, or make a choice when facing an array of potentials, all of which depend on what decisions other people in that car (especially authorities) will make between now and that next hit? 

shutterstock_1187007133.jpgThe reality is that a whack a tree at 70 miles an hour experience is a really hard way to wake up.  There are people who are saying things like “thank you Covid-19 for letting us see what we took for granted”, “this is exactly the change we have been asking for.”  And “I’m excited”.  Is it true that good will come of this?  Yes… Eventually.  But I need you to be in the reality of what is happening here.  A person who gets in a high-speed car crash can one day put their life together in order to create a whole new better normal.  They can weave the experience into their life in a way that adds to them, instead of diminishes them.  But what comes first is pain.  What comes first is that moment where they are lying on the side of the road looking at a shattered life.  What comes first is a reckoning with the people whose lives have been lost, pills that must be swallowed and years of rehabilitation.  When humanity chose what road to walk down when they came to the crossroads years ago, they chose the path of pain and crisis to awakening.  I remember the sick feeling I had in my stomach when I saw it.  I remember the look on the faces of those I told. 

shutterstock_1150971305 (2).jpgIt doesn’t matter whether or not you see a crisis coming, it pulls the rug out from under you just the same.  We boarded a plane that flew into the night and upon waking in the morning the very next day, we had woken up to a world forever changed.  Further into separation we go.  Further into prison.  As I find myself in the air in this high speed car crash, no part of me is concerned about a virus or the damage that a virus could do (which is surprising given that I am a person who has a deep respect for submicroscopic pathogens).  What I am concerned about is the real threat in this situation… The decisions being made.  I am concerned with the psychology that created this entire car crash in the first place.  I am concerned with the many conflicts that will arise in association with Covid-19.  And I am the very most concerned with the fact that the collective consciousness of mankind has never been infected with this much fear.  Fear can open the door for people to control you in whatever direction suits their own best interests because fear puts you in a state to want to be told what to do. 

shutterstock_210340990.jpgMankind will find itself divided.  There will be those of us who would gladly give up freedom and certain needs (things like civil liberties, the right to govern their own bodies, the freedom of assembly, the freedom of speech, privacy, the need for human touch and togetherness) for survival and a sense of safety.  Many of those same people would expect you to do the same.  They would even vote for someone to force you to do it.  On the other side of this polarity, there are those of us who have a deep understanding that to caretake life is much more complex than simply making sure that life is long.  Those of us who would gladly risk death to really live.  We would fight for those freedoms and that closeness which are about to be sacrificed on the alter of humanity’s desire to prevent death, no matter the cost to life.          

shutterstock_1124757491.jpgYou must understand that no matter whether you believe that this entire crisis was intentionally created or whether you believe that it is an organic crisis that is simply being responded to, both stories have the same ending.  Both are a recipe for control.  People do not want control because of malevolence.  They want it so they can bring about what they want.  They want it so they can prevent what they don’t want.  They want control so they can create that perfect vision of a world that is free of crime, disease, poverty, unhappiness and death.  They are not awakened enough to see the reality that using control to try to accomplish this will only bring about the things they are trying to prevent faster.  When we are threatened, we respond with control.  And totalitarianism is the apex of control.  You must understand that even if you do not believe that Covid-19 is a carefully crafted set up for justified control, that the entire world will be saying “we cannot afford for this to ever happen again”.  It is in the measures that will be justified with that sentence that you stand to lose so much.  The question is: Will you choose to give those things away?        

shutterstock_1648211998.jpgThe stage is being set for health to be the new form of discrimination.  The stage is being set for militarization, suspension of freedoms and rights, changes in the law that allow indefinite detention, the banning of physical forms of finance, censorship, compulsory vaccination and other forced medical procedures and treatments, tracking, certain activities and businesses being permitted and others outlawed.  The stage is being set for war… the ultimate form of conflict.  And many people will support this recipe because of their fear of death.  These people may perceive there to be a right way and a wrong way to die.  They may believe that death in and of itself is wrong.  They do not understand that when someone’s life is saved, their death is not prevented.  It is postponed.  Many will support this recipe in the name of public safety.  Others are approaching a day where they may very well be forced to choose whether to adapt to these changes and let go of freedom and rights because it will be the only way to experience the basic human right to be with other people.  Which is why I say that we are approaching a day where we will be forced to choose what matters more to us… Freedom or connection.  If not for safety, would you give up freedoms and rights for the sake of being allowed to be near those you love?  Because the recipe is set for this to be the leverage that those with authority will use to force compliance.

shutterstock_264466154.jpgIn the middle of this crisis, we are suspended in the air.  We are suspended in uncertainty.  The rug of normal life has been pulled out from under our feet.  And in the upheaval of uncertainty, all that is left as solid ground is values.  What is it that matters most to you?  What is important?  What is it that you truly want?  One of the ways to arrive at this answer is to ask yourself, would I let myself be tracked at all times and give away the sovereignty over my body and live in a digital world in order to be allowed to participate in society… to go to those places, to be close to those people?  For most people, the answer to this question will be yes; especially if those people are people that we love and people that we need… which is what makes it such insidious leverage.  You can ask yourself, if I knew that it would save my own life or my child’s life, would I agree to the end of civil liberties and the end of freedom and the end of togetherness and say yes to economic collapse and the suffering that brings for the rest of humanity?  Is safety really always first?  Stop looking for what answer is right or wrong and answer it for yourself.  Your values reside in your heart and in your heart alone.    

It is common in a crisis that we want to ‘return to normal’ as quickly as possible.  It is a kind of denial that we become stuck in that returning to what was is even possible.  There is no returning in this situation.  This is not a temporary disruption of your normal life.  This is the beginning of a totally different way of life.   We are headed towards a new normal.  But that new normal, contrary to what optimists would have you believe, is not a normal that you are wanting.  You need to see where humanity is headed with your eyes completely open in order to make the right decisions for you personally in terms of what to do about it.         

shutterstock_357969482.jpgThere is one thing that this crisis has already shown us… How fast of a change can happen if humanity is united in a common goal.  Humanity has passed the crossroads, but that does not diminish the truth that in each moment exists a crossroads.  Imagine the world we could live in if we opened our eyes and responded to this crisis or to world hunger or poverty or homelessness or environmental crisis in a synchronized way.  Imagine if each member of humanity understood that human life and wellbeing is community, that microbes are not the enemy, that all things in this universe are interdependent, that wellness is dependent on the emotional and mental (not just physical), that even though you can’t have quality of life without life, quality of life is more important than survival.  Imagine the world we could live in if each person understood that life does not remain life in a state of isolation.

shutterstock_564443299.jpgWhen your normal is collapsed to ruins at your feet (like your normal is today) you are individually at a crossroads.  You get to ask yourself what part of that old normal you wish to return to.  We arrived at this place because of that old normal.  We arrived here because of so much that it lacked.  So as we are spinning in slow motion through the air, we get to ask ourselves what parts of that old normal do we wish to resurrect and which parts do we wish to retire and which parts do we want to build for the very first time?  During this crash and on the other side of this crash, will you choose isolation or connection?  Will you choose freedom or chains?  Will you choose self-defense or kindness?  Will you choose coping mechanisms or change?  Will you choose to stay unconscious or to awaken?  Will you choose fear or love?  What future will you choose to step into?         

Disaster can be an invitation for a stronger rat cage or a breaking of the rat cage all together.  And so much of whether it becomes one or the other depends on individual people and which one they consciously choose... or comply to.                                  

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This is the start of a war for freedom and liberty. This is why the lightworkers are here. This very moment forward. We want a new age of true prosperity for all. True love for all. True happiness, freedom, joy, freedom from debt and true empowerment for each and all. This is almost exact to the very same war that happened for this planet many years ago. Except now this battle is on earth. 

People are going to have to make the decision. I will be the one to say it. Are you going to fight for all the things I had mentioned? or are you going to get a mandatory tracker put under your skin in order to board a plane to see your loved ones? Those trackers are on the way if you so wish. Sooner than you think. This isn't fear mongering. This is reality. You will be required to have a tracker put under your skin. If you wish to leave. You will be violated more than you ever have. This will be deflected to you, this violation, in the form of it's for your health and safety. each chip will tell us of your structure to tell if disease is present within you. we do not want this happening again. if you don't get this you may never be able to see your loved ones. this is what is coming for earth and all the people who live here. 

This will be your reality. The next two years this will happen. We all knew this was coming. Yet nothing changed. NOTHING. everyone is so content to think they hav freedom. Do you realize you have no idea what freedom truly feels like. let that sink in. Let it sink in because its the truth. YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE DIRECTION. ITS NOT TOO LATE BUT ITS ABOUT TO BE. 

OH and lets not forget we can make those "trackers" wallets for your currency. Yes it could get this bad. When you keep giving up more and more and more. 

start asking yourself a very powerful question, what are you going to do about it? thank you teal. Your the best teacher. 

 

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On 4/7/2020 at 12:14 PM, Neusha said:

What if you were already almost isolated? And the crisis didn’t change anything seriously in your life? I yet don’t feel any pressure of isolation. Even before, I was rejected by people and I decided to isolate myself because no one accepted me for who I am. I don’t care if I have to be in my house for the rest of my life. Because I have anyway been afraid of people and no one ever wanted to connect with me. 

 

I’m ok with doing my own things at home. And I never thought my state of isolation can possibly ever change. I never thought I can possibly be accepted or loved. And people may say it’s useless to live this way. But I’m actually enjoying myself. 

Same....

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On 4/8/2020 at 8:46 AM, Stoic said:

We both know none of these people commenting will make it in the world an economic collapse would bring.

You wouldn't make it. Quit scaring these people and find a more noble hustle.

Shame on you for spreading fear and presenting false dichotomies.

and for anyone reading this: Freedom comes from within and only your mindset imprisons you

Sounds like a familiar song from the past.

1. Please describe in detail what an economic collapse looks like. Specify the locations and cultures followed by a detailed progression of events from the start to the collapse itself.

2. Which people are you referring to? Please elaborate. How long have you known them?

3. "Shame on you for spreading fear and presenting false dichotomies." Please elaborate in more detail.  From my perspective, sometimes a little fear can be a good thing. I'm afraid of sticking my unprotected hand into an open flame. Is that not a healthy state of mind? I also didn't know fear was so contagious. Perhaps a vaccine might help slow its spread. You see fear, from my perspective, can also be treated as a state of mind. An already existing void. A lack of cohesive information. Further elaboratio may fill that void. Give it a try.

3. Freedom come from within and only your mindset imprisons you?  How long did you spend in prison after your capture? There are different types of freedom. Of the body, of the mind and of the soul; At least from my perspective. I could argue that for each succesive one, freedom is more difficult to remove. The despot could lock me away in a room, but my mind and soul would still be free. But I'm not truly free unless all three are, otherwise I'm not completely whole or free.

Live long and prosper.

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14 hours ago, BeyondTheRim said:

Please elaborate in more detail. 

Live long and prosper.

Look at the comments. Do these seem like robust people? Neither do most of my neighbors here in Ohio.

Why don't you go first and elaborate in great detail on what you think an economic collapse will look like.

Will it be a peaceful thing? or will we shed quite a few of our fellow crew members on Earth in the process?

It seems your vision of freedom is narrow and we all must see it as you do. Good luck with that

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4 hours ago, Stoic said:

Look at the comments. Do these seem like robust people? Neither do most of my neighbors here in Ohio.

Why don't you go first and elaborate in great detail on what you think an economic collapse will look like.

Will it be a peaceful thing? or will we shed quite a few of our fellow crew members on Earth in the process?

It seems your vision of freedom is narrow and we all must see it as you do. Good luck with that

Do these seem like robust people?

I don't know. You been here a few days according to my sources. You tell me. You still haven't eloborated for me to formulate a good opinion. All lot of people here don't live in Ohio.  I'm hundred of miles to your east. Not everybody is in the same conditon either. City, suburban, urban, rural. The governors around my state are handling this very differently than my governor. I would certainly have a different situation dependant on where I live. Economic collapse means different things to different people. For example, if you have enough food and seeds, a source of water and some land or know someone that does, this will impact you differently than someone stuck on the 13th floor without power and water in th middle of a city, like you and your neighbors.

Based on your lack of a response and my own personal experiences, I can only conclude your definition is apocalyptic. Zombies in the city, yelling fresh brains. All the water is poisoned and the sky is black with smoke, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for the next 40 years. Are you are a former member of Heaven's Gate. Do you require assistance? That's just one of a million different guesses I could make.

Some of 'those' robust people? For me to form an opinion, 'my' opinion, you should try a lot more communication than what 'you' appear willing to engage in. Was that a sarcastc comment? Do you really me robust?

Freedom is narrow? Projecting your own shadow? State or federal prison? Neighbor or inmates? A little sarcasm of my own.

Economic collapses can be peaceful? Brings to mind of that high rise I watched being demolished? 3, 2, 1....Boom, Boom.... You think that is peaceful? Economic collapse is the buzz word of the moment. There is always part of the economy that decline and parts that are growing. Your definition of economy is a little too narrow for my tastes. Even in the dark ages, trade was still occuring in one form or another, just not as easy or nice at times. Its interesting how people focus on an accident scene an never seem to see the fellow citizen providing some assistance. Has the country fogotten its past?

I could come up with a few possible terrifying scenarios than the minor bump that is currently ongoing. This is no candyland moment to be sure, but it ain't economic collapse either. Just like the last several 'collapses'. This is the end. NOT!

 

Live long and prosper. (Yep, I grew up watching a lot sci-fy, Gomer. If you don't believe me, Gomer, go talk to Sarge)

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18 hours ago, BeyondTheRim said:

Do these seem like robust people?

No they don't and I'm not pushing for an economic collapse because of it. 

I've been all over this land in my 50 years, coast to coast, for both work and pleasure, and the vast majority of people in this country are soft and self centered. Sure...Montana and a few other states will be fine, but most will fold under pressure. We aren't the brightest group of people. Read the comment sections. Talk to people in public. Collectively speaking, we aren't that smart. We believe our anecdotally influenced feelings over hard facts. We fear science in this country and love not knowing things. You can pretend this isn't the scenario, but we're a nation of selfish idiots that believe all sorts of quackery, from Jesus to fortune tellers to the conspiracy nuts. Critical thinking is rare, despite the glut of information available.

I would love a paradigm shift in thinking and our fellow citizens give up their limited mindsets and realize we're all on this spaceship together, but for now we love religion, materialism, and being small minded more. Ultimately, I think you'd have an easier time herding cats than waking all the people up.

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The answer I get from reading this is that I want to seriously commit to enlightenment with everything I've got, starting right here, right now. This is all happening because it triggers just that, enlightenment.
When we let go of all attachments and instead commit to unconditional love (to take everything as part of ourselves, even the ugly stuff including the stuff that could kill us and or take our quality of life away), we will have truly lived. And if you want to look at it from that kind of perspective: we will have been the pioniers for the future mass enlightenment to happen, shimmering little points of light through the dark and possibly horrifying tunnel of transformation that most of us will forcibly have to go to. 

Thanks to Teal Swan I know the choice(s) I'm still able to make in this overwhelming uncertainty. That is enough for me. Life doesn't have to be easy, as long as you keep learning more and more about love and authenticity. Life doesn't have to be right, as long as you keep learning more and more about your innate abilities and your connection to the biggest picture you can form of Life.
 

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On 4/9/2020 at 10:26 PM, Gustavo said:

I wonder what should we be doing if we are still so connected to the system. I can't make people understand me and I am veey isolated. I don't want to break under this pressure. I want to manifest what I want. But I feel like im getting weaker at this point, I feel like I failed. I feel like if I had done better I would be happier today.

My tip is to go through Teal's youtube channel and watch all videos that you feel could be related to your challenges. That is what I do when I feel in need of guidance.



 

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13 hours ago, Stoic said:

No they don't and I'm not pushing for an economic collapse because of it. 

I've been all over this land in my 50 years, coast to coast, for both work and pleasure, and the vast majority of people in this country are soft and self centered. Sure...Montana and a few other states will be fine, but most will fold under pressure. We aren't the brightest group of people. Read the comment sections. Talk to people in public. Collectively speaking, we aren't that smart. We believe our anecdotally influenced feelings over hard facts. We fear science in this country and love not knowing things. You can pretend this isn't the scenario, but we're a nation of selfish idiots that believe all sorts of quackery, from Jesus to fortune tellers to the conspiracy nuts. Critical thinking is rare, despite the glut of information available.

I would love a paradigm shift in thinking and our fellow citizens give up their limited mindsets and realize we're all on this spaceship together, but for now we love religion, materialism, and being small minded more. Ultimately, I think you'd have an easier time herding cats than waking all the people up.

Consider this. In 50 years, how many people have you actually met and kept in touch with. 330 million people, 50 different state with a multitude of counties, municipalities, townships, and named areas, AND different 'cultures.' Places I went to 30 years ago, I couldn't recognize today. Farm field gone in some areas and in other areas, whole communities are gone.  Populations have shifted too with local  the inhabitants changing quietly behind the scenes. I'm not so sure its really all American anymore, as the population count might be more like 430 million including squatters.  How do you like the hard facts so far?  We are all nothing but grains of sand on a very very large beach.

The science is also not settled. Facts are different from conclusions.  Conclusions require analysis and change as new facts are learned or revealed. If you don't have sufficient facts, you can end up with egg on your face, so to speak.

Anecdotes are the first steps in some the scientific methods in some circles. It can point one in the right direction to study and should not be dismissed out of hand, but rather further studied. Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

I have a degree in chemistry and have always loved science as do many whom I work with and know. The problem might lie in how credentials are obtains and more importantly retained. I don't put as much stock in credentials and I do in competent results. Those are my experts of the moment.

I've also had the pleasure of watching some of the younger colleagues were I work grow as they gain more experience in their jobs.  The challenge is learning to communicate with 'other' people. Not everybody learns in the same manner and has the same passions.  It's a challenge that some find difficult.

Let's have a little fun. Look at how I interpret your approach (my opinion only). A few chosen sentences.

"We aren't the brightest group of people. Read the comment sections. Talk to people in public. Collectively speaking, we aren't that smart."

So if I am to assume we aren't that smart. Collectively speaking. Then why the hell are you talking to 'them'? Why do you continue trying?

An analogy.  A man is going down the road in a VW and come across an obstacle blocking his path. Its impossible to get past it. (10 foot thick concrete with steel  wall. 10 feet high). He opens the window and yells at the concrete wall to get out of the way. Puts the pedal to the metal and WHAMMM!. Rinse and repeat ad nausea or until the car is destroyed. The definition of insanity?

Sarcasm aside. Do you agree, neither of us knows a fraction of the people?  A generalization. Some of the people on the site identify themselves from other countries too. (3 billion +).

People can be influenced throughout their lives. I've seen philosophical changes occur within individuals and groups. Sometimes rapidly. People are dynamic and unpredictable. Who would have thought people would be woken up after Pearl Harbor? Who would have thought people would be woken up after the incident at Concord?

Anyway, have a Happy Easter. I just did.

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in here blog it sounds as if there is a right or a better choice to make for one of these two sides, but in her video from 3 month ago (about this split within humanity), it gets clear that the one thing to be chosen will be: both.

because as people here already realized: how can you not choose both? we need both and those both sides actually do belong together.

To choose between one of them is actually insane for a  human being and means suffering. we will come to really see this clearly in front our everyones eyes.


The things that are about to happen will be a parts-work-session life-sized version.
 

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On 4/7/2020 at 1:14 PM, Neusha said:

What if you were already almost isolated? And the crisis didn’t change anything seriously in your life? I yet don’t feel any pressure of isolation. Even before, I was rejected by people and I decided to isolate myself because no one accepted me for who I am. I don’t care if I have to be in my house for the rest of my life. Because I have anyway been afraid of people and no one ever wanted to connect with me. 

 

I’m ok with doing my own things at home. And I never thought my state of isolation can possibly ever change. I never thought I can possibly be accepted or loved. And people may say it’s useless to live this way. But I’m actually enjoying myself. 

(I'm sorry if my english is bad, it's not my native language)

I think it's actually a good thing. You are allready used to being on your own inside your house. This situation will feel more familiar to you than to other people who have a busy social life. Because you are used to it, it will be easier for you to overcome any fear or pressure relating to this crisis. Fear and pressure is what keeps us from really finding out what's going on, that's why the government tries so hard to keep us in fear. People are living too much in fear these days. Once you get rid of the fear, you will be able to think clear. If people get over their fear they wille be able to think free and be able to find out the reality of this crisis. And once people realise what's really going on, they will be able to really connect with eachother and together we can get out of this. And once people are connecting on a pure  level they will become truly accepting and loving to you and to others. Use your situation to your advantage! 

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I don't think I have what it takes to bring about the change I really want in the world. I think I should kill myself before it's too late. Now I know what you might say. "Your life is important." "This pain is only temporary." You might say this so you free yourself of liability of my death. Please hear me out though.

The only reason to stay alive, it seems, is to bring about the change you want to see in the world. I don't even want to try if I have any chance of failing. If life is about to become a living hell and I don't have the power/discipline/will to change it, then why the hell should I live long enough to walk into the fire burning us all alive? I think I should get out now before shit really hits the fan.

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1 hour ago, wildwestrom said:

I don't think I have what it takes to bring about the change I really want in the world.

Try changing your focus to what really matters.  I don't think I have what it takes to bring about the change I really want in the world myself. Literally controlling anything else is an illusion. Even controlling the body weight is difficult without mastering yourself internally. Lots of noise to distract us from that task.

I approach life differently. If life is to become hell, buy lots of ice as it will be the new gold. If shit hits the fan, carry a bucket of water, a wash rag, a bar of soap, and some Clorox.

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7 hours ago, BeyondTheRim said:

Try changing your focus to what really matters.  I don't think I have what it takes to bring about the change I really want in the world myself.

I understand that the outside world is just a reflection of myself. But I haven’t been able to fix myself before so how the hell could I do it now? I don’t trust myself to be able to succeed. I don’t even want to try if I have a chance of failure. I have never truly committed to improving myself, and I don’t think I’ll ever be disciplined enough to do so.

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