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The 'Covid Conflict'

“Mankind will very soon be facing its deepest split… Freedom or Connection.”  Many people will tell you that humanity is at a crossroads today… The crossroads of what kind of earth it wants to live into.  Do we as people want to live into unconsciousness?  Do we want a world of separation and restriction and decline?  Or do we want to live into consciousness?  Do we want a world of community and freedom and health? 

shutterstock_1096089539.jpgI am a teacher of truth.  The truth is that your future is an ocean of potentials and out of those potentials’ probabilities arise.  The truth is every single change you make will alter those potentials and therefore alter the life you are about to live into.  The truth is that humanity’s future is no different than this.  But the truth is that people are resistant to change.  This is what turns a potential into an absolute.  For the future potentials of humanity itself to change, enough of humanity must change.  And enough of humanity did not change.  The truth is that this is not a crossroads that humanity is standing at.  The collective consciousness of mankind began to arrive at the actual crossroads in 2012.  By 2015, humanity had already subconsciously chosen the path it would walk down.  In 2015, I said “most men on earth think they are free.  The reason for this is that they have been sold an idea about what freedom is.  But what if the idea of freedom that has been sold to you is actually a prison?  What if I told you that the beliefs you live your life by are the bars of your own perfect jail cell?”  With the intention of altering the life-paths of humanity, I began teaching people way back then to set themselves free from the attachments they have to their own rat cage before the universe demolished it for them.  I warned that we were headed for a cleansing of the collective human shadow… that we would all be made aware of not only the collective human shadow, but our own individual shadow so we could acknowledge and face them head on.  I warned that humanity itself was headed for a “whack a tree at 70 miles an hour” awakening experience.  In my 2020 annual forecast, I said “To be honest with you, this particular yearly New Years Forecast is one that I have been troubled about writing for the last several years.”

shutterstock_297765020.jpgIn life, if expansion and awakening is not chosen in response to pressure, that pressure is escalated.  If it is still not chosen, the pressure is escalated further.  Though many individuals have been awakening, mankind itself has instead proven its capacity to cope with and adapt to pressure so as to stay the  same instead of to make the conscious choice to change.  And so with this Covid-19 crisis, humanity has whacked the tree at 70 miles an hour.  The initial hit in this collective rollover car crash has already happened.  It is already done.  Now, humanity is upside down in the air… As if someone pushed a slow-motion button mid-rollover and we are headed for the second hit and maybe a third and maybe a fourth.  Most people feel like passengers in that car, unable to do anything about it.  Those who are not in denial, are breathing the air of uncertainty in and out of their lungs.  They see a vast array of damage that has already been done by the initial hit.  They see the potential carnage and loss that might come as a result of the next hit.  But how do they prepare for, or make a choice when facing an array of potentials, all of which depend on what decisions other people in that car (especially authorities) will make between now and that next hit? 

shutterstock_1187007133.jpgThe reality is that a whack a tree at 70 miles an hour experience is a really hard way to wake up.  There are people who are saying things like “thank you Covid-19 for letting us see what we took for granted”, “this is exactly the change we have been asking for.”  And “I’m excited”.  Is it true that good will come of this?  Yes… Eventually.  But I need you to be in the reality of what is happening here.  A person who gets in a high-speed car crash can one day put their life together in order to create a whole new better normal.  They can weave the experience into their life in a way that adds to them, instead of diminishes them.  But what comes first is pain.  What comes first is that moment where they are lying on the side of the road looking at a shattered life.  What comes first is a reckoning with the people whose lives have been lost, pills that must be swallowed and years of rehabilitation.  When humanity chose what road to walk down when they came to the crossroads years ago, they chose the path of pain and crisis to awakening.  I remember the sick feeling I had in my stomach when I saw it.  I remember the look on the faces of those I told. 

shutterstock_1150971305 (2).jpgIt doesn’t matter whether or not you see a crisis coming, it pulls the rug out from under you just the same.  We boarded a plane that flew into the night and upon waking in the morning the very next day, we had woken up to a world forever changed.  Further into separation we go.  Further into prison.  As I find myself in the air in this high speed car crash, no part of me is concerned about a virus or the damage that a virus could do (which is surprising given that I am a person who has a deep respect for submicroscopic pathogens).  What I am concerned about is the real threat in this situation… The decisions being made.  I am concerned with the psychology that created this entire car crash in the first place.  I am concerned with the many conflicts that will arise in association with Covid-19.  And I am the very most concerned with the fact that the collective consciousness of mankind has never been infected with this much fear.  Fear can open the door for people to control you in whatever direction suits their own best interests because fear puts you in a state to want to be told what to do. 

shutterstock_210340990.jpgMankind will find itself divided.  There will be those of us who would gladly give up freedom and certain needs (things like civil liberties, the right to govern their own bodies, the freedom of assembly, the freedom of speech, privacy, the need for human touch and togetherness) for survival and a sense of safety.  Many of those same people would expect you to do the same.  They would even vote for someone to force you to do it.  On the other side of this polarity, there are those of us who have a deep understanding that to caretake life is much more complex than simply making sure that life is long.  Those of us who would gladly risk death to really live.  We would fight for those freedoms and that closeness which are about to be sacrificed on the alter of humanity’s desire to prevent death, no matter the cost to life.          

shutterstock_1124757491.jpgYou must understand that no matter whether you believe that this entire crisis was intentionally created or whether you believe that it is an organic crisis that is simply being responded to, both stories have the same ending.  Both are a recipe for control.  People do not want control because of malevolence.  They want it so they can bring about what they want.  They want it so they can prevent what they don’t want.  They want control so they can create that perfect vision of a world that is free of crime, disease, poverty, unhappiness and death.  They are not awakened enough to see the reality that using control to try to accomplish this will only bring about the things they are trying to prevent faster.  When we are threatened, we respond with control.  And totalitarianism is the apex of control.  You must understand that even if you do not believe that Covid-19 is a carefully crafted set up for justified control, that the entire world will be saying “we cannot afford for this to ever happen again”.  It is in the measures that will be justified with that sentence that you stand to lose so much.  The question is: Will you choose to give those things away?        

shutterstock_1648211998.jpgThe stage is being set for health to be the new form of discrimination.  The stage is being set for militarization, suspension of freedoms and rights, changes in the law that allow indefinite detention, the banning of physical forms of finance, censorship, compulsory vaccination and other forced medical procedures and treatments, tracking, certain activities and businesses being permitted and others outlawed.  The stage is being set for war… the ultimate form of conflict.  And many people will support this recipe because of their fear of death.  These people may perceive there to be a right way and a wrong way to die.  They may believe that death in and of itself is wrong.  They do not understand that when someone’s life is saved, their death is not prevented.  It is postponed.  Many will support this recipe in the name of public safety.  Others are approaching a day where they may very well be forced to choose whether to adapt to these changes and let go of freedom and rights because it will be the only way to experience the basic human right to be with other people.  Which is why I say that we are approaching a day where we will be forced to choose what matters more to us… Freedom or connection.  If not for safety, would you give up freedoms and rights for the sake of being allowed to be near those you love?  Because the recipe is set for this to be the leverage that those with authority will use to force compliance.

shutterstock_264466154.jpgIn the middle of this crisis, we are suspended in the air.  We are suspended in uncertainty.  The rug of normal life has been pulled out from under our feet.  And in the upheaval of uncertainty, all that is left as solid ground is values.  What is it that matters most to you?  What is important?  What is it that you truly want?  One of the ways to arrive at this answer is to ask yourself, would I let myself be tracked at all times and give away the sovereignty over my body and live in a digital world in order to be allowed to participate in society… to go to those places, to be close to those people?  For most people, the answer to this question will be yes; especially if those people are people that we love and people that we need… which is what makes it such insidious leverage.  You can ask yourself, if I knew that it would save my own life or my child’s life, would I agree to the end of civil liberties and the end of freedom and the end of togetherness and say yes to economic collapse and the suffering that brings for the rest of humanity?  Is safety really always first?  Stop looking for what answer is right or wrong and answer it for yourself.  Your values reside in your heart and in your heart alone.    

It is common in a crisis that we want to ‘return to normal’ as quickly as possible.  It is a kind of denial that we become stuck in that returning to what was is even possible.  There is no returning in this situation.  This is not a temporary disruption of your normal life.  This is the beginning of a totally different way of life.   We are headed towards a new normal.  But that new normal, contrary to what optimists would have you believe, is not a normal that you are wanting.  You need to see where humanity is headed with your eyes completely open in order to make the right decisions for you personally in terms of what to do about it.         

shutterstock_357969482.jpgThere is one thing that this crisis has already shown us… How fast of a change can happen if humanity is united in a common goal.  Humanity has passed the crossroads, but that does not diminish the truth that in each moment exists a crossroads.  Imagine the world we could live in if we opened our eyes and responded to this crisis or to world hunger or poverty or homelessness or environmental crisis in a synchronized way.  Imagine if each member of humanity understood that human life and wellbeing is community, that microbes are not the enemy, that all things in this universe are interdependent, that wellness is dependent on the emotional and mental (not just physical), that even though you can’t have quality of life without life, quality of life is more important than survival.  Imagine the world we could live in if each person understood that life does not remain life in a state of isolation.

shutterstock_564443299.jpgWhen your normal is collapsed to ruins at your feet (like your normal is today) you are individually at a crossroads.  You get to ask yourself what part of that old normal you wish to return to.  We arrived at this place because of that old normal.  We arrived here because of so much that it lacked.  So as we are spinning in slow motion through the air, we get to ask ourselves what parts of that old normal do we wish to resurrect and which parts do we wish to retire and which parts do we want to build for the very first time?  During this crash and on the other side of this crash, will you choose isolation or connection?  Will you choose freedom or chains?  Will you choose self-defense or kindness?  Will you choose coping mechanisms or change?  Will you choose to stay unconscious or to awaken?  Will you choose fear or love?  What future will you choose to step into?         

Disaster can be an invitation for a stronger rat cage or a breaking of the rat cage all together.  And so much of whether it becomes one or the other depends on individual people and which one they consciously choose... or comply to.                                  

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Thank you so much for writting this!

As you say, we are relationaly depended, so how can we be without people? Like isn't choosing not to comply just gets us cut off from both freedom and connection?

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I feel really hopeless now and dont know if i even want to live through such a situation. The things to choose between contradict each other. i probably will need to be tracked and vaccined to be near loved ones or to participate in life. so i have to give up one thing for another thing. so i must chose chains for connection? i need to comply to the fear based dictatorship and limitations for connection? why cant i have connection and freedom at the same time?! why to i need to choose here to lose something one way or the other? 

I cannot understand what i did wrong that i have to be threatened and forced to comply to things i dont want so badly? Im really hopeless and angry and sad right now.

The recent days i said again and again: im not afraid of a virus, im afraid of those people that want restrictions so badly. im afraid of those people who destroy life because they want to live "healthy and safe" (those who lived unhealthy and like crap until now) and are willing to give up life for that. That makes me so angry at those people and i feel trapped and HURT and destroyed. i hate humanity for doing that to themselves and to me..

i dont want to have to chose and be hurt by my own choices! because i always leave one thing that I need in favor for some other thing.

This is unfair and hopeless. my life is useless and meant to be suffering only. im so hopeless and depressed right now....

what are the young people thinking about this? they are wanting this whole crap probably. there are people telling them how important vaccines are and they will say yes and comply and shit their pants because of a virus, while they just until now took drugs and threatened themselves in all kinds of ways...

life is over. this will be no life anymore worth living.

and when i tell this to other people they will say thats pessimistic and im a bad person, not fun to be around, because im really hurt and concerned about whats happening... i dont want this form of "connection" anyways. get happy with your vaccine crap and go on being fake and dishonest with each other you shit humanity. i hate you.

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I feel like I want to vomit right now. Taking this perspective in makes me feel so powerless and in pain that I don´t know what to do with it. If this is the future, I don´t want to live here. I want connection AND freedom. This feels so wrong I am deeply in pain. I worked the last few years on my traumas and wounds so that, now, for the first time since childhood I understand what closeness and connection even means and how deeply deeply I crave it and need it.
And now this..  😞 
Puh.. 😞 😞 😞 
Thank you for writing this, I saw this probability as my worst case scenario but I fervently was hoping it wouldn´t take place.

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4 hours ago, my-alteregos-and-me said:

I feel really hopeless now and dont know if i even want to live through such a situation. The things to choose between contradict each other. i probably will need to be tracked and vaccined to be near loved ones or to participate in life. so i have to give up one thing for another thing. so i must chose chains for connection? i need to comply to the fear based dictatorship and limitations for connection? why cant i have connection and freedom at the same time?! why to i need to choose here to lose something one way or the other? 

I cannot understand what i did wrong that i have to be threatened and forced to comply to things i dont want so badly? Im really hopeless and angry and sad right now.

The recent days i said again and again: im not afraid of a virus, im afraid of those people that want restrictions so badly. im afraid of those people who destroy life because they want to live "healthy and safe" (those who lived unhealthy and like crap until now) and are willing to give up life for that. That makes me so angry at those people and i feel trapped and HURT and destroyed. i hate humanity for doing that to themselves and to me..

i dont want to have to chose and be hurt by my own choices! because i always leave one thing that I need in favor for some other thing.

This is unfair and hopeless. my life is useless and meant to be suffering only. im so hopeless and depressed right now....

what are the young people thinking about this? they are wanting this whole crap probably. there are people telling them how important vaccines are and they will say yes and comply and shit their pants because of a virus, while they just until now took drugs and threatened themselves in all kinds of ways...

life is over. this will be no life anymore worth living.

and when i tell this to other people they will say thats pessimistic and im a bad person, not fun to be around, because im really hurt and concerned about whats happening... i dont want this form of "connection" anyways. get happy with your vaccine crap and go on being fake and dishonest with each other you shit humanity. i hate you.

You wrote something honest. I feel like you. I neither feel like "oh awesome, so much love and light" and I don't understand how people can feel like that right now and why they write it. I feel depressed and slow brained and sad. But you know what's even worse, the people you reject are all parts of you mirrored externally and it's hard to take it like that. 

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Hey guys !! I totally get each of you ! Like it makes me so sick as well , takes away my hope for life . 
 

the only thing that helps me in those times , especially when I’m looking at such a degree of powerlessness within me , I relealize that in order to even experience this amount of powerlessness,it must come from an unresolved childhood wound. Otherwise how could it even accur in the present? I’m sure most of us have been super traumatized in ways , having abusive parents that don’t care at all how we feel . Well ..there are definitely 1000  connections between our childhoods and the times now! It’s a good opportunity to resolve these states , because that’s the only power we have left . I hope that helps a bit !!! I totally get you guys :((

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Great analogy of a car mid air. This article puts very well to words what I am feeling. The toughest part for me is to see people even defending more rules and control as if I'm a mad man, challenging new "measurements". The reaction "you don't want this to happen again, do you?". Sigh.

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36 minutes ago, Integrator said:

Great analogy of a car mid air. This article puts very well to words what I am feeling. The toughest part for me is to see people even defending more rules and control as if I'm a mad man, challenging new "measurements". The reaction "you don't want this to happen again, do you?". Sigh.

This is exactly the reaction I'm facing. Having every manipulation possible used. Implying that I'm crazy. 

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What if you were already almost isolated? And the crisis didn’t change anything seriously in your life? I yet don’t feel any pressure of isolation. Even before, I was rejected by people and I decided to isolate myself because no one accepted me for who I am. I don’t care if I have to be in my house for the rest of my life. Because I have anyway been afraid of people and no one ever wanted to connect with me. 

 

I’m ok with doing my own things at home. And I never thought my state of isolation can possibly ever change. I never thought I can possibly be accepted or loved. And people may say it’s useless to live this way. But I’m actually enjoying myself. 

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Teal, I do hope you read these comments and maybe give us a better understanding.

this blog post has given me an anxiety attack and I see others have felt so bad reading it too. It’s the feeling if powerlessness and lack of hope that is just hard to bear.

What do you mean choose between freedom and connection? How is that even a choice? Because honestly, almost everyone would choose connection, it’s one of our most basic needs. Heck, everything we do is for that. So to choose between connection and freedom is a 0 sum game in my opinion.

What am I supposed to do? Never see my parents living in another country again if I don’t get a vaccine or get chipped? Even maybe lose my partner that would still want to travel and go about out life. Never see my friends back home again? Even the fact that I can move to a different country and start a new life is a freedom.

I can’t even go at a protest against whatever measures they will take because now all gatherings over x amount of people will be banned. They solved that one beautifully huh?

Shall I lock myself in my house and don’t participate in any way at the social life so I won’t get vaxxed or chipped or whatever they will do to me? How is that quality of life too?

And if it’s not about that, then what is it about? What exactly should we be paying attention to? And where is that most likely to happen? The US, China, Africa, Europe? 
i know it’s a sensitive topic and maybe you can’t be fully out there about it but half of the info is only giving me (us) more anxiety of confusion.

I really hope you can be more explicit about it and make us understand. 
Thank you, love you! 

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1 hour ago, Ana Stroe said:

Teal, I do hope you read these comments and maybe give us a better understanding.

this blog post has given me an anxiety attack and I see others have felt so bad reading it too. It’s the feeling if powerlessness and lack of hope that is just hard to bear.

What do you mean choose between freedom and connection? How is that even a choice? Because honestly, almost everyone would choose connection, it’s one of our most basic needs. Heck, everything we do is for that. So to choose between connection and freedom is a 0 sum game in my opinion.

What am I supposed to do? Never see my parents living in another country again if I don’t get a vaccine or get chipped? Even maybe lose my partner that would still want to travel and go about out life. Never see my friends back home again? Even the fact that I can move to a different country and start a new life is a freedom.

I can’t even go at a protest against whatever measures they will take because now all gatherings over x amount of people will be banned. They solved that one beautifully huh?

Shall I lock myself in my house and don’t participate in any way at the social life so I won’t get vaxxed or chipped or whatever they will do to me? How is that quality of life too?

And if it’s not about that, then what is it about? What exactly should we be paying attention to? And where is that most likely to happen? The US, China, Africa, Europe? 
i know it’s a sensitive topic and maybe you can’t be fully out there about it but half of the info is only giving me (us) more anxiety of confusion.

I really hope you can be more explicit about it and make us understand. 
Thank you, love you! 

I'm having exactly the same kinds of doubts! 

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15 hours ago, Ana Stroe said:

What do you mean choose between freedom and connection? How is that even a choice? Because honestly, almost everyone would choose connection, it’s one of our most basic needs. Heck, everything we do is for that. So to choose between connection and freedom is a 0 sum game in my opinion.

What am I supposed to do? Never see my parents living in another country again if I don’t get a vaccine or get chipped? 

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Shall I lock myself in my house and don’t participate in any way at the social life so I won’t get vaxxed or chipped or whatever they will do to me? How is that quality of life too?

you nailed it!  I dont understand this "choose between freedom and connection" as well. 

when you choose egoistical and fearful, you will in this case comply with the conditions for staying "safe" and therefor be vaxxed, chipped, tracked, stamped and lose together with that everything that life is actually there for: being free, making own choices and being under our own control with our own values and not be fearfully under someone elses control and give in with 'their' own interests (which will be not our best interests). 

By saying yes you want to postpone your own feared death. isnt that egoistical and self-centered? and with those people we should then expect  real connection with? i mean with compliance we "buy" the ability to "connect" with who? narcicistic cowards??! what kind of connection will this be...

Second: She said: when you succumb and give up on your rights for the sake of postponing your own feared death (and will therefor maybe want to force others to do the same) you will therefor speed up what you try to prevent anyways.

so does this make any sense? why would you want to do that then? thats the second argument against giving in. 

so whats left? isolation? How can it be wrong then to choose the isolation?

question to myself: is the chosen isolation then the statement: im IN for REAL connection? not this narcisitic fear-fake-shit-"connection"?

I dont understand. these are just my thoughts... im so confused.

when we are the outcasts then, do we have to die? do the "good", "safe", """"healthy"""", clean and vaccined society leave us to die or will we get punished and will suffer hell on earth? 

 

(Bill Gates is working on a 'quantum dot tattoo' or 'id 2020' to identify those who have not been vaccinated by the way. there is something written in the bible about stuff like that, but thats just for people who do actually believe in that)

 

Teal, please help us out.

... for now im just really hopeless and my anger just covers that up.

 

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teal knows exactly what she is doing. she is not spreading fear for no reason. this is an extremely loving act to get the truth from someone who is watching from a higher perspective. she's taking the risk of her information rippling out and plunging us all into rock bottom, because that is FAR better than figuring it out slowly, the hard way, unconsciously, through the mirror of our realities, AFTER freedoms have been taken away. Is this not a macrocosm of our whole life? We wake up later in life to traumas that happened when we were 0 and we've already (collectively) made a billion decisions that distorted our sense of sovereignty. We all know the sooner you authentically face those shadows the faster you create momentum for change. yes it seems impossibly overwhelming - but you can't go back to sleep, so you do what you can and sharpen your sword of wisdom every day. get really clear with your eyes open and take responsibility for your life in any way that you can. there is in insane amount of love in the universe for us. so much that it will not let us just float through life without learning REAL lessons that change you in incredible ways and shatter your ideas of what's possible. no plant shouts at the wind and the rain for blowing it over. it taps into its own innate intelligence and grows stronger. tap into your inner intelligence and work with people doing the same. please do not give up and abandon your heart. the second you choose yourself you allow others to do the same.

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