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cocoa-3005624_640.jpgCacao takes up residence in the heart like a feverish smile.  You feel your pupils dilate.  The slightest hint of dizziness tints your perception.  It becomes difficult to feel bad.  The sensation comes up the sides of your face and forehead, slowing everything down and making it feel like everything in the world is in its right place.  You feel alive and you feel connected, but there is no sense of urgency to the movement of life.  The spirit of the shamanic medicine of cacao likes to move in clockwise spirals.  The physical medicine itself likes to be made in that way too.  Each ingredient added tentatively, like a slow dance.  It tells you when it is ready.  At a certain point the energy field of the mixture will bloom.  When it blooms, it means the ingredients have activated, have achieved coherent resonance and together they have oriented externally.  This is the point at which it will do its work within a human body.  Like all shamanic medicines, cacao is highly esoteric.  It feels as if it holds a secret; some kind of doorway to a specific aspect of this universe that is unknown to the average person in their day-to-day life. 

bali-325452_640.jpgI often facilitate cacao ceremonies in Philia.  Costa Rica is known for its production of cacao.  You can find some of the most pure and strongest cacao in the world here.  I have developed a little habit of visiting the cacao venders and farms in any area I travel to in search of the very best I can find.  So much affects the vitality and flavor of a cacao bean that no cacao is the same.  You also never know what essence a specific cacao ceremony medicine is going to hold until it reveals itself to you during the awakening of the ingredients phase of preparing the medicine.  Last night the cacao I made turned out to be personal truth.  In each person that ingested it, it first opened their heart in order to extract their personal truth and then carried that truth up the neck to the brain. 

Last week was one of my favorite Completion Process Practitioner trainings I have held.  I ended up in front of the most inquisitive group.  The curiosity they all shared made for conversation that pushed the boundaries of human perception.  They spent half of the week laughing with me and the other half bravely facing themselves so as to break through the murky prison of their unconscious.  Last night, as the ceremony came to a close, we were all left in the raw but free feeling of deep quiet that follows truly great shadow exploration.  It is one of my favorite feeling flavors available to the human experience. 

network-3537401_640.jpgToday, as sad as it is that we are all going out in different directions within the world, I feel a deep satisfaction.  I see each person who is being trained to facilitate this process as a kind of positive virus.  Each one has come to awaken to truths yet unknown to the world.  Not knowing these truths, this world is in the darkness of unconsciousness.  Suffering continues needlessly.  People live in a state of causation with no access to free will and no awareness that they do not in fact act from free will.  You cannot un-see what is seen.  By awakening in this way, by being taught how to end this unconsciousness and the suffering that comes from it, awakened people are like points of light spreading across the planet.  Unconsciousness can be like a virus that spreads from one generation to the next.  But so can awakening.  And so in a way, each person that I train to awaken is like a soldier for collective awakening whom by going out into their part of the world, will positively infect the world.  This makes me feel ease inside because it means that no matter what happens to me, it is unstoppable. 

 frederic and I.jpgSomething happened to me yesterday that was completely amazing and also painful.  One of my trainees asked about how the Completion Process might effect a medical device implanted in her heart.  I made a tiny joke during my response about the ‘simple things she can do to avoid death’.  But there was almost no return laughter amongst the attendees.  Instead, they looked terrified as if they were taking a huge risk.  I could not figure out their reaction for a second until it dawned on me that being in my very different perspective prevented me from seeing where people’s perceptions of their lives actually are.  I was so taken aback that I stopped the entire discussion to begin questioning them so as to gain awareness myself.  A bit of my own reality cracked.  Instead of spending the first hour monitoring the trainees in their sessions, I sat with Frederic (my very close fellow HSP friend pictured at left) and Graciela... And I cried. 

blur-close-up-crystal-ball-2212953.jpgSomething that happens on the path of awakening is that you develop the capacity to see (if not at the very least feel) most of what you are a match to in the near and even distant future.  Some of us, like myself, are born seeing these life path potentials and knowing which one we are headed towards.  If you see these things, it is not an option to live in the illusion of safety, which is where I realized yesterday that most people are.  You see the plethora of different potentials for death that exist.  Life feels more like it does in a video game where the potentials for your avatar to die are just a side step away.  As a result, some days you will see someone like me getting into the car with absolutely no worry.  Some days, you will see me white knuckling my way down the road in the car.  Other days, you will see me refuse to get into the car in the first place.  We all take our own perception for granted, including me.  We see the color of a flower and we assume that all people see the exact same color.  I know I have more access to awareness than other people, but I do not often know to what degree.  I had assumed that people have at least a feeling for what they are a match to experiencing in the future.  But I realized this week that most do not.  For most people, their future is literally a cloud of only hopes and dreams and fears…  It is entirely unknown.  This girl who asked me the question about her heart could not feel that she was not a match to death.  She could not feel that she, with her device in her heart, was less of a match to death than half of the people in the room.  Which is why she did not laugh at the way that I teased her and I did laugh.  I can see it is not a risk.  And she cannot.  And this broke my heart for so many reasons.       

Like most things, this lack of awareness is a blessing and it is a curse.  On the one hand, she does not have to see it if her partner becomes a match to another person in his or her future other than her.  She does not have to live with the feeling that risk and even death is a sidestep away.  She can wake up with the comfort that this life is infinite and there will always be tomorrow.  She doesn’t have to suffer the torture of watching her loved ones choose to walk down a path that will lead to their suffering and her suffering along with them.  She doesn’t have to beat herself up on the off chance that she doesn’t see something in the future, she can tell herself that it is ok to make a mistake because she couldn’t have known.

drops-of-water-578897_640.jpgBut there is a flip side.  It is this flip side that made me cry.  So many choices that are made have a ripple effect so large that it is difficult to breathe when you grasp the scope of it.  Those of us who see these life paths are condemned to see the ripple effect.  What if you knew that the action you took today would make it so that if nothing else changed their course, in 20 years your child would become a drug addict?  Chances are, you would change the action you take.  Can you imagine the torture of knowing that someone else’s action will have that ripple effect in the future and watching them continue on their course because they just don’t see it.  Can you imagine the powerlessness to stopping it?  Can you imagine knowing how much you will suffer because of that thing you cannot stop because you cannot stop them from taking their current course of action.  It is like being in a boat and knowing that you are heading towards a waterfall.  But watching others smile and tell you that you are just paranoid while they paddle toward the cliff.  It puts you in a moral dilemma.  If you get off the boat, you save yourself no grief because you lose the people on the boat and you abandon them to that fate alone.  If you stay on the boat, you suffer too and maybe even die.

I cried because if people have no awareness, including no awareness of what they are a match to, there is so much less promise of stopping the ripple effect of pain on this planet.  So much less promise of escaping the powerlessness and pain of watching people walk down a path that you know will lead to not only their suffering, but your own.  I arrived at a beautiful place yesterday, but a place that feels no less scary than before.  When you have awoken to the place where you see that all things in the universe are a part of you and that you are a part of all things in this universe, everything in the universe begins to feel like an organ within your own body.  Nothing can hurt without you hurting or feel joy without you feeling joy.  There is no way to disconnect from any of it.  And so it is not as if when people take action to head towards the waterfall (using the previous analogy) that you can just let them crash without yourself being impacted.  To love is to take something as part of yourself.  Love is not a choice when you awaken because it is the only choice.  It is the only choice because it is the reality... All things are a part of you and you are a part of all things.  You cannot not love, even if you wanted to because you cannot un-see what you have seen.  If it were possible, to do so would be to choose illusion.  And so, all that is left is the bravery to love…  A bravery that people like myself, who see the ripples before they happen, must choose because we can do no other than to be in reality.  To love therefore in the physical dimension, is the greatest risk of all.  And we cannot avoid it no matter how much we may try.     

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3 hours ago, Ryuraven said:

I don't really want to get into a deep discussion here, but I'm just gonna share my point of view on Marcel's comments, do with it what you want.

Marcel said Teal feels guilty for a joke she made. But when I read that, I understood it as her experiencing a painful realization. She cares deeply for other people.

It is exactly this type of thing that causes shame. Crying is good, it is a release of emotion and I assume everyone here knows what bottling it up does. "Purposefully triggering" honestly just makes you an asshole. Teal has made it no secret that she still has healing to do, and triggers are gonna pop up anyway. I honestly doubt she'd take time out of her busy schedule to read comments. If you really know her, talk to her face to face. In a respectful manner. It is possible to make people see their unhealed parts without triggering them.

Part of being human is experiencing the ego. We may all be "god" walking in human shoes. I doubt we decided to take on the ego (or rather, create it) just so we could struggle until we manage to take it off.  To me, making becoming ego-less the end goal sounds like making being non-human in a human body the end goal.

I don't like it when people talk in that type of manner, as if transcending the messy things that make us human is the end goal. Not liking something would be a sign from my higher self that at the very least, it's not right for me. And when I just wrote "the messy things that make us human" that felt good. I'm here in a human body to be human. Sure there may be things to heal or improve, both in myself and society at large. But I don't think that requires getting rid of the ego. If we did not want to experience ego, the lessons we can learn from separation, we would not have chosen to be human. And anyone who talks about the end goal being free from ego just sounds fake to me.

 

When you are totally authentic and emotionally mature, no feedback can harm you. That is the future of mankind... Where anything can be said and we'll not have immature reactions from the underbelly. I am fully healed dude. And almost nobody truly knows what that means. I have realized my godhood, or merged with source consciousness from your perspective. You are god itself, I am not kidding. The big boss. Lol. About my triggering. You have no idea what the true self is like. Brutally honest. And most of humanity cannot take that yet. But these messages serve many purposes. All messages from source are delivered and are designed to rebalance an unbalance. My original messages were meant for Teal. Teal knows what to do. Are you Teal? Are you her caretaker? Are you reacting in her name, do you bare any responsibility for Teal Gicqeau? Because you assume much. Please don't speak for others please. Enjoy your evening.

#godwashere #lol

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Teal... I feel as if I know exactly what you describe above.  Something similar happens to me on a somewhat regular basis where I will make some small comment  while temporarily forgetting that I'm coming from a completely different vantage point than a lot of people, and when my comment is heard (seen) through the seemingly far more common lens of our current culture, I can then see the way my comment might have been heard and I'm immediately struck by a feeling of a vast distance between what I'm seeing and what others sometimes see....It can feel a bit like a shock as it's easy to forget in daily interactions...or the distance can even be not apparent at all, at the level of every-day interactions....that is, until it is!

I rarely have time to read your blog, as much as I'd love to, but I'm so glad I read this one.  who's not drawn to cacao!....and apparently cacao is what it took to bring me to this page that's helped me feel a little less isolated in this experience.

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On 3/1/2018 at 9:44 PM, Marcel said:

When you are totally authentic and emotionally mature, no feedback can harm you. That is the future of mankind... Where anything can be said and we'll not have immature reactions from the underbelly. I am fully healed dude. And almost nobody truly knows what that means. I have realized my godhood, or merged with source consciousness from your perspective. You are god itself, I am not kidding. The big boss. Lol. About my triggering. You have no idea what the true self is like. Brutally honest. And most of humanity cannot take that yet. But these messages serve many purposes. All messages from source are delivered and are designed to rebalance an unbalance. My original messages were meant for Teal. Teal knows what to do. Are you Teal? Are you her caretaker? Are you reacting in her name, do you bare any responsibility for Teal Gicqeau? Because you assume much. Please don't speak for others please. Enjoy your evening.

#godwashere #lol

Have you watched Teal's latest video? 

Because from everything you've said in all of these comments give me the same feeling I get when listening to most spiritual teachers/guru's. 

It feels like talking to a mountain that is convinced anything smaller than it has no right to speak. 

I said I'd share my point of view, yet you tell me not to speak for others, which I did not.

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5 hours ago, Ryuraven said:

Have you watched Teal's latest video? 

Because from everything you've said in all of these comments give me the same feeling I get when listening to most spiritual teachers/guru's. 

Exactly

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16 hours ago, Ryuraven said:

Have you watched Teal's latest video? 

Because from everything you've said in all of these comments give me the same feeling I get when listening to most spiritual teachers/guru's. 

It feels like talking to a mountain that is convinced anything smaller than it has no right to speak. 

I said I'd share my point of view, yet you tell me not to speak for others, which I did not.

What I am doing here is to actually make people think and triggers are the best way to advance pieces of the puzzle, okay? You hold those pieces, Teal holds pieces, her vids are sometimes the result of triggers I bring. I have actually provided inspiration for some of her vids. All of us are working towards healing of the One. Which is you too.

This is the planet of free choice. I make use of Arcturian/Sirian/Pleiadian healing grids. These grids allow me to channel the best words for you to heal. Triggers heal. You know this, and you will become such a healer as well some day. Enjoy your weekend.

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1) I don’t even care for chocolate that much, but I am now DESPERATE to get my hands on some decent chocolate 

2) Shit! I’ve been trying to figure out how to participate in the workaday world with my sensitivities. I thought the answer was to shut them off, or that I was over-exaggerating  but this blog made me realize that I’m not.

For example; the energy where I was yesterday was ripe with potential for accidents and bodily harm. I went out into the world a bit—saw that it was, indeed, full-on, and shut down everything on my agenda that involved that potential for me. I probably won’t have the luxury of doing that much longer.

i asked my friend; how do people make themselves go do it on days like today? She said that they don’t feel it.

 

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You had me at "Cacao takes up residence in the heart like a feverish smile."     Thanks for your potent, multi-layered sharing and caring.  Mmm - time to go eat some cacao now...and be grateful for the open inquiries of our vulnerable journeys.......  XoX   ;-) 

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On 2/25/2018 at 2:24 PM, Marcel said:

Teal,

You are not responsible for the life choices of the other gods. You have realized your godhood, yes? Or are you still in the ego perception of the One? The second realization is the true One. The neutral perspective, outside of all the boxes. And then you will know this:

The other gods are another perspective of you. But this is the planet of free choice. The planet will enlighten in x thousands of years and you will be here again. As another perspective, you know how the system works. But I am god mirroring you this: You are not the Madonna. Free minds. That is the job you chose. Also to free your own. Part of your learning is to stop crying like a little baby. I have indicated what I sense, a Madonna complex. You'll figure it out.

We are learning a level of emotional maturity not ever before seen. You'll be able to deal with any 'authentic' feedback, right now you still feel guilty about a joke you made... That's what this blog is about. Have you gone through your core shame yet?

You can always visit me.

Love

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I just want to say, this comment is probably technically correct in some way BUT it was so far off, vibrationally, we don't really need to respond. How difficult is it for awakened people to filter other peoples comments out if they don't feel in alignment? I don't mean ignore to make a point, I mean why would I want to follow that? We just stop going down that road, they'll still be there - but we won't. This not something we need to know but something we need to practice.
I personally love how Teal can sometimes open a whole layer of consciousness with one sentence. She has a way of evoking my higher self and I love her for that. This is my feeling about her based on first-hand knowledge of her ministry.  She was highly empathic here. Marcel was somewhere else -but if I go there to correct or save him - I will be there with him. Haven't we spent enough time trying to fix the world? Be what we want the world to be. This is my thought on rude comments don't feed them and they eventually go away.  Thanks for allowing

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5 hours ago, cowboyiam said:

I just want to say, this comment is probably technically correct in some way BUT it was so far off, vibrationally, we don't really need to respond. How difficult is it for awakened people to filter other peoples comments out if they don't feel in alignment? I don't mean ignore to make a point, I mean why would I want to follow that? We just stop going down that road, they'll still be there - but we won't. This not something we need to know but something we need to practice.
I personally love how Teal can sometimes open a whole layer of consciousness with one sentence. She has a way of evoking my higher self and I love her for that. This is my feeling about her based on first-hand knowledge of her ministry.  She was highly empathic here. Marcel was somewhere else -but if I go there to correct or save him - I will be there with him. Haven't we spent enough time trying to fix the world? Be what we want the world to be. This is my thought on rude comments don't feed them and they eventually go away.  Thanks for allowing

Yeah... Teals blogs are meant to advance awareness. Hers and mine and yours. And she knows her writings can comments that may be perceived as rude. But that is a perception of others, my comments are what I feel thus authentic. And you say you want to not feed those comments and not interact with them so they will go away? That is a flight response.... Not authentic at all. Doesn't help you and doesn't help me.

Future society is going to be very direct and every individual is going to be their true self. And humanity has to learn to become emotionally mature and deal with such directness and learn acceptance. But right now, most of them are emotional children. They call these people narcissistic. And it is going to take at least 5 generations before their old behaviours have been unlearned. I have no idea why I channeled this, but it needed to be communicated.

Enjoy your day

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I've actually really been struggling with this as well.. My mom recently got breast cancer. She caught it really early on, and got a mastectomy! Everything should be fine, right?

Except it's not fine, and she isn't getting to the cause of it. That's great that she dealt with this specific cancer, but the fact of the matter is it will likely manifest elsewhere in her body. The path she is choosing is one of severance; sever the part of the body with the cancer, cut off the part of yourself that you don't like, and everything should work out. It is a harsh way to live, and what bothers me the most is she truly believes she has no control over what happens; like many people also believe, cancer is something that simply "happens" to you, and the things that you do about it are just coincidence if they work.

I've tried warning her. I've tried to let her know that unless she makes changes it is guaranteed to show up again. But she does not want to change. Because she is willingly ignoring my perspective, she is in essence choosing to die. Except she doesn't think she is choosing her death. She sees it as just fate. To her, she is a victim. Despite the fact that I have offered everything I can to her, I have had to come to terms with the fact that she will likely die prematurely. After death she will realize it didn't have to be that way... But I have been mourning the fact that this realization will likely not happen in this lifetime. I don't see it hapening.

 

I hope I am wrong.

Edited by Tessa Rae

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My husband is my hero, he saved our marriage and my heart from an unhealthy emotional attachment with my ex. The problem was that I jumped into marriage from a fresh breakup, I never allowed my heart to heal, that’s why I was heavily hunted and distracted to a point that I almost abandoned my husband and our 2 beautiful daughters to my ex. Look how stupid I was to think that my beloved husband of 5 years can be replaced by a bad ass ex-boyfriend. My husband proved that real men still exist despite all the embarrassment I brought to him, he didn’t let go, he rather worked with Dr. Wakina through his love spell to untie me from the unhealthy emotional attachment with my ex. Now my eyes are open to cherish the beautiful family I have, I also realised the meaning of true love. I’m hoping to do more than what Dr. Wakina via dr.wakinalovetemple@gmail.com did for me. Thanks to my husband for letting me share this story. Remain blessed.

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