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A Very Real Risk

 An empty canvass sits on an easel in front of the window with an expanse of tropical landscape behind it.  The paints are neatly arranged next to it; the paintbrushes dry and waiting.  I want to paint on it.  I can feel the pressure of art yet to be expressed inside me.  Over the last few months, it has felt like these creations paintings-316440_640.jpgwaiting to be born are on backorder.  


aircraft-1555434_640.jpgA close friend of mine has a saying… Starting a business is like making a plane take off of the runway.  Everyone involved has to put everything they have into it and in the beginning it is tense and sometimes rocky and then after a bit it stabilizes.
philia sign.jpgThis retreat center (though it ties in with my mission and current business perfectly) is in reality, a brand new business.  Since the second we decided to go ahead with it, it has taken every last drop of sweat, every breath and every minute for every person involved.  None of us have been able to focus on our respective role within the organization because of everything we have had to get done.  Instead of fulfill my usual role, I have had to sort out details with design and direct contractors and workers and shop for necessities and haul things in pick up trucks.  At this point everyone on the team feels guilty for having ever been upset at the price any of us ever had to pay for a hotel or any other hospitality service (having seen what goes into the back end of a retreat).  It is a crazy amount of work and the minute something goes right, something else goes wrong.  The kind of pressure we are all under has made the team's collective shadows and wounds surface.  On top of that, the intensely shamanic nature of this property itself is a catalyst.    

teal philia river.jpgTo add to it all, there are people around the world who are so vehemently opposed to my career ( actually mostly to me as a person), that they have decided to dedicate themselves to trying to destroy this retreat center.  The minute that we announced Philia, they began planning how to try to shut it down.  This began with them collectively contacting the FBI and the local police.  Now their efforts are aimed at attending so as to sabotage it from the inside.  They have been targeting both attendees and teachers of the retreat.  We had one teacher resign from doing a retreat here because of the amount of Anti-Teal 'Danger' propaganda sent to her when she announced that she was working with me.  The teacher of the current retreat and many of the prospective attendees have confessed that they too felt deeply insecure coming here because of it.  Essentially, the principal strategy of those who oppose me is to “befriend” people associated with me and then turn them against me.

It has been a frustration being told by some that I should just ignore it all (which can’t happen if they are taking tangible steps).  And on the other hand being told by others that they need my help and a direct response to it all.  As sad as it makes me to say, the reality is that conflict and controversy now surrounds me. 

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customer-563967_640.jpgNow, I am at a point where I literally have to warn people publicly (like I am doing in this blog) that because of the intense dedication of these individuals that have decided they hate me and then banded together to form an Anti Teal group, that people who demonstrate association or alliance with me should expect that they are going to be targeted for conversion by these people. 

I am now facing several issues because of their strategy.  Primarily the fact that this hate group has done such a good job with their fear propaganda and slander that people’s moms and dads and brothers and sisters and friends are getting scared about me and then trying to turn the people they love away from me.  It’s WAY harder to brush off the concerns of a passionate hater than the concerns of someone in your life that you love and whose opinion and connection you care about.  Second, many people do not want to stick their necks out in support of me and be 'shot at' by this hate group too (condemned by association).  Third, even more people than that, are merely conflict avoidant and simply do not want to be involved in the heat and pressure of controversy. 

I feel more like a revolutionary than a spiritual teacher when I see people polarizing around me so dramatically either FOR or AGAINST me as a person.  And to add insult to injury, the shadow aspect of the spiritual field has reared its head in the form of messages from people saying that the reason they are pulling away from me is because they believe in the law of attraction.  And therefore, if I “attract” so much hate and controversy, it must mean something about me as a person.  When they say things like this, I wonder how people can hold such a double standard.  They say that the level of controversy surrounding me is indicative of some dark shadow within me.  And yet, they revere characters like Jesus, Ghandi, Martin Luther King and Joan of Arc.  History has shown us that controversy is not always indicative of people being evil, but people being change.  Many of the biggest game changers on earth end up dead as a result of circumstances like I find myself in today.  As history has shown over and over again, the person who wants to stand up the loudest for change, takes the highest risk and is often the one who suffers the consequences of taking that risk.                            

hustle-and-bustle-1738072_640.jpgThe pressure I am under now is the very reason that people choose to stay small.  I am acutely aware that it is much safer socially to do so.  That is sad to me.  This is what people are trying to avoid by holding themselves back.  The reality is that launching anything in the hopes of success, just like you do when you push the throttle on a plane to launch it into the air, is a risk.  It is a risk that you’ll never be ready for.  And so, rather than provide any solution today, I would like to end this blog by inviting you to ask yourself the question… What am I afraid of that is currently making me hold myself back?  By taking a risk to ‘really go for it’, whatever that may be, what is it that I risk?


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nobody cant take away the teachings i learn from you and there is a whole world of people feeling like me and i think we are so grateful to you more than the hate they focus on you and fuck yeah is more louder cause is LOVE. future generations going to remember you and you can deal with those motherfuckers you get through your childhood , your teen years and you become who youre now...you mean to us a lot and dragon or not im by your side ,i admire that i see inmyself in you and that is something just autenticity can give us thanks teal mary

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Dear Teal, from the other side of the world if you need to borrow my energy to help you, it is yours whenever you need it.

Support and Love - Crystal Rob, NZ

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A spiritual teacher who saw your work felt that you have expanded too fast. 

Practitioners and teachers of your work should have a substainable amount of experience in your work and knowledge of how hate group works. 

With this, they will know what to do. Even lord buddha knew the importance of preparatory and boundary setting. He gave guidelines to disciples the dos and don'ts. He trained them for a period of time before going to the next level.

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Hi Teal,

have you seen the movie Amadeus ? It seems quite obvious, what's happening. It's just hard to imagine any shift in human consciousness, if even the people from the community that knows, helps and inspires fight each other.

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Dear Teal, i can see that you're exhausted by all of that controversy and hate about you. I can very understand that and hope you are being gentle with yourselve now. I have been at the New Years Europian Gathering and it was amazing - lifechanging and purely magical. I'm so grateful for your work and especially that you have brought us wonderful souls all together. Lots of Love, Esther

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Hello Teal,

I like to thank you for the great 'input' that you gave me to become more aware of myself and of course for the beautiful Completion Process!

You are like a clear mirror to my soul (and inner self) and it helps me greatly to grow and become more authentic. That is a priceless gift for me. Thank you so much! You are a beautiful person!

People that are mentally captured by strange ideas about you as a person, and full of negative emotions, are just stuck because they cannot reach there own peacefull inner self. I am really concerned when they see themselves as "spiritual aware"....  because in my opinion they could not be further away from it.

Much love!

 

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In search for more wisdom I stumbled upon you. Love your insights.. they resonate tremendously. Even though the majority is not quite so ready and prefers to hold on to their own 'safety', I admire your drive to keep on reflecting.

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Teal, after sending Reiki healing energy to you this morning by holding the Onyx that you held so often during the day at the Auckland NZ workshop,  it came to me that there is actually a little piece of you in all our hearts - in those that you have touched and help start their journey. And so, like a Terrorist group that has no head, if we simply take your message and carry on, touching others with your Completion techniques, we, like the terrorist acting on his own, can operate independently from you. The haters can then never ever shut you completely down otherwise they would have to shut us all down. What I have to lose is my life but I will never lose my soul. So your message is being spread way over here as well as all across the world by us all.

And so your message to us of "Do what you can, from where you are with what you have" rings out like a bell across the world. Gratitude. My sunglasses are on.

Kia kaha

Crystal Rob

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Congratulations!  You're creating a big wave!  You are revolutionary, and that is what is happening now, Revolution, these are the times, and we desperately need leaders speaking the big truth. So good for you, and the way I see it, is that these polarities are an indication of the result of someone really making a difference, and the more you're on one extreme end of the spectrum, the general rule seems to be the other end reacts as strongly.  It comes with the territory, perhaps we won't see it smooth out in our lifetime, but we need to keep that ball rollin' for our future generations.  I stand unwavering in support.  And I urge everyone else to not be weak, don't be scared sheep, think for yourself!

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Hello Teal,

It comes as no surprise to me that you are experiencing these situations now. I tried several times a few years ago to warn you about this through your blogs. Some people here argued with me, suggesting that all we need to do is maintain an attitude of love and light, thereby remaining unaffected by such forces. It simply doesn't work like that.

Once one reaches a level of work and outward expression where we become a potential threat to the system, all manner of forces come into play to stop us. This has nothing to do with our internal state of being. It has nothing to do with the vibration we hold, other than the fact that that vibration threatens the system by its very nature. You gave excellent examples of this situation by naming certain historical figures in your blog post.

I understand exactly what you are going through. I have been there numerous times in the past throughout my 40+ years of creating various ventures which represented a threat to the system. The system knows what you are trying to do. It doesn't matter that you do not consider it to be an enemy. It doesn't matter that your intentions are of the highest order. It doesn't matter that you seek peace. Your actions and plans threaten the system. It is simply reacting as it knows to do.

I suggest you surround yourself with at least a few people familiar with this situation. People who have been there and know how to respond. People who can counter these negative forces in creative ways without being pulled down energetically. I can assure you this is possible.

I am willing to help with boots on the ground. I have been following your activities for a number of years, and I support your intentions. I believe you have much to offer the world at this time, but you need a lot more help of a certain skilled nature, now that your work has reached this level of effect.

If you wish to discuss this in more detail, you have my email address. I tried to reach you through Blake about a month ago, but received no response.

In Peace,
Richard Miller

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Teal, we are with you.

We are a million points of light who carry you in our hearts, because you went first through the darkness and then showed us the way. I don't care what anyone says, I KNOW what you have done for all of us. You are an incredibly courageous and wise woman. Thank you for all that you do, every moment of every day. Thank you for your vision and your efforts.

Think of the thousands, no millions, maybe billions of people, just like me, who you have helped change their lives; no just put on bandaids or take a 'think positive' pill.  You have only helped those who wanted to help themselves be at peace with themselves. You offered us tools to use for ourselves.  You offered us wisdom and insights so we could find our way through our own dark caverns. You recommended that we look inside ourselves and ask deep questions. This is the most powerful work I've ever done.

What scares me is anything that keeps me from my soul's path.

I recently thought - what's the worst they can do to me? And the answer was - NOTHING. 

Because 'they' can't keep my soul from SHINING.

Just keep shining, dearest Teal,

Just keep SHINING!

 

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Teal, 

I feel you on the difficulty of starting a new business and, certainly, coming against adversity in any new venture is most certainty a source of frustration. I can tell you, as a passive observer and in all honesty, those that I know who are cool on your work often cite the fact that you provide psychological feedback to people but have no real training to do so. I, and many others, put in long hours of reading, study, guidance, inner work etc to gain degrees, consider all perspectives and to have a professional approach and perspective on therapy, especially those who incorporate transpersonal and spiritual elements in their work. Your views on suicide, the position of authority you assume as relates to people's subjective experiences, the position of being a distinct/unique soul who is innately an "oracle", of sorts, who has the ability to provide definitive answers and perspectives, are all dangerous positions to assume with emotional volatile individuals. Additionally, your back story doesn't really check out which puts you in a very  position, again, amongst those individuals who have endured heavy trauma and look to you as some form of savant when it comes to dealing with trauma of a severe nature. I am morally opposed to engaging in smear campaign with people but I've been watching your process, and the ensuing drama, for long enough to share that there are professionals in the realms you set yourself forth as an authority in who see quite clearly your limitations and the dangers that those limitations pose. 

This could be erased, your followers could attack or you could take this as sober feedback and good for thought.

Please, also, reconsider conflating your process with those of political and social revolutionaries. I've worked very closely with those who have faced very real and sustained danger for their political and social actions (no need to name drop here), and your detractors are quite different. At least those I know. People have an issue with feeling deceived about issues and professionals, as stated above, have an issue with your obvious lack of training and the damage that can/has caused. Big difference between those things and governments seeks to kill someone for radicalized activities. 

Respectfully,

Kentyah Fraser (real name: no reason to hide!)

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Oh.My.God.

Teal, thank you SO MUCH for sharing this, and walking the example of authenticity that Ive seen you talk about in several of the Synchronicity events.  

I feel triggered/activated because I had something very similar happen, but on a micro level compared to this (it was within my immediate family though, and that loss of trust and betrayal hurt especially deep).

I feel such a lack of understanding for those who are attacking you and the movement.  I just "dont" get it.  The same way I still have NO idea why my family chose to turn on me in that way as well.  Its so confusing to me when people fail to recognize obvious truth.  Your work and your descriptions of your own extrasensory abilities has been helping me come to terms with and better understand my own.  Which is why I just CANNOT understand why ANYONE who resonates with your work could POSSIBLY be turned against it by a hate-group or naysayers.  Do they have so little sense of their own perception of truth?  Your work is so obviously, clearly true.  It goes beyond you as a person, although you are the channel for it.  How can anyone not see that?  It has to be some shadow aspect within themselves.  Thats the ONLY possible explanation I can come up with.  

But thats a 3,000 mile "just" when its ruining your life and digging up your crops ere they"re planted.  I will pray for you and the household and Philia. 

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7 hours ago, Kentyah said:

I can tell you, as a passive observer and in all honesty, those that I know who are cool on your work often cite the fact that you provide psychological feedback to people but have no real training to do so. I, and many others, put in long hours of reading, study, guidance, inner work etc to gain degrees, consider all perspectives and to have a professional approach and perspective on therapy, especially those who incorporate transpersonal and spiritual elements in their work

Kentyah, 

The entire comment of yours is full of gaping holes, but this early section quoted above  immediately jumps out to show your triggers and the shortcomings of your position.   There is  overwhelming evidence  throughout every field of human endeavor to  demonstrate that many of the greatest contributions to our world were  delivered  by people who had no formal training in their given sector.  All too often, while this took place, so-called professionals like you complained and  targeted these people exactly as you have done now.  Fortunately, these people paid no attention and continued on with their work. 

 I am not saying there is nothing in your post for Teal  to consider.  There is, potentially, some good advice in there.  But the basic foundation of your argument is seriously flawed. It would be best for you to reflect on this and examine your triggers. 

Richard Miller

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On 1/3/2017 at 3:09 PM, CHSDOLLS said:

Wait are you seriously suggesting she commit adultery as a way of dealing with the haters?

I am suggesting to bring someone from the hating group in Teal camp - that ex-hater will then expose the group. That is how you dismantle opponents. Read a book sometimes, good one would be 2016 bestseller 'originals' where this particular strategy is described. Good luck.  

PS: Where did you get adultery from?! Just because it's easier for an attractive woman to convince a man with her opinion SHE DOES not have to commit adultery - unless she wants to, but that's not for us to debate. 

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