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  1. 00:00 CP AND DREAMS. After doing lots of CP and partswork, I notice that my dreamworld changes dramatically. Is it because my internal parts unite and therefore different perspectives blend together? 00:34 ANXIETY. I am struggling with intense anxiety, panic and obsessive thoughts. However, I cannot bring myself to do CP or shadow work relative to this anxiety, because I am so afraid of completely losing control if I attempt surrender. 01:38 MONEY. What is money a mirror of? There's a lack of money in my life right now and I'd like to understand why. 05:15 COOSING A MEDICAL SOLUTION. My doctor suggests I look into testosterone replacement therapy. I really struggle with insomnia, which depletes testosterone. I struggle to do all the lifestyle things that naturally replentish testosterone due to the sleep deprivation. Vicious cycle. Is it time for a medical solution? 07:09 VIDEO GAMES. How do I tell the difference between genuine joy of playing video games or using them to escape my reality? 11:05 CHANNELING VS PROJECTION. I recently tried to channel my partner's pain (chronic body pain). It went too well, I experienced being a child and being sexually molested. My partner does not recognize this situation happening to him. This is the first time I try this, could I have been channeling my own pain, instead of his? 13:25 RIGHT VS WRONG DECISION. How do you differentiate between making a right and wrong decision? Especially in business. Does it always have to feel good for you to know it’s a right move? 16:43 Teal's story of her in kindergarden. 19:03 PHYSICAL AILMENTS. What is the collective group vibration? 20:28 WHEN IS BREAKING UP RIGHT. My boyfriend and I decided to break up last night. We were incompatible and growing in completely different directions for over a year, but it still really hurts. My question is, how can I know it was the right decision? 23:30 ACUPUNCTURE. Does acupuncture therapy and yoga help in healing or does it suppress the trauma?; Could you explain about acupuncture in healing emotional wounds? 29:40 NOT ABLE TO GET SEX. I have such an intense desire for sex (and a romantic relationship) but I am running dry and can't manifest ANYTHING good. If I can't have love, can't I at least get great sex, please? 32:26 INVOLUNTARILY CELIBATE. I'm living as an Incel (involuntarily celibate) which is the complete opposite of the life I want too live, the result is I feel dangerous to others and myself because of the immense feeling of pain. How do I stop this cycle?; I feel as if I am living my life as a Involunterary celibate, I struggle to find a woman, I'm emotionally starving. I also have an addicition to pornography that covers up my pain as I stay inside all the time instead of finding people. What should I do? 39:52 EGO WANTS TO BE GOOD. How do we let go of ego's control of being good, therefore deny ourself and our emotions and not act upon them? how do i change the constant selfcontrol pressure and be free? 41:20 INCOMPATIBILITY. If this world is a mirror, then why is incompatibility with people an issue? Does that mean I am incompatible with myself, or within me there is an aspect that is incompatible with who I am? 46:26 PUSH AND PULL IN RELATIONSHIPS. I found someone compatible to me and I was so happy, until this really strong split inside me came up that's so hurt and wants to push him away. I am sure this pain isn't about him or something he did, but it is so strong it makes me see him as a threat, i don't want to breakup, what do i do? 47:57 ECZEMA. I can't manage to heal eczema despite of eating mainly organic food (i was born asthmatic) , can you spot adequate remedies in my specific case? 51:45 UNCONDITIONAL PRESENCE VS BOUNDARIES. I find it very difficult as a CPCP to practice unconditional love/acceptance consistently when working with a friend who is consciously choosing to stay stuck in an abusive situation, and I've gave it to her straight about her enabling the abuse upon her children to continue all for the sake of hiding behind her fears and low self-worth since no one else dared to speak up. She is taking steps for herself, a severe codependent, and to be honest she knows it all deep inside and has confessed that. And most importantly she has children which really hurts me because I can see the trauma growing bigger and bigger around them whenever we meet. I have put a physical distance in order to not continue to make her feel like she is a bad parent and to honor my boundaries. But because we are close friends, I struggle to find a 'balance' between unconditionally being present with her pain and advocating for her to get out of abuse. I am patient and grateful that she is taking baby baby steps for herself like expressing her true feelings towards her partner, but sometimes I am annoyed and powerless that it is so slow moving. How do you deal with this? 56:25 I HATE MY MOTHER. Why can’t I stop hating my mother? I feel like I have healed a lot if wounds that are caused by her, but when I am with her I am in a state of resistance and I keep thinking hateful thoughts. She triggers me like all the time. I want to move on but I feel stuck. 1:26:40 Wrap up and announcements.
  2. How to Find Your Way Back to Connection Loneliness is reaching endemic proportions in our society, reflected by rising suicide rates and increased mental illness. Now, more than ever we need to find a way to connect. The pain of the human condition is that we walk this earth with multiple billions of other people and yet each of us feels alone. The Anatomy of Loneliness is for people who suffer from loneliness, the kind that cannot be solved by simply being around other people. Their aloneness is a deeply embedded pattern that is both negative and painful; it is often fuelled by trauma, loss, addiction, grief and a lack of self-esteem and insecurity. In The Anatomy of Loneliness, Teal identifies the three pillars of loneliness: Separation, Shame and Fear and goes on to share her revolutionary healing technique; The Connection Process, that guides the reader through a series of exercises, helping them to face their fears and, ultimately to experience connection once again. Teal demonstrates that in order to be loved to our core, we have to risk exposing it, be prepared to show our vulnerability and that owning our shame is the key to ending it. She also shows us that there is a difference between what actually happens to us and the meaning we make of it and it’s important to decipher what’s ‘ours’ and what is ‘theirs’ in any given conflict. Teal explains that Intimacy can be broken down into three very important syllables: “into me see” and for real intimacy to exist we need to see into each other for who we truly are and listen to the feelings beyond the words. All pain in this world is initiated by some kind of separation. Separation from our source, separation from our essence, separation from our mothers, separation from ourselves, separation from what we fear and separation from what we love until we ultimately find ourselves shrouded in loneliness. The Anatomy of Loneliness leads us back to connection and tells us that every moment is a choice to close or to open. Teal ends by telling us to find people who have chosen the path of connection and let them walk beside us, hand-in-hand, into the world. In order to find them, we need to be brave enough to connect, be brave enough to love. Teal Swan has a huge and dedicated fan base; she rose to fame through her YouTube Ask Teal series which now has over 400,000 subscribers and 50 million views. She also has over 250,000 followers on Facebook and over 56,000 on Instagram.Teal Swan was born in Santa Fe, New Mexico with a range of extrasensory abilities, including clairvoyance, clairsentience, and clairaudience. She is a survivor of severe childhood abuse. Today she uses her extrasensory gifts as well as her own harrowing life experience to inspire millions of people towards authenticity, freedom and joy. Her worldwide success as a modern spiritual leader has earned her the nickname “The Spiritual Catalyst.” She is the bestselling author of three books; The Sculptor in the Sky, Shadows Before Dawn and The Completion Process.
  3. Ego Warrior

    Mommy Issues

    Teal talks about contrasting experiences for the sake of expansion, and how it relates to her and her son Winter.
  4. Home Hey guys, so right now I’m living at home. Until next year when I can move. But right now I’m living at home and it’s painful and isolating. I grew up with a mother who couldn’t own her shame or take responsibility for her impact on other people. I felt like an object to her- a scapegoat to blame things on. If you’ve watched teal’s victim control drama, the you’ll know what I’m talking about when I say that she makes it so the only way I can be around her is if I agree to her estimation of me as this as person responsible for her pain, etc. she lives in denial that she’s done any of this manipulation and instead asserts that she “really cares for me”. My only option in this—since if I try to make her aware of this she denies it— is to just focus on leaving home and the kinds of people and things that I do want instead of this. The other day she starting talking about how she is worried about how I don’t want to spend any time with her and how she’s worried about me. The tone of her “concern” was that there was something wrong with me for not wanting to be with her/at home. I’ve given up on trying to get her to see that she doesn’t accept me at all or truly care about me. She just wants to seem like it because she wants think of herself as a good person. She always manages to insult me when she’s expressing how she’s concerned about me. Saying I need to get help because otherwise I’ll turn into an “antisocial hermit” who is depressed. In the beginnings of these conversations I start to think that maybe she doesn’t Iove but then she insults me or avoids talking about own responsibility for this. I just wanted to express all of this because it’s making me feel really isolated and a little abused to be honest. When I leave, I will be made the bad person. She will never see that me not wanting to be connected to her is because I have no other option. It’s an act of self preservation. I feel so alone. I feel hopeless. It’s hard for me to accept that someone could not love me and it really not be my fault. That I could have truly just been powerless to my mother growing up. It makes me feel cheated of having a loving home. And it makes me feel abused that the blame is put on me, as if this is something I wanted or had a hand in creating. I didn’t consciously choose to be born into an unloving home. I hate being guilted and shamed for wanting to leave it. Thanks for listening.
  5. Are you in a Toxic Relationship with Manipulation, Strings Attached, and feeling pressure from them at every step? Cutting the invisible strings refers to uncovering unconscious manipulative aspects of your relationship where you may be manipulating people or they are manipulating you. Strings attached to you and others in your relationship may be behind your troubles. Video References 5:44 - Meet Your Needs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zjlum492xBI&t=25s 6:55 - The Emotional Wake Up Call https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMC7ULTSPEE&t=1011s 17:45 - Priceless Relationship Advice https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFEyEM2OxA4 18:07 - AND Consciousness - The Modern Day Replacement for The Middle Way) - Teal Swan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgbxy4WDfUw&t=328s 21:05 - Personal Boundaries vs Oneness https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnKU-hL2Uag Teal Swan is an International Spiritual Leader. She offers perspective on a wide range of topics including relationships, anxiety, meditation, shadow work, the law of attraction, The Completion Process, healing, PTSD, emotions and spirituality Register for Premium Content https://tealswan.com/premium-register Website: www.tealswan.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thespiritual... Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tealspiritu... Twitter: TEALCATALYST Newsletter: https://tealswan.com/newsletter Completion Process Book: https://thecompletionprocess.com/#the... Teal's Meditations: http://www.jointeallive.com/meditations/ Teal's e-shop: https://gumroad.com/tealswan Endsong: Kuan Yin's Mantra (c) 2002 Lisa Thiel Help us caption & translate this video! http://amara.org/v/9Hq9/
  6. How do I forgive a child abuser for my own inner peace? I'm having a real hard time accepting things like this but - There's this trial that's been going on about "Baby doe" around my area, and well what happened was in 2015 this baby girl was found dead and could not be identified for months, and it turned out to be a little toddler named Bella. Apparently she was beaten to death by her mother's boyfriend and her mother was aware of this and helped cover it up. So now fast forward two years - and the mother has finished her two years she was sentenced in exchange to testify against him, and is to be released in a couple weeks while he faces life. So my issue is bugging me and that is, why is this woman allowed to see the light of day again? I have so much fury and anger over this situation, and I am full of hate toward her and feel sick, like I have a ball of firey anger in me right now since this woman exists. I cannot believe that a mother would put her life beyond her child's, and to me that is unfathomable. I do not care if her mother was being abused or hurt, that does not justify what happened, and the worst part about my feelings right now is that I hope she continues to be hurt for the rest of her life for doing this to a small child who deserved nothing but love I'm very shaken up by this and I hope that I can figure out how to rationally forgive these people or think in my head or at least empathize with it all, but I am having a lot of trouble in doing so. I want to be able to heal, and to understand and forgive, it's just hard to see anything worth it right here.
  7. Heavy panic attacks Hello community, a while ago, I posted something about fear, in which I stated that I had panic attacks around the thought of getting really ill. It got worse since then, and the topic changed. I am afraid of killing my mother for some reason. While the thought of harming someone is bad enough, the panic gets worse, because I am worried of losing control over myself. I am certain, that nothing will happen, but as soon as I get near my mother or think of her, I get these really bad panic attacks. Please help me! This feeling is unbearable! PS: I don't think Teals video on panic attacks really applies, because I don't think you would compare a plane crashing to commiting a serious crime PPS: I am currently taking Mirtazapine. I started taking 15 milligrams about two weeks ago. Maybe that information could help.
  8. I need some advice Hello everyone So my mother and I have always been subjected to conflict with each other throughout my entire life. We have never related to each other completely and have always been on a completely different page. But we made it work and we still love each other very much. After my awakening however, which has been an intense ride since it began three years ago, our conflicts have increased in number, becoming a regular thing and a greater rift has been formed between us. I can feel how my vibration is raising on a regular basis, and as it continues to do so my mom continues to stay grounded in her low vibration. But we continued to make it work, through all our ever-increasing difficulties until yesterday. Yesterday, I dropped the bomb and could not contain the things I had been feeling towards her for all the recent months I've kept silent (in order to keep the "peace" between us). I attempted to explain to her our problems and what I truly feel. Naturally, she became extremely self-defensive and kept repeating that I was criticizing her. I understand how it may seem that way. But she exists on a completely different level of awareness and mentality than myself and so she cannot grasp the things I try to tell her, let alone my point of view. I won't get into details. But to make a long story short, that whole argument we had yesterday had a serious emotional impact on me and has changed my view on things. And yet, she continues to go on with her life as if nothing has happened while I am completely aware of the emotional turmoil she's experiencing. She is in an even darker and more negative space now. The bottom line is I wish she could just change. I know my words cannot change her - I only serve as a catalyst. How, how, how though, can I somehow raise her frequency enough so that there no longer needs to be this split between us, this increasing polarization that is occurring?? I love her very much and I feel it is crucial, especially now, that she embark on this awakening journey along with me. I know I cannot do it for her though. I am very confused. I ask for advice from anyone who is willing to share anything!