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  1. How to talk to/ give advice to "non-spiritual" friends How do I relate and support my "unspiritual" friends? Being other's go-to for advice, I'm finding my perspective of life is so vastly different than (& I quote): "what they can comprehend" Help! It's lonely over here ( on a physical sense of course) I've always always felt that everyone around me came to me for advice, but now I'm finding that I'm surrounded entirely by people who arent Into spirituality like I am, and really have no idea bout any of it, including law of attraction etc, and that has begun to create a problem.. I feel like my perspective on situations they're dealing with, is so vastly different from their's, like when I try to explain that their relationships are actually a cycle and it's only a reflection... you know. I try to help, but then I just get looked at like I have 10 heads.. How do i better explain or find middle ground?
  2. Depression can be an unrelenting force in your life. Understanding Depression begins with seeking and accepting the ways that you feel futility within your life. Many people know they feel futile but still subconsciously resist this futility. The key to understanding, overcoming, and eventually healing depression may lie in accepting the aspects and resolving the aspects of your life that you feel Futile about. Teal explains depression in detail in this episode. Find a Completion Process Practitioner Completion Process Book The Anatomy of Loneliness Video References: Fragmentation (The Worldwide Disease): 21:41 Bulldozing (The Way to Ruin the Relationship with Yourself): 21:41 The Zebra and The Watering Hole: 23:19 How to Meet Your Unmet Needs: 23:19 How to Create a Safe Relationship: 24:35 Subscribe to Receive a New Video Every Saturday: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Teal Swan is a revolutionary for personal transformation and is one of the Most Spiritually Influential Living People in the world. As a renowned author, speaker and social media star, she travels the world teaching self-development and teaching people how to transform their emotional, mental, physical and spiritual pain. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Daily Updates, Monthly Online Synchronization Workshops & More: Website: Facebook: Instagram: Twitter: Meditations, Books, Merchandise & Frequency Paintings: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Beginning Song: Kuan Yin's Mantra (c) 2002 Lisa Thiel Help us caption & translate this video!
  3. Wave like feeling in my body and something that looks like heatwaves coming from my hands and arms I can make this wave like feeling over my body it feels kinda good but i cant make it stay for long but i can get it to go to my hands and stay there for a few seconds maybe like 5 to 10 seconds i have been able to feel it for years i just recently started getting it to stay also i can see something like heatwaves coming off of my hands and arms i was wondering if anybody knew what this is P.s. im bad at explaining stuff and this isnt an easy thing to try to explain so im sorry if it doesn't make sense
  4. Anyone in South London want to help me with my parts work?? Hi there, message me if you would like to have some help with your parts work. I'm kind of struggling doing it on my own I get distracted easily and lose focus, I feel it would be a lot better doing it with someone who's familiar with this work! I would of course help you with yours and it would be good to get to know people who are in the spiritual field and who are practising this stuff actually. I would love to get in touch, I live in South London UK let me know if you want to meet
  5. Encouragement and support needed! Hello! My cry for help as follows! ❤️ So I graduated high school this previous year, thinking I wanted to be an illustrator, and it turns out I want to be a choreographer for flash mobs. I've been loosening up blocks relative towards commitment and slowly building up my energy so I can reach this goal. However, my mom is cutting off my food money after November. She just isn't going to be paying for food anymore. I'm working towards improving my vibration towards money, but I need some support, both monetarily and in the form of encouragement. I cannot give a time frame for how long it will take to get going, and I need some support so I can do the emotional work to get me there. I need -$30 per week after November (or $10 if three people can help out, $5 per week for six) -People who are supportive emotionally and encouraging, even when I'm being antisocial (I have an Aquarius moon y'all, good god) You can message me personally at if replying to something like this on a message board is strange lol! Put "Teal Tribe" in the subject box so I know. Lots of love, Apollo P.S. Could always use some upbeat song recommendations!
  6. How do you embed YouTube videos in this forum? Hey, I am new to this forum and haven't figured out yet how to embed YouTube videos in this forum. If you know how, I'd be super grateful for the tip ^.^ Thank You.
  7. HELP! How do I contact my Higher Self? I'm having an incredibly difficult time with my childhood abandonment wounds and rejection. I am obsessed with my pain, the wound is making itself known for the sake of integration. Shadow work has taken a toll on my stress level. I've read the completion process and repeated reading several parts, every single day I watch Teal Swan videos on my issues, I listen to hypnosis and meditation during my sleep almost every single night, I keep a journal of how I'm feeling, I try to drill self beneficial affirmations into my psyche every single day with repetition, I've faced what role I played in my issue. I need help. I'm not suicidal, I need my guides, I need my Higher Self, but my vibration is unusually low. Im obsessed with trying to get away from this pain! I need clarity, I need to understand what is going on! I wonder if I need to take on a vegan diet in order to contact them? I had a Spiritual Awakening in 2011 and my diet was terrible, so maybe not? I need help! I'm begging the heavens to give me guidance because I don't know what to do --- except shadow work! I need my Higher Self to give me some hope that things will get better, that Im doing all the right things! I need HELP! I don't know how to contact! Can I contact my guides from a low vibration? I feel like a Heart Broken Vegetable
  8. In our hundredth celebration podcast we have Teal Swan back on the show. She was our first guest and now she is back for our hundredth! Teal has her new book coming out in October 2018 about Loneliness - you can pre-order the book here We speak about the waking up process, admitting me are lonely, why we shouldn't reject our loneliness, as well as shame and many other things. This is a great podcast - please share it!
  9. Breast cancer diagnosis help My grandmother was just diagnosed with breast cancer. It’s very small, they caught it early, and it am easily treatable kind. I know that a plant based vegan diet has been shown to help those with cancer. Should I tell her? I don’t know if that would be pushy. She must be very overwhelmed. I need some help
  10. Obsessive Compulsive Thoughts Hello everyone! I'm Sanna and I'm a soon to be 22 year old girl. I've been struggling with obsessive compulsive thoughts for a while. When I was younger they came in a lot of different shapes. I both felt compelled to do certain rituals, like brushing my teeth a certain way, and had horrible images of people I love dying haunt me, especially before sleeping. The thoughts no longer control my body, but to some degree they still control my mind. Which is terrifying when you know you create and attract what you focus on. In this case, shaping reality is a power I don't want. All I want is for the people I love to be safe and happy. Yet the compulsive disturbing thoughts show me the opposite. I bet you can imagine how scary this is. I somehow need to reprogram my mind to get rid of those thoughts. And I am trying. I've gotten some help from other teachers aswell, who've told me I need to just observe the thoughts, let them be and embrace them. That I don't need to worry because both me and others have protection and a certain path to walk. Even if someone would really like to hurt me, it's not certain that they could, because I have protection aswell. And I hope intention plays a huge role.. My intention is to heal and help. To spread love and light.. It's just that my thoughts sometimes go in the opposite direction. Because it's what I fear most. It's far to easy to focus on what we fear.. Knowing that the universe don't really care if you're even conscious about the thoughts you're thinking, and will mirror them anyway.. is awful when you feel like you can't control your thoughts. When your thoughts are not reflecting what you want them to. Sometimes it's even so bad that when I try to send love, light and healing towards someone, my mind will turn it into images of death instead. It becomes an internal fight. I ask angles for help, I ask every lightbeing for help, I try to focus positively for as long as I can, and when I can't I try to distract myself so I'll atleast not think thoughts that could hurt others. I've started writing down what I want instead, because I am in control of what I write, what actions I take (other than thinking). I give myself healing sometimes, and try to do my best to replace the negative images with positive ones. I try to create my own reality by setting the intention that the awful thoughts I don't know how to control yet will not hurt anyone, that they will either disappear into nothing as soon as they've left me, or turn into positivity and healing instead, since that's what I really want to send out. It's gotten better. It used to be real bad. I'm slightly less scared than I used to be. But I am still struggling with this. I will hear some things that make me feel better (we have protection, others thoughts and wants are just as powerful and important, they will not hurt because it's not your intention) and then I'll hear things that make me scared again (universe will reflect what you focus on, whether you resist it or not it will manifest, if you pray in a state of fear and desperation you will also attract those horrible things you are asking to be protected from). When it comes to obsessive thoughts, I'm at a loss. I am so confused. I don't know what actions to take in order to attract good things for me and my family. Can I pray/ask for help? Since I am scared, will I just make things worse if I do? Should I face and embrace those dark thoughts because I need to in order to not create resistance? I think probably.. but the last thing I want is to manifest those dark things. When I say dark.. it's about as bad as it gets. I am thinking I need to embrace them.. validate/accept them. Observe them without judgement. Because there isn't much else to do. I guess. But.. I feel like I need your support. I'm not sure what to do. What do you think is the best way to go about this..? It's one thing to feel in control of your thoughts, it's a whole different ball game to feel like you're not. It's as if I would keep burning myself on a stove (and others) against my will. How.. just how do I get rid of these thoughts? I will do The Work by Byron Katie, I will keep trying methods that I've heard about previously.. and that I've heard Teal talk about in her videos. Releasing resistance, and so on. What I am most concerned with though.. is not hurting anyone in the process. I know I can't guarantee anyone's safety and eternal happiness, but I will not be the one sending images of torture and death to anyone. I am so sick of my mind doing that against my will. And I will take any help I can in order to get rid off them. If you feel like you can, please help me. I'd appreciate it so much. Thank you for reading, and have a lovely day ♡
  11. Are you having relationship difficulties, problems or on the verge of a break up or divorce? Do you need relationship advice, counseling, help or advice? Sometimes we experience a lack of freedom, authenticity, and security in our relationships. This may be because authenticity is lacking in our own lives as a result of childhood upbringing, that cause disconnection and incompatibility in our own relationship. Video Reference How to Be Authentic: 10:41 Teal Swan is an International Spiritual Leader. She offers perspective on a wide range of topics including relationships, anxiety, meditation, shadow work, authenticity, the law of attraction, The Completion Process, healing, PTSD, emotions and spirituality Website: For daily updates, monthly online Synchronization Workshops join Facebook: Instagram: Twitter: TEALCATALYST Newsletter: Completion Process Book: Teal's Meditations: Teal's e-shop: Beginning Song: Kuan Yin's Mantra (c) 2002 Lisa Thiel Help us caption & translate this video! Help us caption & translate this video!
  12. Ownership of our own actions and decision making in relationships is essential. Teal Swan explains that the reason we can’t do this is due to our childhood dynamics and how we dealt with the boundaries of our parents. Most children sacrificed their own needs in order to appease their parent and unfortunately this behavior often carries through to our adult relationships. Teal Swan is an International Spiritual Leader. She offers perspective on a wide range of topics including relationships, anxiety, meditation, shadow work, the law of attraction, The Completion Process, healing, PTSD, emotions and spirituality Website: For daily updates, monthly online Synchronization Workshops join Facebook: Instagram: Twitter: TEALCATALYST Newsletter: Completion Process Book: Teal's Meditations: Teal's e-shop: Endsong: Kuan Yin's Mantra (c) 2002 Lisa Thiel Help us caption & translate this video!
  13. question on disorganized attachment! so in the case of having a narcissistic parent and a submissive parent... would the relationship with the submissive parent be the most unhealthy relationship? because we identify with them as a victim like ourselves? but they also should have protected us? or is it different in this situation? i have cut off the narcissistic parent completely. even had a dream he was trying to control my by threatening to beat me with a belt (which i got plenty of whippings when young.. whether i actually did anything or not).. and i finally had a dream of shouting to the guides "get me a belt" and it appeared out of thin air! .. and an epic war of whipping each other happened and finally it ended with us both being tired and just giving up.. and we went our separate ways. i was just really proud of the triumph in that dream so i wanted to share it lol! anyways.. but is the attachment to the other parent just as harmful?
  14. Problem having mental images Hello, I have trouble seeing and holding mental images. It's almost always blank and when I do get an image it's very faint and disappears almost immediately. I'm worried that I don't have the ability to use healing processes that use visualization. It seems like so many people are able to have a vivid experience in their mind and that they have a rich inner world. It genuinely feels like there's nothing in mine. Is it possible to not have the ability to mentally visualize? Does anyone have a perspective or any advice for me?
  15. Is this a sign from the universe? So I was thinking of going to Boston for college and to live. As soon as I started to think about Boston, I saw license plates, videos, and ads about Massachusetts. Does this mean I should go? Or does it mean I shouldn't? UPDATE: recently I've been having dreams about dogs, I google mass state dog (because I thought it was a sign) and it was the dog from my dream. Boston Terrier and I never knew their state dog.
  16. Misophonia (4S) & HSP Problems Hi everybody, I've got a very particular issue with processing sounds, and truthfully I struggle with it so much. It's one of my biggest set-backs. Literally nobody has been able to help me enough with this problem to the point where I was able to achieve any kind of clarity with it or improvement. I have Misophonia, which means hatred of sound. It can also be called 4S, which stands for Selective Sound Sensitivity Syndrome. Certain sounds trigger me really badly, and instantly put me in fight or flight mode and I don't know why, because I'm not consciously thinking of any judgemental thoughts. I just panic when I hear chewing, or nails clipping, or sound coming through walls, or sound leaking out of somebody else's headphones... Misophonia tortures me and also comes along with so much guilt and confusion, because I feel like I can't function around certain sounds and it creates relationship trouble. Things would be much easier for me if I weren't so sensitive. But, on top of this, I'm a HSP, which means Highly Sensitive Person, and this means basically a whole other array of things create intense distress for me, mostly relating to the external sensory, but emotions too. Does anybody know from a spiritual perspective what this might mean for me and how something like this has manifested for me? Anybody know what it might be representing and how I can clear it from a spiritual level?
  17. to meds or not to meds... I want to ask people’s opinion on taking medication to treat mental illness. I consider my psychoses to be spiritually linked and I'm not sure I believe that the label of mental illness is either true or helpful. I find the way that the Western world deals with so called mental illness, an abomination and reflective of a complete lack of humanity and emotional intelligence. These painful states of mind are reactionary and real and can involve a spectrum of beauty and terror and awakening in ways many can’t comprehend, yet you’re treated as subhuman and pretty much tortured into submission. I don’t see it as illness. I think that if you are sensitive and born into this world, it's going to be hard as hell. It makes me so sad, the whole thing, but I'm at the point where I'm choosing in terms of my survival The more I have read on the subject, the more it has become a grey area. I am reluctant to abide by the western solution of burying the issues, but whenever I come off meds, the trauma, partly inflicted by the mental health system itself, arises so ferociously, every day is a struggle, and facing the process alone, without like minded souls, is too much. I seem unable to behave 'normally' or to function in my current environment without them, and I’m scared of being sectioned again. I feel like it would be possible to go med free, but in peaceful surroundings where people are compassionate to the intricacies of these experiences, no societal pressures etc, just a focus on healing, but the common solution Is to quieten people’s minds and experiences enough so that they can slide into a normal life with a normal job. These are the signifiers of wellness to the people around me, but I am so far removed from that reality, I just don’t know where to turn. So to go against what I believe in order to build a future where I can look after myself, or to struggle on my peculiar path of suffering with the hope that there might be a light at the end, that is the question haha. Also, do you think that you can take brain altering medication and still progress spiritually? Surely the spirit surpasses all those things, but I don’t know. Sorry this is a bit of a ramble but any response would be much appreciated.
  18. Is there any way I can stop seeing "Argument of the Day (Stefan Molyneux's New Segment)" on every feed. I just want to know if I can make it so I don't have to see it every time I open up the forum tab. It's getting ridiculous and is nothing more than a cancerous thread for people to talk about their political opinions. This site is for learning how to deal with life. It's not a political debate forum.
  19. Has anyone had the same dream/ vision ? This dream could of been a premonition, a download .i had this dream about 4 months ago and it was clear as day , I haven't been able to get it out of my mind as well as tell anyone due to the fact it would be just brushed off as a odd dream . so I've decided to post it on here in hopes that someone will read it and possibly of had the same experience. It began with a first person view (me) casually and calmly walking outside of what was not my home but a suburban townhouse . It was a nice clear sky with very few clouds and a slight cool air but sun beaming feel . As I walked outside my eyes were drawn to the abnormal amount of people in a dead stop standing on the sidewalks staring at the sky . There was a energy coming from the people of confusion and fear . naturally curious I looked up as well , (the next part to come is very visual so I will try my best to describe ) . I saw hundreds of small (from my distance on ground ) multi colored balls of lights , they had a light glow to them . They were all floating ,stationary in the sky .. not shooting to the ground nor were they coming into the atmosphere . Next my eyes moved to a twice maybe three times larger multi circle form . The "rings " we're slowing rotating and had a blue / green/ yellow glow and slightly see through . It wasn't a ufo looking structure ... It wasn't even a structure at all it was more of a energy . As people frantically ran and screamed as the larger energy showed up , I seemed to be having the complete opposite exspierence then everyone around me presently . I was still calm , I was actually smiling .. I had a "knowing " that it was that of another planet/ form .. It was visitors but of a kind that I was so familiar with . Nothing more happened , I woke up instantly and still remembered everything . I don't know what to do with this exspierence ..... Am I the only one that has had this vision / dream / download ... What is it ? What does it mean ? The image I attached was my attempt to re create the dream with a art app ... I'd love to hear back !
  20. sugarplum


    My life situation is quite complicated and from my stand point I don't see a solution or steps towards it. I need your help. In a nutshell I live with my emotionally and physically abusive mum who has narcissistic tendencies. My feelings are like shit for her. I am 18 yo and I am not financially independent otherwise. My dad doesn't want to have a contact with me. My mum violated his personal life and that is his reasoning (on the surface) of why he avoids me. He lives in a foreign country anyway and I have never met him. Another thing my mum has prevented me from doing when I was little. My school life also isn't nice. I go to some grammar school and the school system kills me. I have no idea of what I would like to do in life and I have almost no one to connect with. My mum said she will kick me out if I leave school. Suicide seems to be the best option so far ... I feel so powerless and that is my biggest shadow, but trying to heal yourself in the same environment people hurt you isn't a smart idea. What can I do?
  21. Heavy panic attacks Hello community, a while ago, I posted something about fear, in which I stated that I had panic attacks around the thought of getting really ill. It got worse since then, and the topic changed. I am afraid of killing my mother for some reason. While the thought of harming someone is bad enough, the panic gets worse, because I am worried of losing control over myself. I am certain, that nothing will happen, but as soon as I get near my mother or think of her, I get these really bad panic attacks. Please help me! This feeling is unbearable! PS: I don't think Teals video on panic attacks really applies, because I don't think you would compare a plane crashing to commiting a serious crime PPS: I am currently taking Mirtazapine. I started taking 15 milligrams about two weeks ago. Maybe that information could help.
  22. Alien Implant A few years ago I was abducted by Ets. I was meditating and feel into a dream that i was being "searched by police" and they pushed a long rod into my left ear. I awoke in terrible pain which i felt during the dream. My son was also a newborn and slept for 7 hours which was odd because he woke every 2-3 hours for a feeding so i knew in my gut that i had been taken and implanted. Now that i am getting deeper and deeper into my search for God-consciousness I am hearing strange static like Morse code crackles in my left ear. I usually have ringing and tones in both ears but this sound is very new. I felt that they were trying to communicate with me and i did an oracle card reading which had incredible insight into my personal situation at the moment. I also had a dream last night about my closet having 8-10 entities and i kept throwing a pen at them and the pen kept coming right back to were it was before i threw it at them. I understand that going deeper into my consciousness is going to bring about some strange things but I would love some insight on if i should look more into the implant and possibly having it removed or leave it be and see what happens. I haven't met the beings so i don't know the intention and hope they let me continue on my path the way Source intends for me. Thanks for reading!
  23. Hello and Namestie (this feels awkward saying since i'm not use to say it but it feels good anyway?) Members of this Fine Community i would like to reintroduce mayself in this forum since i was already in it my name is Haider i'm living in iraq and was born in libya my family moved to iraq in 1990 becuase of the war at that time , i was born in July 13 1996 (cancer obviously ?) in a little village in Libya called almarj (translated the meadow) i was somehow a feminine boy since i was 3 prefering dolls over other toys and prefering pretty much mostly considered "feminine" stuff and (i dunno why fate brought me to libya where it's like ..a pretty backward society and not accepting anything "abnormal") so my mother would watch me put the bathroom towel in my head and pretend to be a girl with long hair ?, mom like any normal mom scolded me, at that moment i was like shocked . Why it is not okey to do this and she was like "becuase you are a boy not a girl " i was like "???? ok..(secretly trying not to entertain the thought that i cant) so i was like play when she does not see ??? i loved libya espacially bengazi i spent 17 years of my life there and it was just a tranquil almost isolated place from the world people don't know of war and are moslty financually stable i swear i'm not lying you could throw a bag of money like 2000 dollars in the street and wait 5 hours and nobody will even touch it , they are most likely to bring it back to you (that was before thair revolution of 2011 ?) so it was pretty quite there at that time..but still , people are brainwashed by a religion that it's like a figure that turns into an innocent baby and sometimes morphs into this terrifaying creature of judgement and blood and then returns as a cute little baby, no side is fake both sides exist in this religion and this religion is non other than...Islam I have a love-hate relationship with Islam , you see my parents were not so religous but me and my siblings we where into it (becuase of what schools there taught us ) but inside..deeeeeeep down inside i knew it was bullshit but felt guilty about it so i was into it mostly to feel a sence of belonging with other children , i remeber when i learned about heaven and hell for the first time was.... Truamatic but as u grew up i became afried of rejection and bieng left out of the group so i repressed most of my desires but not entirly so that i can live on but still praying to god to bring me to a place where i can be appriciated and loved and these nice stuff ? but no . I was brought to iraq ...1000 times worse place especially the city that i'm in basrah i would really really REALLY wish that teal does an out of body scan on iraq it might clarify lot of things to the world and me but thats for another thing you see i'm alone ' most of the time alone no one understands me nor care about how i feel and can't find anyone like me cuz i'm stuck in this forsaken backwater called basrah i'm studying architecture there but i can't do it i'm too hopeless and devoured by the despair of this place i feel so empty end hollow and unseen and unheard and invalidated that i wish i could drown myself without feeling guilty so.. i need guidence ...from someone anyone or just somebody to talk to feel free to ask any questions about me i will be more than glad to answer please ease this pain as pathetic as it may sound .....
  24. Every time I post it seems like something happens on the website to prevent it from posting. It keeps on saying there is an error. I've asked about it before and there hasn't been much of a response. Is there someone who's really good with computers or running websites that can figure out what might be happening? Because it's getting harder and harder to use the forums and its really annoying to type up posts that don't even end up going through and losing everything. </3 Yayyyy for being a slider x - x
  25. ok .. so i went to try the completion process on my self ..after watching some videos about it on how teal demonstrates the process...i decided to try it on my self ... so i first found the most feeling that is impacting my body which is a kind of fear or anxiety in my stomach that is like ...crippling my stomach know that sensation of anxiety ... so i began to be present to it .. to understand it observe it ...analyse it without really doing anything but being with the feeling I've approach it from an attitude where i'm like studying the sensation and let be there as long as possible and accepting it and accepting my other emotions towards this emotion ...and then when the feeling got began to calm ...i asked the question .."when was the first time i have felt this ...." and what came up was foggy and weird so i waited and returned to focus on the feeling and after another while i asked the question again "when was the first..." and before i even complete the question somehow a memory ..pops up out of nowhere from first person perspective that was soooooooo traumatic like i couldn't stay there for long i think it was infancy .. i don;t know it was terrible scary and felt like death ... i'm too scared to be there ever again and i left the process from there the memory was so dark and foggy and the feeling of fear was so devouring crippling i felt like my stomach will be torn apart violently any minute ... i think i have traumatized my self from using the process wrong i dunno if that was a false memory from my ego or something to prevent me from doing it .. i don't know i feel like if i have done this with someone who i cant trust may be better and much safer ...but the thing is who am i going to ask this from those people around " hay could you help me integrate my being from some unknown traumatic experience ? " i could imagine the look on their face .. they could even start to think i'm crazy .. so what do you guys think i should do ?