Don't wait for the conditions of your life to change in order to feel good. If you do this, you've lost all your power. You've said "In order for me to feel good, I need _____ to change first". But that just isn't the way this universe works. The truth is, your happiness is always in your hands regardless of your external circumstances. And the best part is that when you deliberately focus on things which cause you to feel good without needing things to change first, your reality will naturally change to mirror your new focus. And life will become very very good for you!