I have not communicated for a very long time because as you said: "you are inaccessible" to those who may develop a sense of conflict over something you say, write, or an action you may take. I used to get angry and abusive because of the inconsistency I would perceive in your teachings. I used to become filled with rage when you would talk adoringly about Jerry Hicks and Abraham, when in fact they go against everything you teach about honoring and feeling our pain. I hate Esther and the late quite dead Jerry Hicks from Cancer after teaching for decades “you can’t attract something you are not a match to.”
People experiencing pain and unhappiness are easily offended and will turn against you if they don’t feel heard, which is something you have come to realize. The problem is, you have offered no solution. In my case, I just don’t participate or respond anymore. But still for four years I have followed your website, read your articles, and your Blogs, and watched my fair share of videos. I have been triggered many times, but refuse to communicate my feelings anymore. Who wants to share their thoughts and feelings if they are uncertain you even read the comments left on your blogs. And I have noticed that you don’t even allow comments to be left on your article page. I mean basically you call all the shots. Sometimes you go 3-4 weeks without an article or blog posted. Do you not think that people notice the infrequency of your writings? People who follow your writings for the most part are in pain and they want to hear from you at least on a weekly basis. When you disappear for weeks at a time, people like me feel like you don’t care. And then there is nothing we can do to cause you to make adjustments.
There is not one time in the nearly four years that your staff ever responded to one of my emails, even if it was a technical issue. Your staff is horrendous when it comes to responding to your readers and their concerns.
An online community is a poor, poor, substitute for real human face to face interaction. Yet you are the only teacher in town dealing with the dark issues of serial killers, terrorists, people who suicide, and other dark issues that all other spiritual teachers refuse to even acknowledge, much less address. The Hay House community is nothing but a positive focus feel good community. Yet you are a member of Hay House and one of its teachers. Do you not think that people take note of this and maybe they feel you are being hypocritical by even being associated with Hay House? People notice things, they get offended, they drop out and turn against you in hate groups. I don’t think you really know why. And then as you know, your staff and moderators ban these people from your forum and comment sections. I even heard you say once that you don’t read the comments of your attackers. Another slap in their face.
As for me, I am looking for understanding. I don’t like the short synopsis of a situation you discuss in an article and then followed up with a series of 1, 2, 3, 4, ect steps to its solvation. The one thing I have noticed over the years is the rush, rush, rush, tempo of your writing. Just as you get into the really deep aspects of something and show great understanding, you suddenly cut the article off and that is the end of it. It feels at time you just don’t care enough to write a solid article unless it has something to do with a woman’s issues.
I remember a commenter being upset with you because you did not address the killing of 50 people in Orlando, FL by a lone shooter. People notice these things and they get offended. My bottom line complaint is the inconsistency in the timing of your articles. I have also noticed the Authenticity you used to speak of and promise to provide has all but disappeared. I am also not happy with the inappropriate ads you interweave within your articles. I don’t think a Tony Robbins advertisement has any place in your teachings or ads about meeting women. Please don’t degrade your teachings with these nonsensical ads. After all the anger I have felt towards you over the years, I am still here trying to hang in.