without the haters i maybe would not be here. So i have to thank them. And they are making me energetic AND creative... AND nicly anrgyyyy .. for now. Star Wars is just a film. A old one - now is now and the now itself is change. So i am very very curious 'bout the future programs and expiriences. I still love you all. You are and also are not my balance. Even the closest ones are testing me. And they call out with hate and fear. So i have to go and see for myself. If She allows (world) and if i allow.