Does anyone here find it difficult to talk to people? I used to be okay, self conscious, but okay but now I'm a mess socially. I don't know. In some ways I feel more confident in other ways, I've never been so insecure. Being with people and noticing how uncomfortable and nervous and worthless I feel makes me feel alone like something is wrong with me. I'm scared that I am worthless and a mess. Sometimes I can't believe just how awkward I've been. And I feel like other people are noticing and condemning the way I'm behaving which just makes it worse. I'm in a prison of insecurity. I don't even know how to begin to become confident. I just want to feel like I'm not alone in this and that I'm not a complete loser. I just want someone to see me.